Ghost 1,857 Posted January 12, 2016 I know everyone's all done with reminiscing about 2015 but I haven't said anything about it yet, so.... ALL RISE I really grew a lot last year. The year before I was like ion some deep despair shit, so throughout 2015 i worked on trying to love myself, be a better person, and uh yeah stuff like that. ive gotta say i really came a long way. I went from tolerating myself, to just barely being able to say "i am okay with myself/i like myself' and now I can say "sure, why the firetruck not, i love myself. yeah i wish i had bigger boobs and i got some scars i wish weren't there, my skin ain't the best and my natural hair sucks but besides that, im better" I get along with my family super well, im a silly clown and make them laugh, I've got a job at a grocery store bakery and my boss and assistant managers love me, I finished up school and am currently an intern at a doctor's office and it turns out he actually wants to HIRE me, actually want to start PAYING me once I finish up the rest of my free hours... besides work i dont really do much, sunday and monday are my only completely free days so i usually spend them at home doing nothing, playing games and talking with friends but im really happy. i used to never take photos of myself, only once every few months, but now i take'em whenever i feel like i need a new one, and i always do silly poses in family photos which they all get a kick out of. im still not the best artist, but rather than put myself down and compare myself to others i actually FORCE MYSELF TO TRY things were tough but im happy, im doing good now and im proud of myself and what ive done. so KH13 how have you grown in 2015? even if it's just one itty bitty thing, im sure it's bigger than you think. 7 Dave, Josuke Higashikata, MyDixieRect and 4 others reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dracozombie 4,554 Posted January 12, 2016 It's awesome that you came so far. As someone who also has issues with loving herself, I know how hard it is to say 'firetruck it I'm giving myself permission to say it's okay', so it's something to be very proud of. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
MyDixieRect 2,061 Posted January 12, 2016 yeah i wish i had bigger boobs I wish I had smaller ones. I mean I'm skinny as can be (without being unhealthy) but my left pectoral feels so squishy, it feels like I have a left breast. Not sure if it shows through my clothes or not or if it's all in my head. I hope so... Anyway well done! I'm so glad to hear you're done with school and all the stress it was giving you. Onwards and upwards! It's awesome that you came so far. As someone who also has issues with loving herself, I know how hard it is to say 'firetruck it I'm giving myself permission to say it's okay', so it's something to be very proud of. WHAT?! Why have you never told your pal Winner about these woes you be having? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
KingdomHearts3 2,591 Posted January 13, 2016 I have grown up some. I still have some more to do. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
