Someone, anyone, please....help.

[PrincessKari 35]

Since there's no other place to put this, I may as well put it here. 

 

Well. I need somewhere to you know, get this out. Somewhere to just let it out, besides writing out my problems kinda makes me feel better.

 

The thing is I`m about to start high-school next year, but somehow I feel like I`m already doing high-school. I`ve never really been the popular kid at school, actually I am one of the really unpopular ones. I really don't like school for the most of it because I have to put up with all the stupid guys and bitchy girls. (Seriously, those girls are just so, so..mean.) Neither I have ever been that pretty, so I have always had trouble fitting in. 

 

In maths class today I felt invisible. Literally. One of my best friends one sitting in front of me talking to the guy opposite of me who in my opinion is a completely jerk. She says she is helping him and when I try and ask for help they both ignore me. I could literally say anything and they wouldn't hear me. I was trying to the get their attention but nothing would work. I was starting to become under a lot of distress and wasn't sure how to do the math that I was trying to do. To make things worse I was back-chatting the teacher who was actually trying to be light hear ted. But personally I think he's a complete idiot. 

 

My best friend can sometimes be a real pain. She's become one of those typical high school girls. Who have low self-esteem and keeping getting their hearts broken by a new boy every other week. Today she was telling me that her ex-boyfriend who she met on a cruise and had only known for two weeks before going out with, and lived in Melbourne which is a few hour plane ride from where she is, has cancer. I was thinking did he tell you that over facebook or something? She had already gone back out with him once, even after he cheated on her. What's really annoying is, even after that many relationships she still hasn't got any common sense.

 

My other best friend hasn't been to school in awhile and she sorta makes my week a little more bearable. She my sunshine always there to cheer me up. 

 

My parents think I`m an ungrateful little brat, smuck, twat. Whatever. Which is not the kinda of daughter I wanna be. I want them to see me differently and somehow I feel like I`ve made such a big mess of things that I`m not even sure where to start putting it back together.

 

I have that many voices in my head it's hard to pick which one is mine. I want to go to University when I leave highschool but a part of me feels as though I`m not going to make it. 

 

My head is full of voices. I can't even think straight and since this boring me so much I can't do my homework. 

 

I know that there are people out there who have far worse situations then mine but I feel like mine at the moment is pretty bad. 

 

I just want someone to listen to my story and give me some advice at what should or shouldn't do next.

 

I`m that confused about everything I`m finding it hard to find the right words.

 

Someone, anyone, please, help. 

 

- Yours Sincerely,

 

Needy Teen 

[ReikuSSR 1,071]

ah. that was similar nervousness I had, but you will find that high school is a completely different place a least it usually it. I'm not saying you won't have heart ache and adversity, but please note if you ever need to vent or anything post on here. you should always have a friend here to listen. 

 

I say try to be brave. people can be what they want. 

Edited March 19, 2013 by ReikuSSR

[Sora96 17,256]

Another Aussie!

 

-high five-

 

I wish you the best of luck in this difficult time.

[ReikuSSR 1,071]

Since there's no other place to put this, I may as well put it here. 

 

Well. I need somewhere to you know, get this out. Somewhere to just let it out, besides writing out my problems kinda makes me feel better.

 

The thing is I`m about to start high-school next year, but somehow I feel like I`m already doing high-school. I`ve never really been the popular kid at school, actually I am one of the really unpopular ones. I really don't like school for the most of it because I have to put up with all the stupid guys and bitchy girls. (Seriously, those girls are just so, so..mean.) Neither I have ever been that pretty, so I have always had trouble fitting in. 

 

In maths class today I felt invisible. Literally. One of my best friends one sitting in front of me talking to the guy opposite of me who in my opinion is a completely jerk. She says she is helping him and when I try and ask for help they both ignore me. I could literally say anything and they wouldn't hear me. I was trying to the get their attention but nothing would work. I was starting to become under a lot of distress and wasn't sure how to do the math that I was trying to do. To make things worse I was back-chatting the teacher who was actually trying to be light hear ted. But personally I think he's a complete idiot. 

 

My best friend can sometimes be a real pain. She's become one of those typical high school girls. Who have low self-esteem and keeping getting their hearts broken by a new boy every other week. Today she was telling me that her ex-boyfriend who she met on a cruise and had only known for two weeks before going out with, and lived in Melbourne which is a few hour plane ride from where she is, has cancer. I was thinking did he tell you that over facebook or something? She had already gone back out with him once, even after he cheated on her. What's really annoying is, even after that many relationships she still hasn't got any common sense.

 

My other best friend hasn't been to school in awhile and she sorta makes my week a little more bearable. She my sunshine always there to cheer me up. 

 

My parents think I`m an ungrateful little brat, smuck, twat. Whatever. Which is not the kinda of daughter I wanna be. I want them to see me differently and somehow I feel like I`ve made such a big mess of things that I`m not even sure where to start putting it back together.

 

I have that many voices in my head it's hard to pick which one is mine. I want to go to University when I leave highschool but a part of me feels as though I`m not going to make it. 

 

My head is full of voices. I can't even think straight and since this boring me so much I can't do my homework. 

 

I know that there are people out there who have far worse situations then mine but I feel like mine at the moment is pretty bad. 

 

I just want someone to listen to my story and give me some advice at what should or shouldn't do next.

 

I`m that confused about everything I`m finding it hard to find the right words.

 

Someone, anyone, please, help. 

 

- Yours Sincerely,

 

Needy Teen 

Sorry my Brether I was in a rush, but now I must say.

Note this: "The only reason the Majority are heard is due to their number of voices, We Outcasts don't have the numbers, but that just means we have to be LOUDER!" -SSR-

P.S. To whom it may concern...

I"M BACK!!!

 

[kalnet 1,198]

Ignore those who gave you the cold shoulder. At your age, I understand that popularity can be quite a big deal but try not to let it get to you. Find someone who you can be comfortable with and also have fun. Since you're going to start high school soon, don't worry. You're starting fresh and try to be yourself. Don't pretend to be someone else just to be in the crowd. No one is forcing you to be somebody.

 

As for your parents, I suggest talking to them face to face slowly. If what you've told us that you want them to see you differently is true, then go ahead and tell it to them. It's what you want isn't it? Be brave and everything will be alright. Fight that feeling and face forward. No need for you to be scared.

 

About your head having full of voices, you just need to find someone to talk to or just post something here! Anything at all! You are just feeling like you want to let out something and you just can't seem to do it for some reason. You've kept too much emotions in you that you just want to say out random things. Don't keep it inside you. Let it out. You posting this thread is already good progress for you. Keep it up and talk to the members around here.

 

Don't give up. It's like what I've always said to my friends. You're just having a bad day, not a bad life. What comes tomorrow is different. Always look forward to it and try to stay positive.

[Saber Lily 1,543]

I sent you a PM.

 

And Kalnet, epic. He speaks the truth.

[Javelin434 3,164]

looking at your username I'm assuming that it's supposed to say 'Kairi', and the profile pic helps to confirm my thoughts. As her Nocturnal Guardian, I shall help!

 

Ignore those who gave you the cold shoulder. At your age, I understand that popularity can be quite a big deal but try not to let it get to you. Find someone who you can be comfortable with and also have fun. Since you're going to start high school soon, don't worry. You're starting fresh and try to be yourself. Don't pretend to be someone else just to be in the crowd. No one is forcing you to be somebody.

 

As for your parents, I suggest talking to them face to face slowly. If what you've told us that you want them to see you differently is true, then go ahead and tell it to them. It's what you want isn't it? Be brave and everything will be alright. Fight that feeling and face forward. No need for you to be scared.

 

About your head having full of voices, you just need to find someone to talk to or just post something here! Anything at all! You are just feeling like you want to let out something and you just can't seem to do it for some reason. You've kept too much emotions in you that you just want to say out random things. Don't keep it inside you. Let it out. You posting this thread is already good progress for you. Keep it up and talk to the members around here.

 

Don't give up. It's like what I've always said to my friends. You're just having a bad day, not a bad life. What comes tomorrow is different. Always look forward to it and try to stay positive.

 

This is a good start, so I'd take the advice. As for my suggestion/opinion.

 

I can already tell that it's not a matter of being popular, but rather a feeling of a need to belong. Companionship, if you will. And it's unfortunate to hear about your best friend pretty much abandoning you just to talk to a guy. I'm sorry to say that High School is a time where it is either the best time of your life or the worst, and it looks like it's fast becoming the latter option. Old friendships will be tested at this point in time. Some will die hard and fast as 'raging hormones' make or ruin lives and destroy what was once a beautiful friendship, but this is also a time where you can make new friends unlike anyone you can imagine. Remember: Your friends reflect who you are. Stay true to yourself and you'll attract friends that are truly compatible with you. No point in burdening yourself with keeping and maintaining the illusion of someone you're not. Also consider joining clubs and participate in extra-curricular activities, you'll make fast friends there!

 

Your parents thinking of you in that manner would probably be solved if you go into a University, and you have said that the chances of you accomplishing that goal may not be in your favor. Listen up: you're about to START high school. If you're really worried about that, then make it a point to get good grades in school. Hopefully your parents will notice you studying a lot and will change their opinion about you, from an ungrateful little brat into a person hell-bent on the pursuit of higher education. You can solve two problems with one solution right here. It's common at your age to think that everything is your fault, but really not everything is. If by mess you mean your plans for the future, then speak with a counselor, they'll get you on track and may help solve that problem.

 

The voices in your head? Been there, still living with it, and apparently a textbook case of social depravation. The only difference between you and me is the fact that you have this site that you can access at anytime to chat with people at a crucial point of your life, so that can alleviate the emotional void that you may end up feeling somewhere in the near future. And go with the voice that's optimistic yet realistic. If the psychological theory of the Self-fulfilling prophecy is true, then that voice should work in your favor. And for the love of god, do your homework, since that helps you stay sharp and in turn helps get you good grades, good grades = better chance of getting into a university.

 

I'm no different: I was and still am an outcast and nobody liked me. I stayed silent for most of my life throughout high school, and I swear the number of words that I spoke over those years could be counted with your fingers and toes. Suicide was always and still is an option for me. Don't go down this path. You have the opportunity to change your problem, and from the looks of the comments, you've got some good advice. People always say "Stay strong", but I know there is a limit to that.

 

Remember: you're starting high school. It's good to see that you're seeking help at a critical time. But remember that this wall of text from an unknown entity can only help so much. If worst comes to worst, find that friend who brightens up your day or seek professional help. And don't you ever consider the 'ultimate option.' Please don't take that path. It's a pain unlike anything you can imagine. If it helps, chat with people here. I'm sure someone would be willing to brighten up your day.

[Anya 129]

I'm going through a similar situation now((hence profile pic..)) so I understand completely how you feel,not only am I starting high school in August but i'm sorta stressed and nervous about what to expect.In school now i have few friends that i actually want to tell anything to...and I can't really go to my parents for help so I understand what it's like having to hold back so much feelings that you feel like you'll explode.I'm also very unpopular not that it bothers me,but I hate how i'm just the shy girl who works alone and when I have to be paired with someone who I know wanted someone else I can't help but feel terrible and blame myself for everything.It gets to the point were I begin calling myself useless,ugly,hopeless and so much more...

 

It's really bad to keep all your emotions inside,sometimes I just burst and there's no stopping the tears.My advice would be to talk to someone you know will be by your side.Even any KH13 member i'm sure if you just talked and let out some feelings you'll feel so much better.Remember,it's okay to break sometimes just let out all your feelings!   and you can always chat or send a me a message and I'll help you the best I can!! 

 

Hey I also suggest listening to music it helps me and has even saved me on some occasions,please chat with me if you need help and I'll try my hardest!

 

I don't know if it will help but this song described me a lot and it really helps 

 

Edited March 19, 2013 by lolitacosplayer