I'm leaving KH13!

[The 13th Kenpachi 4,279]

 I'll be officially leaving KH13. I may come back but I honestly don't want to.

 

A few people on the last thread I made have the mentality that 'If you don't care about KH, why are you on this site for?'. Which has made me feel very unwelcome,

I've had other issues too so don't think I'm just leaving because people imply I should.

 

I've had numerous problems with other people on here but I'll just end up getting banned since I keep losing my temper all the time. For the sake of my mental health, it's best if I just keep to myself. Some of the people on here are also very rude and offensive, but that's hypocritical of me, since I've also been like that. My mental health is deteriorating, I think it's best if I focus on reality rather than being absorbed into the internet.

 

I apologise for any rude remarks I've made to anyone and I wish everyone the best of luck in the future . I've  been a bit of an ass to some people,  I'm sorry for that.

 

Goodbye! Thank you to Rowbe for being awesome, as well as my best friend on here-Felixx! Flaming Lea has also been very helpful, 2 quid, Trece, Mystics Apprentice, KingdomHearts3, KingdomHearts45, Steventus and Mythril Magician have also been really awesome people. I apologise if I forgot to mention you, I also love you .

 

Oh and please don't assume I'm being overdramatic or an attention seeker. The story in the tag is why and how I joined the site last year. Be warned, it's sensitive information.

 

 

 

I joined this site last June, I was a HUGE fan of KH back then. I originally joined as a means of overcoming my introverted, pessimistic, depressed side which stemmed from me basically sitting in my room all day and just doing homework and playing games.

 

In January of 2015 I almost killed myself, the reasons for that are long but to keep it brief, my best and only true friend was diagnosed with depression and began to harm themselves. Being the antisocial fool I was, I didn't have much experience with dealing with these situations and a few times I accidentally ended up making them... harm themselves. Through all of that, they kept me by their side and we were still best friends. They said a few times it was their fault and that they shouldn't blame me, but that's besides the point.

 

I felt like sh**, they were slowly hurting themselves and I couldn't do anything about it, every time I did, I just made everything worse. I was useless, how could I call myself a man when I couldn't even help those in front of me? Eventually, I just started feeling worthless, I never went out anywhere and most of my life consisted of just doing homework or watching TV. People told me there are some things you can't control but I never liked following that idea, it just seemed selfish to watch someone else self harm whilst I just sat there. Not to mention I always felt different from others, my friends would always surpass me at everything which just made me feel useless since I already sucked at everything. I could barely kick a ball. People would never notice me unless I did something stupid.

 

So I started to ... myself and at the end of January I began to consult the school counselor after almost ending my life. She didn't do much and I basically had to fix my problems by myself. 

 

Anyhow, come the summer some stuff happened and I slipped back into that sad mode, everything went downhill... That's when I joined this site and gradually, the pain went away, I met new people and could discuss anything. Alas, I'm still an introvert but a lot more happy and carefree around my close friends. 

 

Why AM I telling you this? Because this site saved me from killing myself, that's why. A lot of you guys and gals really made me feel special, I've made some amazing friends. But I think it's best if I leave.

 

 

 

 

Peace.

Edited April 26, 2016 by Shinobi Palace

[Cthulhu135 12]

Pretty sad to read this. If I remember correctly, you were one of the first people to welcome me to the site when I joined earlier this month, so I just want to thank you and wish you luck with whatever you do after this. Peace.

[HarLea Quinn 26,501]

Sorry to see you leave but if you are feeling that way it's prolly best to at least take a break or a breather and maybe then you will want to come back bc you have made some great connections and friendships here. Don't let a few rude people/ opinions ruin everything for you. You have to remember this is the internet and you will come across many different people and outlooks which can be a great thing. It can also lead to some irritating things. You will find rude people. You can also end up being rude as well to people. It happens. Alot do this bc it's the internet and people forget how to act sometimes. We are human. But it's best to just learn from the interactions and experiences and not let them upset you too much. Please try not to take those bad experiences to heart too much and let them outweigh your good experiences. Hope to see you around!

[Guest]

Do what's best for you man. You can still be updated with the latest Kingdom Hearts news without having to contribute to the forum. Good luck on your future endeavors.

[Yessie Maltese 1,564]

I'm sorry, Pvu........

Awww, don't leave on my birthday......

[Mystics Apprentice 2,397]

Some people in the world are just rude, and you will see that no matter where you go in life.  There are also people who come across as rude when in truth they didn't even mean it that way, but still we can all be mindful of how we phrase things and treat others.  I hope you do not let a few people get you down and make you upset.  Perhaps, as Lea suggested, it would be wise to take a break and come back in a month or two when you're feeling better.  Your personal health comes first, of course, but know that you are wanted in this community and you have many friends that care about you.  I wish you all the best in whatever you choose to do, and it was very nice meeting you for as little as we had the chance to speak!

[Exiblade7 1,917]

Sorry to see you go. I hope you come back soon. 

[Felixx 6,646]

So sorry to hear that man KH13 won't be same without you, and I will really miss you here. But I'm glad that we stay in touch outside of here

Edited April 26, 2016 by Felixx

[keyslinger 307]

Well good luck in the future. But like Flaming Lea said the internet is full of different people don't let a few negative people ruin your experience.

[Aqua7KH 5,395]

I'm really sorry to hear that dude. I apologize for the bad experiences that you had on this site. I know how it feels to have bad experiences like that and feel unwelcomed (thankfully not on here) and it breaks my heart to hear that being on here makes you stressed out. I wish you well in your life and hopefully we'll all see you again soon. Some people are just rude, and I myself avoid being involved in arguments because it's no fun for anyone especially on here. I wish you well and maybe after a while you'll feel better and visit again! You have people here who care about you very much dude. : ) By the sounds of it this site is very important to your life, so please don't let people ruin it for you.

[Geralt 4,874]

I never really knew you all too well Shinobi, but it is sad to see you leave. I wish you a great life and hopefully you come back some day! Sorry you had bad experiences around here. But naturally anywhere you go there's always some bad nuts in the mix. It's something you've gotta learn to deal with especially on the internet sorry to say.Adieu.

Edited April 26, 2016 by Geralt

[RikuFangirl2008 1,368]

You really didn't have go just because.

 

But this is your decision and I can't stop you. Well, good luck of what you do and bye. 

[Gwynbleidd 551]

"A lion doesn't concern themselves with the opinions of sheep."

 

Ignore, like Lea said, the rude people on the forum. You can't leave.

[WakelessDream 2,297]

It's sad to see you go. You shouldn't let a few rude people or bad experiences ruin something you enjoy, whether that be here on this site or anywhere. But if you feel it is better to take a break from this site maybe it is for the best. Your happiness and well being should come first, but know that should you ever choose to return we are here for you and will welcome you back with open arms. I wish you all the best and hope you take care wherever you go.

[Trece the Xam ( ▀ ͜͞ʖ▀) 3,859]

When I saw the topic title (and made sure it wasn't in the Random section) I was like "What are you doing?".

 

 

However, after reading your post, I understand your current situation, and it's very likely that leaving the site may be the best thing, even if it's just for some time. It's sad to see you go, but remember that you'll always be welcomed here, no matter what others say. Rude people are just like that, most of them only behind a screen, and I see why you consider this to be your best option, but don't let them get to you in the future, there's people like this everywhere, not only in KH13, you'll have to deal with them at some point.

 

Yet, as Wakeless, Lea and Mystics Aprentice have said, your own health and happiness comes before anything else, if you're not happy here, then go, but remember that there's people who care about you everywhere, if you ever need anything, remember KH13, we are your friends man!

[KingdomHearts3 2,591]

 I'll be officially leaving KH13. I may come back but I honestly don't want to.

 

A few people on the last thread I made have the mentality that 'If you don't care about KH, why are you on this site for?'. Which has made me feel very unwelcome,

I've had other issues too so don't think I'm just leaving because people imply I should.

 

I've had numerous problems with other people on here but I'll just end up getting banned since I keep losing my temper all the time. For the sake of my mental health, it's best if I just keep to myself. Some of the people on here are also very rude and offensive, but that's hypocritical of me, since I've also been like that. My mental health is deteriorating, I think it's best if I focus on reality rather than being absorbed into the internet.

 

I apologise for any rude remarks I've made to anyone and I wish everyone the best of luck in the future . I've  been a bit of an ass to some people,  I'm sorry for that.

 

Goodbye! Thank you to Rowbe for being awesome, as well as my best friend on here-Felixx! Flaming Lea has also been very helpful, 2 quid, Trece, Mystics Apprentice, KingdomHearts3, KingdomHearts45, Steventus and Mythril Magician have also been really awesome people. I apologise if I forgot to mention you, I also love you .

 

Oh and please don't assume I'm being overdramatic or an attention seeker. The story in the tag is why and how I joined the site last year. Be warned, it's sensitive information.

 

 

 

I joined this site last June, I was a HUGE fan of KH back then. I originally joined as a means of overcoming my introverted, pessimistic, depressed side which stemmed from me basically sitting in my room all day and just doing homework and playing games.

 

In January of 2015 I almost killed myself, the reasons for that are long but to keep it brief, my best and only true friend was diagnosed with depression and began to harm themselves. Being the antisocial fool I was, I didn't have much experience with dealing with these situations and a few times I accidentally ended up making them... harm themselves. Through all of that, they kept me by their side and we were still best friends. They said a few times it was their fault and that they shouldn't blame me, but that's besides the point.

 

I felt like sh**, they were slowly hurting themselves and I couldn't do anything about it, every time I did, I just made everything worse. I was useless, how could I call myself a man when I couldn't even help those in front of me? Eventually, I just started feeling worthless, I never went out anywhere and most of my life consisted of just doing homework or watching TV. People told me there are some things you can't control but I never liked following that idea, it just seemed selfish to watch someone else self harm whilst I just sat there. Not to mention I always felt different from others, my friends would always surpass me at everything which just made me feel useless since I already sucked at everything. I could barely kick a ball. People would never notice me unless I did something stupid.

 

So I started to ... myself and at the end of January I began to consult the school counselor after almost ending my life. She didn't do much and I basically had to fix my problems by myself. 

 

Anyhow, come the summer some stuff happened and I slipped back into that sad mode, everything went downhill... That's when I joined this site and gradually, the pain went away, I met new people and could discuss anything. Alas, I'm still an introvert but a lot more happy and carefree around my close friends. 

 

Why AM I telling you this? Because this site saved me from killing myself, that's why. A lot of you guys and gals really made me feel special, I've made some amazing friends. But I think it's best if I leave.

 

 

 

 

Peace.

Sad to see you go. I wish you the best and prayers. I'm sorry you have had problems with other people and you have those impressions. I will leave you with this: I am glad we buried the hatchet in our skirmishes and became friends.

It's sad to see you go. You shouldn't let a few rude people or bad experiences ruin something you enjoy, whether that be here on this site or anywhere. But if you feel it is better to take a break from this site maybe it is for the best. Your happiness and well being should come first, but know that should you ever choose to return we are here for you and will welcome you back with open arms. I wish you all the best and hope you take care wherever you go.

I second this too. But, if you need to take care of your mental health, then do what needs to be done.

[2 quid is good 2,209]

I literally logged on just now and I've managed to fill in the gaps from various posts/statuses and the anger hasn't gone away yet at these people who don't understand civility.

 

I'm glad this site and the people here helped you out. I guess it just makes it even more of a kick in the teeth for you now. Honestly bro, you've been a great friend! If you ever feel disheartened you gotta know that I had so much fun talking with you, and it was always great to have another British Asian

 

I'm gonna miss you.... So so much, but if this is for the best, then it is what it is. Awww man, I feel like this is messed up

 

Shinobi, Ninjas Joint, tnj, you're a great person, wise beyond your years, sarcastic as hell, and damn intelligent! Stay gold!

[Emrys 3,192]

"A lion doesn't concern themselves with the opinions of sheep."Ignore, like Lea said, the rude people on the forum. You can't leave.

"Just take that little voice inside your head that tells you to be tactful and understanding, and shoot it. Shot it in the god damn face"

Quotes from my favorite abridged series aside, theres nothing wrong with being on this site and not liking KH anymore. I Dont like KH anymore either. Im open with that info and no ones giving me any crap. They shouldt to you either Shinobi Palace. For me this used to be a place for KH. But it stopped being about that the more I logged on. In the end it was the people on here that make me stay. Ive made some pretty epic friends here. Yes ill be the first to admit some people are next to impossible to deal with but youd be hard pressed to find a community where that isnt the case. When I ever face problems I always remember to "Keep moving forward"

[KeybladeLordCheeseCurd 1,542]

It's quite sad that you're leaving, but I wish you the best of luck. Farewell.[sorry if this sounds cheesy by the way]

[Hero of Light XIV 2,381]

I'm not going to read the story, but I'm sure you have your reasons for leaving/loosing interest. Sorry if I ever made you feel unwelcome at any point, it was never my intent. I kind of find it hard to believe that anyone who was ever in love with this series would "grow out of it", it's kind of a kid-at-heart magnet you know? But everyone is different, so I guess not everyone can maintain that much interest. If nothing else you're being pretty mature about this, from what little I've read anyway. And please don't take offense in me not reading the whole thing, I've just got a really busy day and I feel like I can sort of get the gist of what your reasons are by the non-hidden text anyway. Wherever your heart takes you though, I hope you find more of what you're looking for that this series for some reason or another just won't give you. Hopefully we might see you again when KH3 comes around, since you seem to hold the numbered titles to much higher regard anyway. But in any case, good luck in whatever you do next.

[Sorarocks93 678]

I'm sorry to hear that. But you should know, like the others said, that you will find rude people all over the internet no matter where you go. I honestly think it's better to have some friends on the side instead of just being alone among all the rude people.

[riku1995 121]

Well I hope that you come back soon and just know that I'm for you if you need to talk you still have Skype info don't be a stranger

[Shimmy 458]

I never got to know you well but you seemed like a kind passionate person. I'm sorry to see you go, especially because I never got to meet you, but I highly recommend and support you to do whatever is best for your mental health. Treat yourself and relax, you deserve it friend. 

I believe Flaming Lea's advice is the best I can give so I'll just reiterate: Relax some and clear your mind, come back if you're feeling up to it because you might find things better when stress and frustration isn't clouding your experience. If you're never feeling ready, don't sweat it. Your health is and always should be your top priority. Regardless, please be aware that myself and as I'm sure many others would welcome you back with open arms.

Rest well and feel better soon, I give you my best wishes. 

[xxClouDxxmoon 901]

Don't live with regret and do what you feel is right. Peace!

[MythrilMagician 6,963]

It's quite sad to see you leave. I found you to be a great guy and kind as well. Seeing anyone, even you, leave this site is always sad. If you feel that this is what's best for you, then you should leave, however, like many others have said, don't let the bad people force you into doing things like this. If something makes you happy, you do your best to keep said thing in your life. Don't let the bad people take away that happiness from you. It was also quite touching to read your story. I'm really glad you found this site. Finding out thag this site saved you life is something really great. It's too bad there no matter where you go, people always bash on other people's happiness. If you decide not to come back, then I wish you all the best and a life of happiness. Best of luck.