Stuck on the side lines

[Auxon 1]

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Lately I've been feeling more empty then usual. I'll be turning 18 soon. I feel as if I never got to experience what I wanted the most.

 

To have somebody there that will care/love you. I had girlfriends before just none serious. And I feel like I missed out on the days when you're young. Were you don't know anything and you like the girl for well just liking her .

I don't know. Sure it's better now. But =/ I just feel so sad often.

 

You could argue and say that its better to find someone to love now because you can understand love the older you get. That is true, but I enjoy not knowing the stupid reality about real life. I had a dream when I was about 13-14 years old. It was about me running away with this girl I knew and had feelings for. We ran to a hilltop far away from the city. And then we.

 

=/ sorry I just feel down T_T

[Sorage55 10]

Well mate, your emotions appear in a negative state, and into repel such it should be switched to a positive feeling, such as laughter and happiness. Such emotions are childish to me but towards others they feel the same. Anyways, do what is needed.

[Space Cowboy 1,392]

I feel down too man, but when you feel down, you always have to look at the bright side of life. I can't point out the bright sides of you life, but you can for yourself. Love can f*ck up a life, I'm experiencing this now, but realize that you can find love anywhere, no matter how old or young you are. You can find that someone that will care for you, you just have to believe.

[SummerRain 185]

im sorry you feel so down. the only thing i can really say is to do what you think will help you in a positive way. but idk what that might be for you.but dont worry about feeling sad. we all get sad every now and then. and we all get over it. some longer than others. the point to what im saying is you'll get over it. and i hope that'll be soon

[Auxon 1]

Thanks guys, helps out. I usually have my ups and downs. Its that i'm not sure if I do have it but I checked all the signs for it. And i'm pretty sure I have been suffering from major depression for the past 4-5 years. And its really hard to deal with it. I know I know, try to do things that'll make me happy. I try I really do. =/

[Amon 4,279]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ

 

We all have down times. And that special someone will come soon. You don't want to meet that person too early! Otherwise you don't have anytime for yourself 0_0.

 

Anyway just look on the bright side of life