Antrium

Well be yourself, wait for the right guy, and oh yeah don't be someone else at all cost!!!! Anyone you like atm?

LEXI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know how you feel, but I have a small idea what you must feel from friends and a few personal expriences. All I can say is that don't kill yourself. You are going through a very hard patch in your life and although things seem dark and cruel things will get better. Maybe not today, or tomorrow but one day and when you see that day you will realize all the things that yo have to look forward to.

So, as you all know. I haven't been on this site in a while... so to start in again I wrote a rap against bullying. This was inspired by a song I have been listening to lately and because I have lost two friends to bullying and I hate it. Push him around. Because you think nobody cares. Well, come here. I have a lil' somethin' to share. That girl you just said was too big. And that boy, in his skin he digs. That blade in his hands he uses because of you. And you don't even have a clue. Call that girl a whore, with her baby in her arms. Little do you know, at a young age she was deviled. By men savage and wild. And here's the saddest part. You don't even know the monsters you create. Until the very moments it's too late. When the bullets start too blaze And one by one you start losing class mates. That's when you realize you put the gas on the fire. YOU are the reason they started this disaster And now you pray to the Master. To our Holy Father. AT that moment they take their lives. With that guilt, you know YOU rolled those dice. So go and tell everyone, if you survive. That there's no reason to be mean. Be nice and kind, everyone is made to be loved. And once you do, remember the innocent blood. The wounds will be healed. The cuts will be sealed. And no more will be killed. The loneliness filled. The cards will be dealed. And the broken lives will be re-built. Do what's right! In The Name Of Jesus Christ!

In the arms of darkness. Red claws hold me tight Digging into my skin Cutting deep My blood black as sin I wish there was an end. Every night they come out They torment me I want to shout Silent screams escape my mouth. Those stories, I found out were true. The correct path I should choose. In the arms of darkness My life will end. Unless of course. There is something greater then men. A light I see A light, it breathes. This is my only chance to be free. The demons claw at my knees as I go to reach. It sounds like a man With his arms opened wide I saw that no darkness can hide His love is as strong as the tide And now in my heart he resides. In the arms of darkness no more. In the arms of Him Now my skin is no longer torn With his crown of thorns Upon his head He guides me through hardships Because now, I am no longer in the arms of darkness.

Just Try to Walk Through My Mind. Three times faster. Three times stronger. My own reality I built. From The Darkness and The Guilt. And you will never know the emotion I have felt. And all the pain I have dealt. Retribution is an old friend. Redemption is my acquaintance. I am a sinning saint. In the darkness I faint. In the abyss I find my bliss And I am greeted with Black Roses every time I kiss. So Take A Walk through my Mind And see all the dark you will find. My thoughts are barely kind. My mind is where grace has never shined. And all the love I have been offered. I have declined. Heart Break Time After Time. It was you that made me who I am now. How I can now Take a bow. And have many say, "How?" They wonder who I got to be so honest and proud. I will not lie to the crowds. You are my inspiration. My savior from damnation. With eyes so sweet. And words that make me weep. You had me on my knees. When I was on the floor, wounded and weak. You lifted me up, high as the trees. Honesty now comes with ease. And I hope that you I have appeased. Your are so kind. Thank you for Walking Through My Mind.

You said we were perfect. That we were on the right path. I should have known under the surface. You had a different purpose. We were on our way to Happily ever After. We missed it by just one chapter. And now I wish we were... Happily Never Together. You were my dream And I was your prince. So why did things have to change? This is now so strange. The way you can look at someone else Without thinking of us. It makes me feel like I would be happy if we were Happily Never Together. And if you are thinking we could be forever. You are hoping for nothing It is over There is nothing left in my heart. Thanks to you... And to think, we could have had everything. (Everything and more) And thanks to you. I wish we were Happily Never Together.

I'm breaking the habit tonight! .... Oh sorry force of habit haha.

So I have had very little sleep this week and all this month I have sooo many important things to do! I was hired to write a screenplay for a short film, I am entered in a contest for OC creation. I have an article for a local band to write as well. So much to do, so little time. Not enough sleep . Please wish me luck as I try to do all these things.

I love Merc!!!! He is one of the best characters I have made!!!! Thank you sooo much for drawing this, brother!!!! :D :D :D

Chapter 14: Path of Fear

I called somebody Hitler's Sperm

I really wasn't to happy with it....