Cricket

Thank you for the feedback and glad you liked it! I definitely didn't make the models/camera motion used in the video, but all the effects were my doing. I hope to one day be able to create my own models and manipulations and have been watching and reading many things about 3D programs. I see Belnder can be a bit tough and time consuming, but the outcomes look promising and worth all the effort in the end. How is Cinema 4D? Definitely going to look into that when I get some extra time.

Mickey stated that it is difficult to get into the RoD due to the chances of even getting in there relies on a world being consumed by darkness. Mickey was set on helping her get out of the RoD, but Aqua also aided in keeping danger from Riku and keeping the Darksides and other Heartless from going through the door so Sora and Mickey could close it. She then was attacked by the Shadow rush and forced into the door of parallel side of Destiny Islands.

Kinda late to the MMD party, but I started becoming interested in things such as Blender, MMD, or model creation/manipulation programs. I'm more familiar running and working with other type of programs on the pc - preferably related to maps and mapping or graphic design, but I am reaching out to other areas of creativity nowadays. Happy Pre-Halloween video I guess?

Well this update is pretty snazzy. Looked up news for KH3 and caught a surprise. KH13 looking fancier as time goes by.

I was 11 when the first game came out if that says anything.

I think we are going to see KH3 in July; just have this feeling and heard some things.

I just saw this and I know your account has been permanently banned now, but I hope you have a wonderful life, Lexi. I enjoyed talking to you when we did, and I was not perfect either and ashamed of my past here too and who I was. I'm glad you are moving forward and good luck with life!

Breath of the Wild, Link.... ~ But I'll say Yoda.

Thanks ya'll! Yeah, I've gotten a lot of inspiration lately to make KH related things when I have spare time.

Definitely, Narcisse Puppet.

I made a small KH3 Riku pic with a new graphics program I bought to help assist me with image properties for GIS and rasters, but I also like that I can create stuff in my free time as well. https://imgur.com/2h1mIpA /kh3hype

Probably Kingdom Hearts itself and how it relates to every world and every dimension. Kingdom Hearts is gonna be the sole thing that ties every world or FF (crossoverness) together. But yeah it's gonna be a world that makes me cry too.

Looks like he trained in the hotness dept that is. -dies- But yeah, he looks physically stronger.

Thank you!! It’s Kairi I kind of went with her outfit we have seen so far of KH3 - which was just a concept pic for the KH anniversary. I just added some designs I thought would flow.

Been away due to health and finishing up a semester of college, but I’ve been improving a bit in sketching recently and drawing a KH3 Christmas picture for someone. This isn’t finished yet and probably going to change Sora’s pose or add his keyblade in front of him holding it in a cool stance like he’s holding it outright. -I do random things when I can’t sleep- *my phone uploaded them sideways because phone stuff.

Darkness, Sora, Riku, Kairi, Ansem, Keyblade, or Light.

Thank you Weedanort! Well, I believe I could have handled my reactions to some members on here in a better light in the past even though I was going through rough times then too. I think overall I let down myself in the past here, because I didn't want to come across being harsh or moreso. I did kind of give up in some friendships and regrettably put blame on people who had no connections with the stuff I dealt with in real life on here or became angered over small things. My behavior just wasn't a great thing to follow then and so in that regard, I am meaning to whomever it all affected and who all I hurt then. And thanks, I have already messaged some people and also got some messages and it's really heartwarming. Thanks for the wishes for my surgery and my graduation btw!

I take the "such a world will come out [where this is possible]" as Kairi being the playable character or Lea. I think it would make sense to begin a tutorial or a climax for KH3 with either young Erauqs, Lea, or Kairi to lead up to a influential peak for the story.

Happy Birthday, Vulpix and Nero Kunivas!

Thank you so much for the positive words and reply. I'll definitely hang in there and know things will get better. Tried to quote you Veemon: Really appreciate your kindness and thank you for being understanding throughout all this. I love my family and I may seem like I am harsh on people and do not care, but I honestly really love people despite my attitude online or in real life. I have just been hurt repeatedly over and over. I never wish revenge on anyone. They thought it was cancer at one point with how frail I got and other symptoms that caused red flags and the overall inflammation in my tissues, and more. All I know is, my cartilage and tissues are breaking down and trying to break down in certain areas and it's caused a deformity in some of my joints and its speeding up the tearing process of my cartilages and the breaking down. I'll definitely take up your offer on talking again. And thank you for the wishes for my final year of college.

Hey there, my name is Brittany, but all of you know me as Cricket. I've been in and out on KH13 a lot, but that is truly my own fault and for losing friendships here as well. I have a long history here and most of it is not good, in my opinion, and I am gravely sorry for my mistakes. Some of you may remember me talking about my health several months ago, well, it's not super good honestly for a 26 year old at that. I'm gonna get kinda deep here and tell my whole story of who I am and what I've been through as I haven't been really open about this to anyone, in real life or on the internet. I grew up in the most poverty-stricken state in the U.S. You can't really choose/change where you are born and raised though, so I get that and I accepted it later on as I grew older. My parents were very loving to me and my older sister when I was 7 years old and younger. After I became 7 years old and the death of my grandfather in that same year, my parents began to fall apart in some ways. My grandfather owned a family business and my dad, his son, took it over and my grandmother, my grandfather's wife of said family company, tried to keep it afloat for several months afterwards. However, when you are in a rural town and the big businesses need more money and they zoom in on a smaller company and mess them over, it's not really uncommon in the type of place I grew up. Lost the family business. My dad began to become angry, distant, unloving towards me but not my sister or mom. I would walk in on my parents crying many times and I would always see and hear my dad drunk and calling me terrible names later on and also doing the same to my mom. I was 8 years old around this time and I remember just having 4 pairs of clothes when I used to have everything before our family company was robbed by money hungry people. I don't miss having everything at all, I am glad and appreciate the person I have become without all of that and it has opened my heart and eyes to many things in the world. However, I do feel pain or sadness from events that I went through to be the person I am today. I understand there are others who have experienced worse situations than I have and mine is nothing compared to theirs, but we all fight a never-ending battle for this life and we gotta make sure we are okay at the end of every single day. Whenever I began middle school in my hometown, everyone knew about my family's company being taken away and I lost my friends because they did not want to be friends with a girl "who lost everything." I literally had no friends in middle school and I tried being friends with people and even did peoples' homework, was always super friendly, always apologized for things I didn't even do. The reason I did all this? I was not accepted for who I was at home either at those young ages. My parents were fighting, my sister was smart enough to always be hanging out with her friends or be away from home or be involved in sports. So who experienced the most of this negative home life out of my sister and I? Myself. I was trying to find the right path in my life at this young age as well and I wanted to have a good life in the future and so I became just focused within my studies and school work and also befriending people online when AOL/AIM was a thing and joined an old KH site called KH2.co.uk (or was it KHU.co.uk???). Honestly, Kingdom Hearts put a little bit of light back in my life at this time, pun intended too okay! My escape was video games and nerding out to anime and manga. I lived in a stereotypical type town though so yeah, all of that made me just look 'weird.' Still love anime and etc. all to this day and proud of it and don't care I'm 26; that is who I am. Anyways, I began to get compared to my sister's smarts a lot and became her shadow and was expected to act this way, say that thing, do this, do that. Pretty stressful. I began to get bullied towards high school and was judged a lot for who knows what, I never really said anything about anyone or tried to get on anyone's bad side. I tried to keep a pretty positive outlook throughout all this, got boyfriends later on, had fun being sociable and joining theater and getting my confidence boosted and actually engaging with people and not feeling suicidal like I was anymore and also took a long break from the internet around this time. Then my grandmother became seriously ill before I graduated high school in 2010. She lived with us and my parents were not thrilled about this. My dad got into verbal fights with my grandmother and many terrible things were thrown around and my parents still struggled being kind parents at times. I had a lot of stress of doing well in school, what they expected of me, and also never really letting them know I felt unwell at times. When I tried to talk to them about it, they would change the subject or just not be supportive and think I was a burden. My dad called me a burden on my 25th birthday, so yeah not really nice to hear when you have a 103 degree fever and sick as a dog and also been experience the worst pain you think you could ever feel, because at that time, I didn't know it was leading up to a huge problem with my health overall. My thyroid decided to become bad and I got on medicine for that, but still had this terrible pain and went through 3 surgeries and 3 years of misdiagnoses until this July and found out I have a problem with my hip sockets and joints and my cartilage/joints may be breaking down due to a necrosis of some sort. I get my first hip surgery in December for my right hip and then I'm gonna push through everything, graduate from college in May of 2018 and get a good job and then get my other hip done later on. Also, what has me a bit distraught is that now my shoulders are mimicking the beginning stages of how my hips felt. Not sure what has caused this and doctors are not sure either, maybe it was congenital, ran in the family, maybe my thyroid. Idk, but at least I'm getting it tended to now and am glad the 3 years of pain, depression, misdiagnoses, my parents not believing in their own daughter, being a disappointment, burden, etc. is all now over and I'm getting my degree in May. I am still depressed and it still does bottle up because of the emotional turmoil I went through and I talked with my mom tonight because she is my mom and sometimes we want to confide in our parents about our problems. I try to not talk to her about it, but I'm still so new when it comes to dealing with my health stuff and you gotta vent, but she does not support or understand me at all and it beats me down every time and I just do not get the love I am supposed to from my family and it's just really sad. So there is my story, there are many things I have left out, because there are darker things that happened, but I apologize for my behavior in the past and am just trying to live and bounce back from this negativity that consumed most of my life. I love Kingdom Hearts and this community, but my own destruction ruined some of the positives here because I was just so overcome with sadness from outside forces: family, health, etc. Thanks for reading.