I'm concidering suicide

[SoraBlade 832]

I'm okay now.....I hope I can stay okay now.

 

Some people have talked personally with me to help me out. I'm greatful for all the support...thanks....

 

I hope.

 

My brain can heal one day and all the stress in my life can end without having to effect anyone else in a negative way...

 

Peace. I just want peace....for me, and everyone else.

Awh Dawn...

 

 

Please don't kill yourself.

 

You'll hurt all who care about you (including us)'s hearts, and that might lead to some more suiciding, with "My best friend is dead, I'll suicide to be with her". That's not good.

 

 

 

 

 

I have thought of suiciding (Not killing myself, but the subject rather) and I can't imagine such a thing.

 

 

Girly girls aren't evil.

 

If they are, those are people's opinions.

[Yumei 282]

Apperently, girly girls are evil. And unfriendly. And plain NOT NICE.

 

And i'm gonna end up evil one day too. Cuz I never liked violent boy stuff.

 

So i'm concidering ending my life since its just my destiny to hurt others anyways

 

 

And playing dress up games is evil. Its basicly supporting bullies. :x

Nu,Dawnie-chan U shall not kill urself cuz ur life is worth it to live,Nya! >

[tothecikpah 230]

atleast there's still people here cares about you

[Snow 1,800]

I remember having this discussion with you a few times. I've said before, it's really not worth killing yourself over. Girly girls and dressup games are okay to like, and if anybody judges you for it, then it's wrong on them, not you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with them and there is no reason to think there is. 

[SoraKH 793]

Apperently, girly girls are evil. And unfriendly. And plain NOT NICE.And i'm gonna end up evil one day too. Cuz I never liked violent boy stuff.So i'm concidering ending my life since its just my destiny to hurt others anyways :'(And playing dress up games is evil. Its basicly supporting bullies. :x

WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? Srsly just listen to what you're But yeah you know something? Life is a wheel! Why give up the most precious gift anyone could have?You have to be as girly you want to be and not let anyone stop you...You have to be your selfBe who you areWe may have not know eachother enough, but I know that you are a positive girl, with a GIRLY obsession to Riku and thats normal.You are a girl why not be girly?Sorry If i was a bit harsh... But please! Think about it! Edited November 24, 2013 by SoraKH

[Hero of Light XIV 2,381]

Glad to know you are doing better Dawn, because you really had me worried with all that talk. Listen, the "girly-girls" you came across are not the best example of all girls in the world, they aren't even an example of "normal" girls. Don't base your opinion of half of the human population on a couple of mean-spirited people in your life, they aren't even worth getting worked up over. They only make others miserable because they are very insecure about their own lives and appearances, so they make everyone else feel worse about themselves so that they look or feel better in comparison. But don't pay them any mind. They'll learn what life is really all about eventually. And you shouldn't feel terrible for being "girly" just because a couple of jerks just so happen to be "girly" as well. What you do with your personality traits is based on your character, not theirs. Even bad guys can be happy, but it doesn't make good guys bad for being happy as well. It just shows our humanity. You are a wonderful, beautiful, brilliant, clever, passionate, intelligent, loving, and caring human being, and you should never feel bad about displaying any part of your natural personality, even if it does hold something similar to someone else. Because the main difference between you and them is that you don't use those traits to make others feel bad, they do. You are better than they are, and you need to prove that to yourself before you can prove that to anybody else. Death is never the "easy" way out, it always hurts somebody in the end. No matter what people say to you, there ARE happy endings, and they are the ones that we make for ourselves. Now go out there and make a happy ending. It'll take time, but it will only lead to good. Trust me. You're a good person. They don't know what they're missing. 

Edited November 24, 2013 by Hero of Light XIV

[Dio Brando 5,810]

Apperently, girly girls are evil. And unfriendly. And plain NOT NICE.

 

And i'm gonna end up evil one day too. Cuz I never liked violent boy stuff.

 

So i'm concidering ending my life since its just my destiny to hurt others anyways

 

 

And playing dress up games is evil. Its basicly supporting bullies. :x

Is this a joke???

 

Because if it is,it's not funny

 

and if it's true,who in their right mind would ever kill themselves???

 

Life is a gift that God gave us for a reason,to make the most out of it and to establish a happy life and help building a peaceful society and environment.

 

I might sound dramatic,but think about your family & friends who might spend the rest of their life in sadness and misery just because they lost a person close to their hearts???Think about it.

 

For your sake I hope this is a joke not a serious statement

Edited November 24, 2013 by Metal Snake

[catmaster0116 2,676]

And i'm gonna end up evil one day too. Cuz I never liked violent boy stuff.

 

So i'm concidering ending my life since its just my destiny to hurt others anyways

 

Girl you are master of your destiny - you choose the person you become

Who you become is completely up to you, if you choose to walk the path of being unpleasant then you yourself will become unpleasant - likewise if you are aware of what unpleasant is and don't want to become like that, then you probably won't become someone who is 'evil'

 

Don't end your life for such a silly assumption and generalisation

Plus - its got nothing to do with liking bad-boys

 

 

And playing dress up games is evil. Its basicly supporting bullies. :x

 

Dress...up....games.....? What?

My apologies, I'm not making the connection ><"

What has dress up games got to do with bullies?

[Hazimie 1,595]

Life was the only one chance you have,don't waste it.Even if you think that suicide was an easy ticket that able to release your problems and bad emotions,I guaranteed that you will suffer more from that in the afterlife,so forget that you want to suicide and do some good things in life,that's all i'm trying to say...

[kalnet 1,198]

Now I don't know much about you nor have we really talked before but..

 

Don't feel too bad about yourself. You can't please everyone you know or make everyone happy. We all have our ups and downs. You can like what you want to like and you can hate what you want to hate. The posts above me and on previous page that I've read totally knows who you are and be thankful that you have people around you to cheer you up and understands you.

 

You have a place here. Cherish it. Don't regret it. Smile.

[Amber Cole 1,557]

Why would you think of something like this? Where are you getting this information??? Don't you know people love and care about you and they don't want to see you hurt. Don't throw away your life for someonw else's opinion. That's like throwing away your favorite candy just because someone says they don't like it. Talk to your parents or find help from someone. Just don't kill yourself and know. That people genuinely care for you. Think of all the wonderful things you would miss if you did that to yourself. All the things you would never experience.

[Sorual 607]

DONT EVEN SAY THAT! suicide is never the right thing to do. your just not a stario type that you listed. instead just say "im different and im proud!" nobody is gaining anything from you commiting suicide. there only losing things. there are a shortage of good people in the world and it would be a waste to kill one of them. i care about all people on this site and never want to hear anyone say things like suicide. i hope you dont commit suicide and i hope i helped at least a little bit.

[Riku21Terr 214]

I'm okay now.....I hope I can stay okay now.

 

Some people have talked personally with me to help me out. I'm greatful for all the support...thanks....

 

I hope.

 

My brain can heal one day and all the stress in my life can end without having to effect anyone else in a negative way...

 

Peace. I just want peace....for me, and everyone else.

Please dawn do not through away ur life. I've felt the exact same way as you. BE your own person! just cuz someone like you is a certain way, that does not have to mean that you act this way. Do not be a follower, be a leader, do not listen to what the idiots around you say, people are evil yes, but there is some good in the world. Pretend that they moved away or died, pretend that you cannot see or hear them; if you are forced to work with them, just tell the truth: You cannot see them! switch out of a different class, rebel! Even if you do something weird, at least its better than taking ur own life. You are ur own person, just think of KH/do something like that that you love, maybe take a break off of the world and stay in KH for a while, or something fictional/something you feel comfortable with 

[kingdomheartsfan1993 12]

Dawn I don't know you as well as some of the other users here but from what I've seen you are a really kind and caring person so please don't throw your life away!

[Caity 3,946]

As the no-regrets personally "evil", apathetic, selfish, cruel, sadomasochistic and black hearted individual I am I can say girly girls aren't evil because they're girly.  Being girly doesn't automatically set the scope for evil at all.  Yes, you can be girly and "good" as well as girly and "evil" but one doesn't directly affect the other.  If you are questioning it, you most likely aren't, simply put "evil" people know they're bad, and they don't care, whereas you fear you are instead.  

[Kaweebo 3,617]

EDIT: Never mind, discussions over.

Edited November 24, 2013 by Kaweebo

[KHUndertaleFan25 2,858]

No! Don't kill yourself, please! 

(I know how you feel. I was bullied ever since 3rd grade. But when i went into middle school, i was bullied so much that i had to be taken out of school to be homeschooled. But thankfully, i never considered suicide.)

Edited November 24, 2013 by KingdomHearts25

[waytothexdawnx 1,159]

I still can't tell if this thread is a joke, cry for attention, or real?

 

Either way it's ridiculous. I remember when I was like 9-12 I thought about suicide because I was bullied so bad I couldn't even go to school. I got called ugly, chubby (and I was no where near chubby or fat), other really bad names, had rumors started about me.. You name it. My entire childhood was spent playing video games and reading and I hated going out because I was scared someone would make fun of me. I still sometimes get those feelings. Im a home body to core. Id much rather be at home with my games and books and boyfriend and family and puppy and cat rather than be out clubbing or meeting new people, but I have to meet new people everyday for my job. I overcame everything life threw, and still throws, at me. You can't contemplate suicide because someone judges you or someone doesn't talk to you. You shouldn't contemplate suicide at all for any reason. If this is a serious post, talk to your family. You clearly need help. I hope you feel better and life gets better for you.

 

If you feel like you have a bad life because someone doesn't talk to you, imagine what kids in 3rd world countries feel like who have no home, no family, get raped daily, who starve to death, have no clean water, no clothes except rags to wear, no friends, and they somehow survive. People really have no idea how lucky they have things until they see other less fortunate people. Someone not talking to you is probably the dumbest thing I ever heard when it comes to something to contemplate suicide for.

[『R』 570]

Don't die!

Live life

[TripleNipple 308]

Being in your shoes before, I know I can't say anything that can change your mind, and I'm not going to say that your reason is stupid either. You can choose your own path, but which one will you take (I know you can't really take me serious with my avatar and signature, but still)? Think about the people you love, the people who love you. Imagine your parents walking in you room and realizing that you committed suicide. They might think it's their fault. What will the people who bullied you think? They'll probably feel like shit. Remember that suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a temporary problem. It hurts more. Who will be happy that you're gone? If these annoying bitch people are in your freshman class (I don't know how old you are or what grade you are), remember that you probably aren't going to see them in probably 5 years. 

 

And plus I'm a girly boy, so..

[Cricket 1,180]

Cricket not talking to me hints that girly girls in her school MUST have been EVIL. Pure evil...

 

Woah there, we were talking about our pasts and were saying how we were bullied and stuff and how we overcame it. I never said being a girly girl is bad, it's not. Being a girly girl is good and it boosts self confidence. Not all girly girls are bad and btw I was busy earlier and am adjusting to new users on the site since I just came back and a lot of people are trying to talk to me. I was not ignoring you, sometimes I just need my space. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you Misa! You just gotta have more confidence in yourself!

[Think Pink 1,967]

I don't wanna sound rude, but I honestly think you should seek out professional help like counseling. Suicidal thoughts are not only dangerous, but if something like that can trigger you to become suicidal, you really need help working through it. Jumping to conclusions and getting so worked up over something like not being responded to is really dangerous. It's not healthy and I'm sure you realize that. I'm glad you're feeling better, but I don't want you (and I'm sure you don't either) to feel this way again, so seriously consider talking to someone. 

 

If you are ever feeling suicidal again, you need to go to someone irl too. Even if you're embarrassed, go talk to your parents, a counselor, etc. We're people online--there's only so much we can say to help you. 

 

Hope things get better for you, Dawn. And if you still can't find anyone to talk to if this happens again, call/online message http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/  they're much better equipped to help you deal with your suicidal feelings. 

[XxBlossomingNobodyxX 298]

Cricket not talking to me hints that girly girls in her school MUST have been EVIL. Pure evil...

Not to be mean DawnStar, but Cricket could have been just busy, or had a certain reason not to talk to you. Assuming peoples decisions are strictly about you, seems selfish to me. There ARE other things that cause people to act, not just their opinions on girly girls, regular girls, evil people, and you. These are just small things in a variety of different topics that influence peoples actions. I'm just gonna be straight with this and say, being a girly girl has nothing to do with morality. Some girly girls are mean, others are be nice. If ONE girly girl is mean, that doesnt mean ALL of them are mean, or that all females are bad. It's the same with people, everyone is different, it has nothing to do with what ice cream flavor we like, or what game we play, or if we like girly things or not.

 

Thinking to commit suicide because someone on the internet offended you, (simply by just not talking to you), is a really silly reason to commit suicide. Being suicidal in the past, I understand that small things can hurt, and it makes us want to do drastic things. But this seems so significantly minor, that I just have to believe you're joking, or being incredibly small minded. You are my friend, and I don't like hearing you say that you were considering suicide, and I'm here for you.

I really want to ask you to ask yourself if you're being sensible and rational when it comes to your assumptions, please.