Rue 3 Posted June 5, 2010 So, My grandmother recently passed away a few months ago,and it still pains me. we were rally close,and for someone who has never cried in his life I cried when I got the news. She had Alzhimer Syndrome, a type of form of Demenchia. What was really werird thoguth is tha t while she forgot her children,greand child,and everythign and everyone at the end,she remembered me. everything abotu me....but Just me... I feel like their is no justice, the only thing good was that while it was riannign hwhile she way dying,she got to see the sun. I made a promise to ehr,and simple I been keeping my promises. she was speicha to me. and I;ll miss her. She was always there,happy,and we grown very close. growing up alone in the world and having this Aunt may type raising me. S It';s horrible, all I know is that I DENOUCE GOD! RELIGION AND JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING.... this world is sooooo crul....and I'm PISSED OFF OF HOW WE ARE DESTROYING IT... Simply...not sure what to do... I "know" "she's" with us...but this si the curlest thing life has done to me... what should I do? I DID Learn this: Live every day like its your last... Because Life is the most perious gift you can ever get. USE IT! Make good choices and fallow a good path.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Giginha 22 Posted June 5, 2010 I don't know, there's nothing to do as far as I'm concerned, I don't know in what you believe but for me death is just one of the normal parts of life so I don't feel it too much, and I never had such a close person to me dead so I'm not sure how it must feel. About religion, Idk either because sometimes it can confort (depending on the one you believe) and others no, you should just continue living, the future is something very unpredictable so we never know when our time or the time of the ones we love will come. You're right "Live every day like its your last... Because Life is the most perious gift you can ever get. USE IT! Make good choices and fallow a good path.... " this is the best thing we have to do. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rue 3 Posted June 5, 2010 okay, seems liek you want me to die? and agree with the last statment.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cricket 1,180 Posted June 6, 2010 No, she wasn't saying you should die, she was saying something on the path of no matter what you believe in, just keep on moving and look to the best...Yeah people go, but it is a part of our lives and natural...we can't stop it or get payback no matter how many times we try or what our actions are...Just keep those memories, be happy with the people you were with and take something happy from it. Yeah you are probably pissed and feel terrible and keep asking yourself, "Why?" but what you need to do and which is healthy to do is to just remember them and the times they made you smile or feel loved. Think of the way how they would like you to remember them and how they want you to feel. I'm sure she loved you, so just hang on to that feeling instead of the hate for her loss because the love will get you further. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Giginha 22 Posted June 6, 2010 I never thought you'd get what I said from that side, it's exactly what Cricket said (and I wouldn't want you to be gone too. ) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Chronic Tumor 149 Posted June 7, 2010 lol, wat? Everyone dies. Dunno why you think you're so special that those you love won't die. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Oblivion 15 Posted June 7, 2010 Don't let it stop you. "Life is like riding a bicycle- you must keep moving to maintain your balance." - Albert Einstein Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rue 3 Posted June 14, 2010 lol, wat? Everyone dies. Dunno why you think you're so special that those you love won't die. OH I DON;T firetruckING KNOW, MAYBE BECAUSE SHE HAD ALHIMEERS YOU STUPID BITCH,AND SHE ONLY REMEMBERED ME WHILE SHE FORGOT EVERYONE ELSE EVEN WHEN SHE WAS DYING SHE KEPT ASKING FOR ME,DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW HORRIBLE IT IS TO SEE SOMEOEN YOU WERE RALLY CLSOE TO AND LOVE PASS AWAY RIGHT BEFORE YOU EYES?! SO IDK MRS. I KNOW EVERYHTING,ADN WHY DO YOU THINK YOUR SO SPECHEAL I DON'T! OKAY?! BUT APPERENTLY TO THAT WOMAN I AM! SO YEAH! LEARN TO firetruckIGN READ THE firetruckKING FACTS! okay i'm all Calm down now... Anyway thanx for the cheer up but i;m really depress and in a funk... BTW...Christianty can suck my balls! Just like all religions! GOD DOSEN;T EXSICT! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tom 437 Posted June 14, 2010 You know, I'd probably feel bad for you, but I changed my mind. she was speicha to me. and I;ll miss her. She was always there,happy,and we grown very close. growing up alone in the world and having this Aunt may type raising me. S It';s horrible, all I know is that I DENOUCE GOD! RELIGION AND JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING.... It's cool and all that you're sad about your grandmother, but what does this have to do with God or religion? You can't blame religion for your grandmother's death. this world is sooooo crul....and I'm PISSED OFF OF HOW WE ARE DESTROYING IT... So now you're blaming Earth and eveything on it? Again, what does this have to do with your grandmother's death? Simply...not sure what to do... I "know" "she's" with us...but this si the curlest thing life has done to me... what should I do? How do you know "she" is with us? You already turned down religion, so why are you not turning down "her" exsistance after death? OH I DON;T firetruckING KNOW, MAYBE BECAUSE SHE HAD ALHIMEERS YOU STUPID BITCH,AND SHE ONLY REMEMBERED ME WHILE SHE FORGOT EVERYONE ELSE EVEN WHEN SHE WAS DYING SHE KEPT ASKING FOR ME,DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW HORRIBLE IT IS TO SEE SOMEOEN YOU WERE RALLY CLSOE TO AND LOVE PASS AWAY RIGHT BEFORE YOU EYES?! SO IDK MRS. I KNOW EVERYHTING,ADN WHY DO YOU THINK YOUR SO SPECHEAL I DON'T! OKAY?! BUT APPERENTLY TO THAT WOMAN I AM! SO YEAH! LEARN TO firetruckIGN READ THE firetruckKING FACTS! Chronic was pointing out a logical fact, and you totally freaked out on him. That's not going to get anywhere or fix anything. How about keeping your temper, rather than throwing a tantrum. BTW...Christianty can suck my balls! Just like all religions! GOD DOSEN;T EXSICT! It doesn't really matter if you're an athiest, but WHAT does this have to do with your grandmother's death? You can't blame everything on religion or even Earth That's why I feel no pity for you. You continue to blame things, including religion, into the factor of your grandmother's death. Death is natural, but you can't seem to understand that. My grandfather died 2 years ago....but I didn't blame it on anything. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Giginha 22 Posted June 14, 2010 DeathSkull is right, we can't just blame others for our disgrace, it's no one's fault and it'll never be. The best thing for you is to try to calm down and not discharge the anger on the others (specially if those others aren't on the internet). Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Geralt 4,874 Posted June 14, 2010 Thats sweet she remembered you o boy more sad love stories? can i make this into a movie when i become a hollywood director? or not..... lol R.I.P. the old lady we will miss her (even tho we don't know her) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Giginha 22 Posted June 14, 2010 (You want to be a director too? ) Just keep something in mind, even though you loved her everyone has their time, as well as you'll die someday, everyone will. So we can miss the ones we love, but never turn that love into something that would disturb your life. Last coment I guess, shouldn't say too much. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rue 3 Posted June 14, 2010 (really so i;'m not the only that wants to be a director) well duh! We were really close. well idk..... well duh we alld ie. its not about that...its about the fact that.,...it jsut ypou know happend out fo the blue she fell,died... i'm not angery thats how I grive. people cry I smile when a person dies. does tha tmake me bad? no its different. I creid for probly the first time in years when she passed,but I Still get pissed off real easy why don't you think i've been on ans off of here? thats liek saying keep all your pent up rage bottled up...tha tis the WORST ADVISE EVER! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Giginha 22 Posted June 15, 2010 Actually you don't understand what we're saying here. There's no way to live turturing yourself because of that, if you're angry, find a friend to talk to, shout if necessary, he/she will understand you. Through the internet it isn't very easy to help other people, I'd like to help you more but we can only give you our words not our real affection. And keep the rage inside you won't do anything good, what we said till now is for to try to stay calm, and do anything you feel necessary. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tricia-chan 42 Posted June 15, 2010 I know almost exactly how you feel. If others here could remember, my great-grandma passed away last March when she went to the hospital for the second time. I was so broken then, because all she wanted was to see her grandchildren. Even though I promised, I haven't visited her since New Year's. I believe that it was her death that brought me closer to religion. I also believe that her death changed how I thought, because for some reason, I have this irrational anger towards my friend. It still scares me that I'm beginning to forget her voice... On the bright side, it seems like an amazing thing that your grandma remembered you at the end. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rue 3 Posted June 15, 2010 see that swha ti thoguht CRONIC wasn;t listinnign to. Of cours ei'm pissed off,who wouldn;t all that religion crap that people use to help yo u and make you feel better jsut isn;t working for me... and of cours e i DEnpocue faith that doesn;t help either..... my griving is didfferent. for m others. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Chronic Tumor 149 Posted June 16, 2010 This thread is hilarious You make me smile. So much. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Koko 3,944 Posted June 16, 2010 I respect that you feel depressed about her death and such. but BTW...Christianty can suck my balls! Just like all religions! GOD DOSEN;T EXSICT! Some of are are Christian (or Catholic in my case) and we can find this offensive. I mean if you don't believe in God, then okay, your choice. But don't go out lashing out on Christianity when it has nothing to do with this topic at all. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Larxene12 86 Posted June 16, 2010 lol, wat? Everyone dies. Dunno why you think you're so special that those you love won't die. OH I DON;T firetruckING KNOW, MAYBE BECAUSE SHE HAD ALHIMEERS YOU STUPID BITCH,AND SHE ONLY REMEMBERED ME WHILE SHE FORGOT EVERYONE ELSE EVEN WHEN SHE WAS DYING SHE KEPT ASKING FOR ME,DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW HORRIBLE IT IS TO SEE SOMEOEN YOU WERE RALLY CLSOE TO AND LOVE PASS AWAY RIGHT BEFORE YOU EYES?! SO IDK MRS. I KNOW EVERYHTING,ADN WHY DO YOU THINK YOUR SO SPECHEAL I DON'T! OKAY?! BUT APPERENTLY TO THAT WOMAN I AM! SO YEAH! LEARN TO firetruckIGN READ THE firetruckKING FACTS! okay i'm all Calm down now... Anyway thanx for the cheer up but i;m really depress and in a funk... BTW...Christianty can suck my balls! Just like all religions! GOD DOSEN;T EXSICT! that whole post and reply is offensive. And yes, people come and go. My grandfather was recently diagnosed with Alzheimer. You do not see e lashing out >.<. And if you cared so much, you would be spelling the name of her disease wrong. >.<and I am Catholic. I take that offensive. God to me exists. And well, I'm sorry for saying this, but that mean to you, your dead grandmother you loved oh so much is just dirt to you? That's nice. Being Catholic makes death easier. But, since to you "Christianty can suck my balls! Just like all religions! GOD DOSEN;T EXSICT" you are saying that your grandmother is dead and dirt. Also, not all religions have the same God, Only Jewish and Christianity. Except for the New Testimate of Christianity. Jewish people do not believe in that. P.s you need to spell correctly P.S.s sorry about your grandmother Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tom 437 Posted June 16, 2010 see that swha ti thoguht CRONIC wasn;t listinnign to. Of cours ei'm pissed off,who wouldn;t all that religion crap that people use to help yo u and make you feel better jsut isn;t working for me... and of cours e i DEnpocue faith that doesn;t help either..... my griving is didfferent. for m others. You don't have to rely on religion to help you through your causes. I'm Catholic, but I don't expect God to hold my hand all my life, or expect him to protect me and everything I hold dearly, such as my family and friends. Get that through your head before you start making rude posts about how Christianity sucks balls, or bashing religion for your grandmother's death. Also, people on this site will be offended by this, so this gives me more reason not to feel pity for you. You only focus on one thing and blame everything else, rather than looking at all the facts and views, and thinking of others. By the way, did you ever consider to read your posts before posting, or do you go ahead and post bad grammer to make things harder for us to understand and less able to help you? Come on now, I think we all be able to spell "just" and other words we would be able to say and spell with blindfolds on. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaiso 2,764 Posted June 16, 2010 Rue... ._. Watch what you say. I mean I'm terribly sorry for what has happened to you. I'm going through some hard times with my grandmother right now, and it's hard to see her in the condition that she's in. I don't know when and if she'll go. It's terrible. I understand what it's like to see someone you're so attached to and love so well go. But it happens to everyone eventually. D8 It's wonderful that you're keeping your promises that you made with her too. I also agree with cricket's post on the first page and I like how you put that life lesson that you learned. It's very good. ;3 But seriously... think before you act. It is indeed a rule around here to try to stay clear from offensive posts. Even if you "don't care," you really should be more considerate and respectful of other people's location, culture, heritage, beliefs, etc. etc. But still. Just remember next time. Last warning. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rue 3 Posted June 16, 2010 like i said ealrty Yes I DO APoligise,I wasn;t thinking....and if you want me to...i'll leave kh13 forever....or until you guys want me to come back.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Koko 3,944 Posted June 16, 2010 We're not telling you to leave, we're just saying that you should think before you post. Because it may offend other users. Like KaiSo, it is a rule. And sincerely I am sorry for what happened to your grandma. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tom 437 Posted June 16, 2010 like i said ealrty Yes I DO APoligise,I wasn;t thinking....and if you want me to...i'll leave kh13 forever....or until you guys want me to come back.... We don't want you to leave. It's nice to have people here who are nice (even though I don't like the attitude in you right now). We just want you to keep people in mind. Other people have different views, and if you bash them like you're king of the world, you're not a very good person. Just remember me or anyone when you're depressed, especially over someone's death. It's fine to feel sorrow, but not anger to anything that does not affect your situation, like how you blame religion for your grandmother's death and etc. Honestly, I'm trying not to be a big douche right now, but you make this situation harder than it looks >.< Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblader 325 Posted June 16, 2010 that sucks, my grandpa had alzhimers, hes been dead for a bit, i never got to know him that much, i would have like that, i will do my best to keep that in mind Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
