My mom passed, and I just wanted to say some things.

[Aqua7KH 5,395]

My mom passed away today, November 28th at 5:05pm. I was in school at the time in a after school program, and I was just ugh...
My mom took care of me since I was three weeks old. She may have not given birth to me, but she was my mother in my heart, and I loved her so much to death. She was the most important woman in my life. She was the woman who I loved most in my life. It got to the point where I burst into tears just thinking about anything bad happening to her. She's been though a lot. She has had leukemia and breast cancer all her life, and she pretty much lived in a hospital throughout childhood. She has had her flaws. She was a very stressed woman. She worried all the time over the littlest things. But she did care about everyone. And sadly, her kindness made her the target of people wanting to take advantage of her. When she took care of me, she always made sure I had the best end of the stick, even if it meant that she had to sacrifice her own desires. She was 57, and she died in pain. She fell before, and she was too stubborn to go to the hospital. We finally forced her to go today by calling a ambulance, and then about 9 hours later she passed. I was just talking to her yesterday... having a nice conversation with her... and now she's not here anymore. I feel like this is a dream even though I know it's not.
Anyway, she was the most beautiful woman in the world. She was kind, and I just loved her so much. Yes, we had many problems, but I would do anything to just see her alive one more time.
Now, I don't know what's going to happen in my life. My life if pretty much gone to hell now, because I have no idea what's going to go on with other problems relating school and where I'm going to live now, but that's another story. I was definitely very grateful to have her in my life and I'll always love her no matter what. When I was little, she always sang to me so I can go to sleep easier. God I'm going to miss her.
Here's a picture of her. Her name was Rosemarie.

 

[Geralt 4,874]

Im so sooo sorry D: She was beautiful. If you need anything I'm here for you. 

[Weiss 8,279]

;~;

That's terrible. I'm very sorry. Hopefully things in life get better.

Edited November 29, 2012 by Keysofblades

[Tails 6,692]

I'm very sorry to hgear of your loss. I truly hope everything goes well for you Aqua7KH. It sounds like you're having a rough life right now. 

[Queen Tery 4,591]

I'm sorry for your loss. I wish you the best of luck getting through this, I know that won't be easy. I'm on chat a lot if you feel like talking about it. Can't say I'd be much help, but I'm a great listener.

Edited November 29, 2012 by Ertyx

[Hei 3,233]

That is seriously terrible, I hope everything get's better. May she Rest In Peace.

[VisitJoan 2,713]

I'm so sorry to hear about this.

[NumberXIII.Roxas 64]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I myself lost my parents a while back, so I know the pain. You'll get through it. No worries. 

[Mystics Apprentice 2,397]

I'm very sorry to hear of your loss.  I cannot imagine how much you must be hurting right now.  My prayers go out to you and your family.  If you ever need someone to talk to, even if it's just to vent, please feel free to PM me anytime.  I know what it's like to lose someone you care about, but, even if it seems impossible right now, it really does get better.

[Robbie the Wise 5,050]

I just want to say I'm sorry for your loss if you ever need a friend to talk to about it give me a shout. Truth is I know exactly how it feels to lose a parent. In fact I myself lost both my parents, my father passed away when I was in sixth grade and my mother passed away last year before Thanksgiving. It still hurts to even think about, and it's something you never really get over. My parents might not have been the ones who brought me into the world, but they are the ones who gave up everything so that I could live happily in it. If there is one bit of advice that might console you it's this. Your mother may no longer be here physically but her spirit will be there to guide you forevermore. The love that she had for you, and willingly gave to you is something that no being in this world can ever take away from you. What's more is that she'll live on in your memory. Every time you recall her laugh, her smile, the warmth of her hug. Most importantly she will live on everytime you take the love she gave to you and share it with someone else. I hope everything works out for you and that you find solace in your time of need. You and your family are in my prayers, and feel free to reach out if you need it.

[VanitasisKirby 1,227]

I am so sorry for the loss of your loved one.

I know how it feels to lose someone in your family, and it's not a very happy feeling. My prayers go to you and your family.

She's in a better place now, may she rest in peace. I hope you feel better soon.

[Kirie 3,489]

This is making me cry ;A;

[Mirr0rVS13 169]

Your words brought me to tears…I'm so sorry for your loss.

[kalnet 1,198]

We were just talking about her 2 days ago. I'm really sorry to hear that. Condolences to you and your family. Take care alright.

[blinxhero 91]

 I will find cancer, and I'll beat the crap out of it.

Edited December 13, 2012 by blinxhero

[AROD666 175]

Rest In Peace Rosemarie

[Khrulesbbs 574]

:C i give you hug c(v..vc)  so sorry to hear that

[Nobody 36]

Im sorry for your loss, hang in there

[Rob 5,571]

Death is a tough thing to bear, but just remember all the good times the two of you had. Do all the caring things that she did for you for the kids/people you'll take care of in the future to keep her memory alive. I hope you can get through this Aqua.

[Sora_Roxas26 124]

i am going to be different, instead of saying " i'm sorry for your loss", i am going to say something that i think would help me more  in your situation, although your mom may be gone, she will always be there, and she will always be remembered, and i hope that over time, thinking of your mom will bring up happy memories and make you smile, instead of bringing you pain. stay strong, your mom sounds like the kind of person who would want you to take this experience now and the experience over the next few weeks to make you a stronger person. i hope what i said helped, i just know that when dealing with a loss, or something else, that has people constantly saying they are sorry, you really would like to hear something else. 

[dusk 910]

I'm sorry to hear that Aqua . I know well that death of person close to you is very hard thing to get through, but try to keep on living and don't lose to depression! 

Best thing you can do is take time for yourself and talk to your friends and family members after you are ready to! 

[replika13 455]

so sad. Im so sorry for your loss

[Weedanort 8,786]

I'm sorry for your loss Aqua7KH

 

Hope you get better soon.

 

If you need to talk with someone, I'm here

[Amon 4,279]

I'm sorry for your loss. If you need anything from any of us feel free to ask. 

[HarLea Quinn 26,501]

Aqua I'm so sorry for your loss but know there are so many here who are here for you ! You are in my thoughts and prayers .