I'm concidering long term (or permanant) hospitalization

[Anonn0000 3,525]

Might as well announce it, and, hope, maybe, i'm talked out of it.

 

The p*eppy (NO COMMENTING ON IT, PLEASE!!!) issue is getting waaaay too dark and upsetting and depressing for me and I don't know how much longer I plan on staying alive now.

 

I wanna leave this satanic world. I wanna leave it so fast.

 

If BEAUTY is EVIL, I have nothing to live for.

 

Goodbye...

[Taeyeon 1,137]

I know it's not much, but..*hugs*

[Anonn0000 3,525]

I know it's not much, but..*hugs*

I Love KH helped me re-gain faith in being alive, I might re-concider being hospitalized now

 

I'm glad I have had Riku when things get scary...

 

If not for him, dunno if i woulda survived this long. With how inexpirienced and confused I am everyday... D:

 

I hope I can live to bring a better world, and, not have to run away from what I may not understand or illusions that may not be the real truth at all.

 

I'm sure theres a lot of beauty if I can just...tap into it.

 

My doll is beautiful.

 

*hugs him* His body feels warm, too........like he's alive now =)

[Jiraiya's Disciple 631]

BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG HUG

[NintenNessLucas 10]

*GIVES LARGEST HUG IN THE UNIVERSE*

[rikunobodyxiii 700]

*Big Hug*

The world maybe a dark place, but their is Light to be found.

[Guest]

Dearie, whatever you decide, I hope you're happy. *Massive shark hug because bear hugs are too weak for this purpose*

[mosokisa 93]

*HUG*

 

Like rikunobodyxiii said, the world can sometimes feel dark but there's always light and beauty in it too! You know yourself what's best for you, but at least don't give up on life! You may not feel good today but you can always feel good tomorrow : )

 

Some beauty for you:

 

 

 

[SoraBlade 832]

HUG! Think Chibi Riku!

[Reyn 1,755]

*HUG* I hope you feel better.

[Rob 5,571]

*Hug* I know I smell like an old person, but I wont let go until you change your mind.

[Ajexmi 446]

*HUG*

 

Like rikunobodyxiii said, the world can sometimes feel dark but there's always light and beauty in it too! You know yourself what's best for you, but at least don't give up on life! You may not feel good today but you can always feel good tomorrow : )

 

Some beauty for you:

 

 

 

 

 

This is true. Darkness and Evil only exist in contrast. It's up to you if want to find their opposites

[_The Door To Light_ 1,507]

*Big Door hug* Just remember to stay strong Dawny.  

[A mystery 346]

Might as well announce it, and, hope, maybe, i'm talked out of it.

 

The p*eppy (NO COMMENTING ON IT, PLEASE!!!) issue is getting waaaay too dark and upsetting and depressing for me and I don't know how much longer I plan on staying alive now.

 

I wanna leave this satanic world. I wanna leave it so fast.

 

If BEAUTY is EVIL, I have nothing to live for.

 

Goodbye...

 

Might as well announce it, and, hope, maybe, i'm talked out of it.

 

The p*eppy (NO COMMENTING ON IT, PLEASE!!!) issue is getting waaaay too dark and upsetting and depressing for me and I don't know how much longer I plan on staying alive now.

 

I wanna leave this satanic world. I wanna leave it so fast.

 

If BEAUTY is EVIL, I have nothing to live for.

 

Goodbye...

I am sorry you are feeling so depressed, I hope you feel better soon. If you ever feel like you want to talk please don't hesitate to P.M me. I know the world may seem bleak and ugly sometimes, but just remember that there is always a light even in the deepest darkness.  ^_^

[Anonn0000 3,525]

I just hope the world's a much prettier place than some of these posts make it sound. (cuz, with my autism, I just CAN'T EVEN TELL....O__O; )

 

I'm glad I saw Equestria Girls last night.....

 

My being girly isn't scary to anyone, right? cuz its just how i am and i dun wanna change it....

[mosokisa 93]

My being girly isn't scary to anyone, right? cuz its just how i am and i dun wanna change it....

 

Don't worry, it's not scary at all : )

[Dracozombie 4,554]

I just hope the world's a much prettier place than some of these posts make it sound. (cuz, with my autism, I just CAN'T EVEN TELL....O__O; )

 

I'm glad I saw Equestria Girls last night.....

 

My being girly isn't scary to anyone, right? cuz its just how i am and i dun wanna change it....

 

Girliness is supposed to be the exact opposite of scary.  I still don't know how you managed to form such a connection between them.

[rikunobodyxiii 700]

I just hope the world's a much prettier place than some of these posts make it sound. (cuz, with my autism, I just CAN'T EVEN TELL....O__O; )

 

I'm glad I saw Equestria Girls last night.....

 

My being girly isn't scary to anyone, right? cuz its just how i am and i dun wanna change it....

Then don't change. I have enjoyed when we have talked and your being "girly" doesn't bother me. You are cool the way you are.

[Anonn0000 3,525]

Girliness is supposed to be the exact opposite of scary.  I still don't know how you managed to form such a connection between them.

Mean people telling me the worst things. Nuff said.

 

I don't wanna think anymore about it T___T

 

Also, my misunderstanding people a lot, due to my autism. And yahoo answers.

Edited July 12, 2013 by ~DawnStar2004~

[The Transcendent Key 12,109]

-hugs- Life can sometimes be harsh and unforgiving, but as long as you persevere and conquer your fears and doubts, nothing can stop you. There is so much beauty and wonder to behold in this world, and you don't deserve to die, rather, you should enjoy it and make the most of it. Whenever you feel threatened by the darkness, fight back and all will be all right.

 

Here's another hug courtesy of Riku himself.

[Anonn0000 3,525]

If girly is supposed to be the exact OPPOSET of scary, I guess my signature is compherting to members here?

*hopeful grin...*

[SHAZOW 269]

Whichever you choose, as long as you are happy with the decision to make, then people in the forum should support your decision.

 

**Hugs**

 

When/If your choice will mean not coming back here, don't forget all the friends you made here.

 

I'm sure I speak for everyone that the forums would have less "riku related" topics.