So... I told my GF that I went to sleep 2 or 3 hours ago. But the forums. Oh, the forums .
Anyway. I need to let it out.
If any of you have read my presentation thread, you should know that I was depressed because I tried to get a real life and it really didn't work out.
Well, those were 2 years of absence and pure deppression, but in a period between these 2 years, the KNIGHTS incident took place.
My best friend, Deruseu, have started hanging out with some otakus that he said that were nice. As well as I was still deppressed by just ending a relationship I didn't try to meet them.
After a while, however, I have met this group of otakus on a matsuri (you know what is a matsuri right?). And they seemed to be a very nice bunch of people. They called themselves Centro Otaku (Otaku Center, in english). And Deruseu had, somehow, become their admin and leader. Cheers for him =D.
Well, the old admin was a guy who insisted in calling himself Sora. Yeah, ok, it's just a nickname, mainly because he likes the character. Well... NO. And I'll explain why later. For now you should just know that this guy... Has the WORST Sora cosplay I have ever seen... The worst...
Either way, he seemed to be a nice person.
After a while interacting more and more with the otakus in my town, I found out that this Sora guy was the greatest joke in the entire city! Not only because of his ridiculous cosplay, but also because of his disturbing habits and because he actually cared about trolls and the so called "verbal bullying".
Still, even beeing pushed around all the time and reacting with every bad action towards him, he would still wear that cosplay almost everywhere he went.
I felt it was strange, but I defended him. Because, damn, the guy is just trying to have fun with his cosplay!
But that was then...
After a while their group had changed their name, seeing that now the admnistration would be very different. It was called KNIGHTS. Why? I have no idea...
And when the group changed it's name, I was invited to become a mod. And I accepted it. Not because I like the job, but because Deruseu seemed to need every help he could get. He is my best friend. I couldn't say no.
So, after I became a mod I happened to see and talk to these otakus even more oftenly, and with each day I'd see them, my despise for this Sora guy would grow stronger with each day. However, That was too the moment when I started to try to see good in all thing and peace as the true aswer for life. So I tried really hard not to hate him.
But why was he so despisable? His real name is Ivan, and I tend to reffer to people as their real name. But no. He would insist that his real name was Sora and Ivan didn't exist. Whenver anyone tried to help him with his cosplay he'd just say "NO! I know what I want from my cosplay! I don't need any advice!". Also he was ugly as hell and stank like a possum.
Whenever I tried to talk to him about himself, He'd start saying how much KH taught him and quoting Sora's lines.
I felt pity for him! He forgot who he is to try to become a fictional character! This is... Sad...
And that affected me a lot. I was frustrated for not beeing able to help him... And I couldn't look into KH porn anymore! Not without seeing Sora and wanting to throw up and throw my PC through the window!
Then, me and the other mods tried to make him see that He's not Sora, but Ivan.
With each day, it seemed that his mind would simply get more and more closed. I didn't know what to do. And it didn't take long until he'd feel ofended for the fact that we called him Ivan instead of Sora.
Then, he left the group. And went to other groups. The funny thing is, he tried to enter in the group that used to mock him. And he had done it. Then he and his new group would treat the KNIGHTS as enemies... Not only that the KNIGHTS admnistration group started to see every other group of otakus in town as enemies as well.
Then I asked my collegues... "Why can't we be in peace with the other groups?" and the answer was "They wouldn't accept peace".
Damn! They're just a bunch of teenagers who likes anime, not nations preparing to wage war!
I couldn't stand that much hipocrisy. So left the KNIGHTS admnistration.
However, I decided to still hold some of the KNIGHTS mods and users as friends... But the hipocrisy kept going on in my facebook timeline. So I decided I was tired of all this. All these 2 years trying to have a real life have been nothing but stress.
I deleted my facebook account and came back to KH13...
The less friends you have, the less bullshit you have to deal with.
Besides, online friends are much easier to deal with .
So... I told my GF that I went to sleep 2 or 3 hours ago. But the forums. Oh, the forums
.
Anyway. I need to let it out.
If any of you have read my presentation thread, you should know that I was depressed because I tried to get a real life and it really didn't work out.
Well, those were 2 years of absence and pure deppression, but in a period between these 2 years, the KNIGHTS incident took place.
My best friend, Deruseu, have started hanging out with some otakus that he said that were nice. As well as I was still deppressed by just ending a relationship I didn't try to meet them.
After a while, however, I have met this group of otakus on a matsuri (you know what is a matsuri right?). And they seemed to be a very nice bunch of people. They called themselves Centro Otaku (Otaku Center, in english). And Deruseu had, somehow, become their admin and leader. Cheers for him =D.
Well, the old admin was a guy who insisted in calling himself Sora. Yeah, ok, it's just a nickname, mainly because he likes the character. Well... NO. And I'll explain why later. For now you should just know that this guy... Has the WORST Sora cosplay I have ever seen... The worst...
Either way, he seemed to be a nice person.
After a while interacting more and more with the otakus in my town, I found out that this Sora guy was the greatest joke in the entire city! Not only because of his ridiculous cosplay, but also because of his disturbing habits and because he actually cared about trolls and the so called "verbal bullying".
Still, even beeing pushed around all the time and reacting with every bad action towards him, he would still wear that cosplay almost everywhere he went.
I felt it was strange, but I defended him. Because, damn, the guy is just trying to have fun with his cosplay!
But that was then...
After a while their group had changed their name, seeing that now the admnistration would be very different. It was called KNIGHTS. Why? I have no idea...
And when the group changed it's name, I was invited to become a mod. And I accepted it. Not because I like the job, but because Deruseu seemed to need every help he could get. He is my best friend. I couldn't say no.
So, after I became a mod I happened to see and talk to these otakus even more oftenly, and with each day I'd see them, my despise for this Sora guy would grow stronger with each day. However, That was too the moment when I started to try to see good in all thing and peace as the true aswer for life. So I tried really hard not to hate him.
But why was he so despisable? His real name is Ivan, and I tend to reffer to people as their real name. But no. He would insist that his real name was Sora and Ivan didn't exist. Whenver anyone tried to help him with his cosplay he'd just say "NO! I know what I want from my cosplay! I don't need any advice!". Also he was ugly as hell and stank like a possum.
Whenever I tried to talk to him about himself, He'd start saying how much KH taught him and quoting Sora's lines.
I felt pity for him! He forgot who he is to try to become a fictional character! This is... Sad...
And that affected me a lot. I was frustrated for not beeing able to help him... And I couldn't look into KH porn anymore! Not without seeing Sora and wanting to throw up and throw my PC through the window!
Then, me and the other mods tried to make him see that He's not Sora, but Ivan.
With each day, it seemed that his mind would simply get more and more closed. I didn't know what to do. And it didn't take long until he'd feel ofended for the fact that we called him Ivan instead of Sora.
Then, he left the group. And went to other groups. The funny thing is, he tried to enter in the group that used to mock him. And he had done it. Then he and his new group would treat the KNIGHTS as enemies... Not only that the KNIGHTS admnistration group started to see every other group of otakus in town as enemies as well.
Then I asked my collegues... "Why can't we be in peace with the other groups?" and the answer was "They wouldn't accept peace".
Damn! They're just a bunch of teenagers who likes anime, not nations preparing to wage war!
I couldn't stand that much hipocrisy. So left the KNIGHTS admnistration.
However, I decided to still hold some of the KNIGHTS mods and users as friends... But the hipocrisy kept going on in my facebook timeline. So I decided I was tired of all this. All these 2 years trying to have a real life have been nothing but stress.
I deleted my facebook account and came back to KH13...
The less friends you have, the less bullshit you have to deal with.
Besides, online friends are much easier to deal with
.