Text Are you sure?

[Sigrun 1,064]

"The whole knowledge requires pieces of understanding." 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Day by day it gets worse, the rotting decaying feeling in my soul even in my foggy restless dreams.

 

 

 

Before I went to sleep today, I feel the darkness call my name and set while I drifted away into purgatory.

 

 

 

It felt like it wanted to drill it's whispers into my mind.

 

 

 

I was within its grasp, I gripped myself tight.

 

 

 

"STOP."

 

 

 

I shot up from my bed, normalcy. 

 

 

Insanity is taunting me.

 

 

I wiped salty sweat from my forehead, sting of salt quivered my lips.

 

 

 

 

My heart wanted to burst inside my chest.

 

 

 

It was all just a nightmare based on my dire reality.

 

 

 

I lied back down on the bed, whispers slowly tickle my ears as my eyes ached with sleepiness.

 

 

 

I just stare into the empty darkness in the room. 

 

 

I always knew in the back of my mind I would rot in such a way, but the possible inevitable fate that may erase any trace of my soul, maybe just

maybe my other half may take my place...

 

 

 

It would be like I was always here, or maybe I am just picking at a hope that would better left to be forgotten.

 

 

 

Maybe I am at my own stalemate, scurrying to make sure the smiles won't fade from their happy faces.

 

 

 

 

In the few years I just discovered I am my own person and Integrated my own sense of humanity, I am just not sure.

 

 

 

I was told the answer to save my soul is in the buried memories of my past. 

 

 

 

I have to remember again...