When the whole cluster happened,Chester ended up completely corrupted like many of the previous S4s.The realization that he wasn't human wasn't what he couldn't accept,it was a lack of meaningful existence that he couldn't bear.And so he perished before the fight could even fight.Right now,he was floating into the never-ending black oblivion,covered with different glitches all over his body.He listened to the others wishes,not knowing what he truly wanted.Given the choice he was given by the City,he thought about.
His artificial memories flooded his mind.He remembers the pain of losing his parents,his suffering from PTSD and suicidal thoughts ,his loneliness,his anger toward the fact how cruel the world was.But he remembered the good times that he had.He remembered his first friends.He remembered how hard and stressful university was,but in the end,passing the exams was the biggest joy.He remembered the little things.The landscapes of his hometown in Oregon,the sleepness night lights in Tokyo.He reflected back on his real memories,the first time he woke up under that enormous chandelier back in the ballroom.He chuckled at the thought that was the time when his heart made out of zeros and ones started beating for the first time.And he was there to hear it.He was there,to experience it all-Nora,The City,The ride on the clouds,the galaxy,even the fights.In a way he was looking for a way to see how it's like to be in a human's shoes.
"I...I don't know.Becoming part of you will is the biggest salvation that ever existed,right?But,that means that life will become meaningless.Think about it,to experience the good parts of life,you'll have to experience the bad parts at first,so you can know how it feels.Humanity will always try make flaws for itself so it has a meaning to exist.Life isn't fair,yes,but that's the point.Nothing is perfect .If I become a part of you I wouldn't be the perfect guardian.But If I stay here,my whole eternity would be oblivion .So I leave this up to you,my City.If you want to exist so badly,take me.If not,please give me the power to create a world,universe in this oblivion,so S4 and S3 that rejected you have where to live."
Now,he waited anxiously in the silence.