Phill Devil 48 Posted July 30, 2010 you know when you're feeling depressed and you don'y know why? That was axacly who I was feeling last afternoon. I was feeling so down that I didn't even wanted to do the thing that I love most: sing. after I left the computer, at 8:00 PM I was still the same way, but I got better when I decided to test the KH's DVD that I just copied from my neighbor. I got happy for playing it once again and I couldn't wait to see my friends on the MSN and chat with them about it... when I came back here around midnight... no one was online... Ok... I got depressed again... I din't have anything to fo here on the internet... I just got even more depressed and I felt... lonely... I guess I 've never felt so lonely I've never needed a hugh so much. I went to my bed and cried for like... an hour and a half... Hugging my pillow And with that... All of my problems came to my mind. I'm a little better now, but... I guess it's because I haven't tkae my remedies lately. I have kinda of a serious case of hypothyroidism And depression too... I guess... Anyways, I just wanted to open up, even if no one posts here and if you read it... thanks... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Koko 3,944 Posted July 30, 2010 D: I don't know what to say but -hugs- Feel better! D: Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sorage55 10 Posted July 30, 2010 You get used to being alone after awhile. I don't understand why other people have this emotion towards solitude when I never felt that sadness? Strange, a childish emotion I suppose. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cricket 1,180 Posted July 30, 2010 I'm sorry I was not online to talk to you then....or maybe I was, but just didn't answer? This makes me feel awful.... I wish I could give you a hug so that you could feel better, and sometimes our problems blow up in our face like that and we cry. Yes, it is painful to cry but also healthy, I cry from problems and stress too. I know how much pain loneliness brings but I am happy that you have the courage to go through your problems and health related issues. To me, you are a strong person and if you keep making it through, you'll fill that place of loneliness with something better. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Think Pink 1,967 Posted July 30, 2010 That happens to me once in a while. *hugs* I'll start coming on at midnight. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Protoman 1,974 Posted July 30, 2010 *Sniff* I feel like this all the time. Just let it out. Write. Draw. However you express yourself. I like listening to MSI whenever I get sad. owo It makes me feel awesome. I feel lonely all the time, especially with what I'm going through now, So I can understand. Its a good thing you can cry about it. I can't come on at midnight because I go to bed at that time owo Well, you're time is one hour later than mine, So for you its midnight where its 11 here... when I actually go to bed =w= But If I am ever online, I usually have it on invisible. Chyeah.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
