Hi there,
I only really visit this site to look at the news, I don't participate at all in the forums. But I just happened to see your post and I wanted to know that whoever you are, wherever you are. I am here for you, and I care that you are all right.
If you are having thoughts of suicide, please call the national US hotline at 1-800-273-8255, or if you're not in the U.S. look at this site for information regarding the suicide hotline in your country. http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
Please know that no pain is ever worth taking your own life. Regardless of how hard life may seem, how lonely you may feel, there are always people out there that care about you and how you are doing. If you need to talk, please don't hesitate to reach out to the number I provided, or to me via message.
