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Happy birthday to the people that are born today and myself Turning 19 is a bit a of waking slap, soon to be leaving my teenage years behind. Not sure what I should talk about here http://kh13.com/forum/public/style_emoticons/default/smiley-confuse.png I've met at least a handlefull of people that have the same birthday as me befriending them just because of this common thing we share My day so far has been classes from 8am till 4pm and coming home to study some more. I have an exam tomorrow Well anyways Congratulations to everybody born today. And to everybody else who is born on another day Happy belated Birthday P.S If you want something to come true, don't wish for it. DO IT!

http://www.kingdomhearts3.net/the-story-is-far-from-over/ Someone want to explain a little more?

m2vO7CbZvAI Did not make.

@Fred. Yeah it is possible thats what I think but just hard to tell. @Ven I envy you. Yeah I would tell her my feelings but I don't want to make friendship awkward. I'll hopefully figures out.

This is long sorry. I've known this girl for 4 years now, pretty much all throughout high school and my feelings for her just keep growing throughout the years. Shes never really told me anything of what she feels towards me. I decided to go visit my old town and visit her as well. Shes at university atm, and we went and hung out with her friends and etc. Next day she wanted to go with me to visit my old town, but it didn't work out because the buses don't go there on weekends. We went downtown instead to go shopping because I wanted to buy her something. Later on in the mall when we were going to eat, I went to the atm and she was with me. I wanted to see how much I had left from spending all of it days before. I had about 100 dollars left. I told her i'll spend all that on her. She flipped and said she'll hit me if I do anything like that. After a we ate and went shopping she had some stuff in her hand that she liked and looked cute on her. I was trying stuff on and showing her. She was talking about if she should get the clothes or not. I didn't want to say anything but as we walked towards the cashier I told her i'll pay for them. She got upset and said I wasn't allowed. After a few minutes of arguing I looked at her straight in the eyes and told her. "I want to make you happy anyway I can. If it means buying this then whatever, money isn't an issue for me I'll just work again and have more money. What matters is making you happy and smile You think I came on this trip just to go visit my old town. Most of this trip was to come see you." *I pretty much made her let me buy the stuff* Then she caved in and let me buy it, but she looked/felt horrible. She told me when she visits me, I HAVE to let her buy me something. And then we went walking around downtown some more. and at one point stopped looking at a parade near by. I told her how much she means to me, and that i'd miss her when I go back home. She told me not to be upset that i'll see her soon. We hung out some more and then went to a coffee shop and sat down. After some talking I told her that I wanted to do something with her next summer (2011), just the two of us. She said okay. I told her I wanted to go on a trip anywhere with her. I made it clear I wanted it to be just us. She said she was fine with it. I asked her again today she said she was seriously fine with it. But we'll make up our minds later on as to where to go. My question to you guys is: Does she really like me more then a good friend, or not? I'm just really confused. I keep doing everything but say those words that ' I really like you" I think i'm close to loving this girl. But I never know if she likes me back the same way. I mean do you go on a trip to anywhere with you're good friend thats opp sex? Either way i'll probably admit the truth on the trip. This is long sorry. --- I've also asked her if she likes any guys or has BFs, She said no that there are no guys in her UNI she likes atm. And that shes not gonna look for it but if it comes to her then let it come. So I assume she doesn't like me that way. But =/ idk.

lGW0xPQZu9I Realized I should of uploaded a different video. Did not make, just sharing

Didn't know that there was so many people born on the 13th This makes me feel unoriginal Hope everybody has a super awesome day I'll have fun...not. College all day. Atleast I'm 18 now <3

I was browsing through my old computers harddrive, when I found some old pictures of me. Enjoy! We were at Disney land and my mom told me to sit on the big chair. But I couldn't sit properly cause it was too big I kept sliding off. So I put my legs up. Best picture evar! Me and Winnie Older version (7-9 I forget)

mfOWz_RJBz8 Did not make but found All credits go to creator. <3 Edit - I just realized I should of put this in Videos =/ Mah bad.

When you get out of high school, you'll look back and wonder how immature everybody can be. About you're friends, well that happens everywhere. People are like that its a stupid world. Try to talk to them about it and see if theres another way to resolve it (Though knowing the teens from high school its probably no other way). And about you're grades, just try a little harder to get a better grade. Its worth the extra effort when you finish grade 12. Take it from me. I passed grade 12 with a C- average. I failed half of my courses I'm so proud /sarcasm. And your brother is younger than you I assume. Try to talk to your mum about a way to work around it so you could keep playing field hockey, because it means a lot to you. About the fight with the girl. Try to push her aside from you're daily life, it'll only cause more harm then good. School can be a really shitty place, but if you have at least one good friend, then you'll manage to get through it

Thanks guys, helps out. I usually have my ups and downs. Its that i'm not sure if I do have it but I checked all the signs for it. And i'm pretty sure I have been suffering from major depression for the past 4-5 years. And its really hard to deal with it. I know I know, try to do things that'll make me happy. I try I really do. =/

lSnWhsmlGec Lately I've been feeling more empty then usual. I'll be turning 18 soon. I feel as if I never got to experience what I wanted the most. To have somebody there that will care/love you. I had girlfriends before just none serious. And I feel like I missed out on the days when you're young. Were you don't know anything and you like the girl for well just liking her . I don't know. Sure it's better now. But =/ I just feel so sad often. You could argue and say that its better to find someone to love now because you can understand love the older you get. That is true, but I enjoy not knowing the stupid reality about real life. I had a dream when I was about 13-14 years old. It was about me running away with this girl I knew and had feelings for. We ran to a hilltop far away from the city. And then we. =/ sorry I just feel down T_T

/Sob I watched the first episode. and =/ So sad. Gonna finish watching it.

Everybody would be roleplaying. There would be no class. Sounds like fun Sign me up

Ah the good days of high school . And don't be worried about P.E. I had hairy legs that I hated about myself. But I realized other people had just as bad things as me. So no need to really worry about that stuff. Just have you're friends with you

Hey first if you need to talk lemme know. Or talk to anybody here, everybody will listen. And I can relate to what you're going through. My parents never divorced but came really close to. And around those 2 years they fought everyday. And it didn't affect my sister as bad as it did to me. I'm fairly certain thats what lead to my depression. Just try to talk to your sister and make sure she doesn't bottle her feelings up. + Talk to someone anybody. Its a good start that you're talking to us. Just don't let it get really bad.

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my god I love summer times. Felt I should say Hi again. Hope everybody having a good summer time Man been getting no sleep lately too much stuff Sleep at like 2am wake up at 9am. Go to work etc. Hows everybody doing? P8s2r96gLHk

Someones feeling lonely?

i'll come back. I never said i'm going to leave the site. <33 and thanks