Xeevmon,
In life, everyone faces times of hardship, fear, doubt, and worry. In this life, we will encounter times like these. It's all about how you handle it. Suicide is certainly not the way. It is the cowards way out. The main reason individuals commit suicide is because they feel lost, alone, isolated. Like- there is no meaning to go on. But let me tell you this: God has a plan for you. He has a plan for everyone. You do have purpose, we all have purpose. It may feel like no one cares for you, or your alone but God cares for you, your family and friends care for you. You have meaning, you have purpose. Worldly troubles will always pass and go. Life is a one time gig. Don't waste it.
There will always be opportunities to change, you must seek them out, and grab them. True happiness doesn't come from money, and success but through God. I truly wish you luck on your journey, and will pray for you.
-Aang