Please help me.

[King Riku 2,063]

...I am beginning to hate people. Not anyone in particular, but just the people around me. I am tired of attempting to be civil and trust people, only to be hurt. I wonder if it's truly worth it, if people can be so oblivious to the pain they cause? Just by simple actions, small words they don't think twice about saying. Then they get mad at you, for something they've done, covering it up with "Oh, grow up, it was just a joke! You know that!"

But it wasn't.

And I don't.

 

I'm tired of feeling bad, feeling guilty, for thinking like this. Tired of them making me feel bad, tired of feeling bad because of how I think of them when I'm alone crying, tired of having these thoughts at all. I feel bad for them for making me feel like this! I take their words to heart and think I am nothing! That I'm a failure! Everything I can do just isn't good enough. It doesn't make them proud. I'm an artist, not a damn doctor or anything else 'important'!

 

I'm sorry I'm ranting, but I had to say this to someone, even if I don't know most of you. Because that's just it: I don't have to worry about what you'll say, how you'll react. Not like if I told my mother, asked her for help. I want help, more than anything. I'm too afraid to ask...

[Nikolasvanitas 358]

Dont be afraid to ask for help,you have to let the people that you trust know about this,talk to your parents on your closest friends and dont be afraid,there are many people who feel the same like you

[Snow 1,800]

This is truly pathetic. They have no right to say you're nothing.

 

You don't have to believe you're nothing, or that you're a failure, because you're not. Even before you were born, you were successful. You were the only sperm cell that narrowly evaded every obstacle and darted to the egg, that is, unless you have a twin.

 

Cheer up. You're not nothing, you're not a failure. Just don't listen to the things they say. Just live your life.

Edited June 3, 2012 by Snow

[Iamkingdomhearts1000 1,170]

Never be afraid to ask someone, only if you believe that you can trust that someone, listen mate, i kind of feel the same way that you do, a bit different but yeah, you aren't nothing, no one is, don't tell yourself things like this and if your feeling annoyed then just either shout it out or bottle it up or tell someone how you really feel, trust me, it may not stop it but it might help make you feel better for just a little while maybe, until something you believe can help you can turn up, there will always be these kinds of things happening but remember that they are happening now in the present, as long as you can continue on beleving that the future is something to look foward to, either for good or worse, just remember that you can see this as some kind of trial that you can pass, that you can overcome, it's not something that will ultimately make you both let and/or feel down, as long as you don't give in and just not mind it as much and instead, focus on the bad things that really matter, not to mention the good things of course as well, alright?

[Xer 670]

...I am beginning to hate people. Not anyone in particular, but just the people around me. I am tired of attempting to be civil and trust people, only to be hurt. I wonder if it's truly worth it, if people can be so oblivious to the pain they cause? Just by simple actions, small words they don't think twice about saying. Then they get mad at you, for something they've done, covering it up with "Oh, grow up, it was just a joke! You know that!"

But it wasn't.

And I don't.

 

I'm tired of feeling bad, feeling guilty, for thinking like this. Tired of them making me feel bad, tired of feeling bad because of how I think of them when I'm alone crying, tired of having these thoughts at all. I feel bad for them for making me feel like this! I take their words to heart and think I am nothing! That I'm a failure! Everything I can do just isn't good enough. It doesn't make them proud. I'm an artist, not a damn doctor or anything else 'important'!

 

I'm sorry I'm ranting, but I had to say this to someone, even if I don't know most of you. Because that's just it: I don't have to worry about what you'll say, how you'll react. Not like if I told my mother, asked her for help. I want help, more than anything. I'm too afraid to ask...

 

Hey, I feel the same way too. Our life may be painful, sometimes even like you're feeling death inside... Setting Sun told me a lesson... I am to softy... but not anymore..

I still didn't work it out but, maybe i going to pass this, maybe not... But if you need any help talk to me or anything...

And look at my signature it says all...

[Keyblade King 12 486]

(First of all I would just like to say that some of us whenever we leave will have had more cases than most physiatrists.)

 

Joking aside, you've basically got this problem where you care too much about others and how others view you and what they say and what they do. That being said, I'm not saying that's a good thing or a bad thing. It means that you're a very interpersonal person. Now personally, I think that's a really bad quality to have and I make sure not to get really attached to people unless I am sure they're worth going through the problems of having someone that I trust myself with. However, I realise that it's not something that most people can help about themselves.

I think that what you need to learn and what you need to keep reminding yourself is "I am not nothing. I am a human being and I am as good if not better than you. Yes, I may not be perfect. Who is? Nobody. I am not nothing. You have no right to tell me so. All you are is a pathetic little creature who's trying to make himself feel better by picking on those who may seem weaker than you." Really it's all down to you how you deal with this. And it is in no way an easy thing to deal with. But a lot of people go through it. Make friends, if not in real life on the internet and confine in them. And then all you have to do is live your life. Try not to think about them if they hurt you. Emphasis on the try. I know it's not an easy thing to do. Life goes on. Eventually, a day will come when you probably never have to see these people that hurt you again. And maybe you'll learn how to see people for who they really are and you can make the right decision when it comes to choosing what kind of people you have in your life.

[WakingDawn96 1,166]

I think I know what you are going through. You are just going through a phase in life where you feel like a failure and can do nothing about what people say but you take their words to heart. I think you should go to someone like your mom or maybe a brother or sister or even a good friend and tell them how you are beginning to feel and ask them to help you overcome it. There was a recent point where I felt like I was useless and anything everything was not important and there was nothing I could do about it. I ended up to a point where I told my broski all about it and he was able to help me overcome it and be here today. This even just happened for me about 3 months ago, too.

[Exodaze 491]

I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured if the entire world was one big machine... I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason. ~Hugo

That quote is my favorite one, so don't think you are nothing. Everyone has a purpose.

[King Riku 2,063]

Thank you, all of you. You've made me actually think about myself, and although I still don't know what I should do to change the way the people around myself treat me, I do feel a bit better. I wish I could stop caring so much, but I can't help but put myself in their place and think about how my words might affect them. And since I'm thinking about if I would be hurt if I was in their place, the answer is always yes. So I say nothing.

[Rob 5,571]

All thats missing is you gaining strange powers and destroying the planet. I know the real world is tough, but don't let what people say get to you, it'll only get worse. Think positive thoughts and if you have problem, tell someone who you think is important to you.

 

If you have any problems, the members of KH13 are here for you. Thats just how we roll.

Edited June 3, 2012 by Rob

[Jim 2,990]

I was reading your initial comment and thinking about how I feel the same way sometimes. When you feel like that, just remember you're not alone, that there's a lot of people (myself included) who put up with a lot of crap and wish they could get away from everything sometimes. If it's any help, feel free to chat if I'm online, because I like being there for people.

 

Also, I don't know if you believe in prayer or anything, but I'll be praying for you, friend.

[Kaneki Ken 1,516]

Motherfiretruckers. nobody has a single right to say people are nothing!

there is some people in this world that you can trust, you just gotta find them.

Anyone who says (insert name) is nothing, is either a heartless or a nobody.

So dont let people's words break you, cause you have potential.

 

Embrace Your Dreams and You will be successful. Got it Memorized?

[Kinode 3,056]

Do it like me:

Don't give a shit 8D

Seriously... Sometimes people aren't worth it. The ones who are worth it, you'll know and you'll get along with.

[The Roxas Namine Oath 1]

Please cheer up. I know it seems bad right now, but things will get better, trust me. Even, if it looks like all hope is lost, there's still someone whose looking out for you and is still there for you. I know just how you feel. I have had the most horrible times of my life and I'm still here strong and happy because there were people to make me happy and they were there for me. Whatever goes on in your life, however hard your trials are, whatever hardships you have will just make you stronger. Don't ever let what anyone tells you bring you down. If they're always mean and are jerks, then there's no reason to hang around them. I am sure that you are very successful and a very extrordinary man/woman. Don't let anyone tell you differently. Everybody is unique in their own way.

[TheApprenticeofKingMickey 3,689]

Do it like me:

Don't give a shit 8D

Seriously... Sometimes people aren't worth it. The ones who are worth it, you'll know and you'll get along with.

 

Felipe's wise method of tolerance. Mmhmm.

[Shard the Gentleman 2,891]

Power to you, you wonderful person. You have a very strong mind, and you need to promote your opinion. I, personally, would not, due to certain reasons, but you, you have such a strong heart, that they would HAVE to listen. I wish you luck. I agree with you 100%. I mean, how could someone NOT feel guilty? They do something horrible, then walk away like it was just a slap on the wrist.

[Queen Tery 4,591]

...I am beginning to hate people. Not anyone in particular, but just the people around me. I am tired of attempting to be civil and trust people, only to be hurt. I wonder if it's truly worth it, if people can be so oblivious to the pain they cause? Just by simple actions, small words they don't think twice about saying. Then they get mad at you, for something they've done, covering it up with "Oh, grow up, it was just a joke! You know that!"

But it wasn't.

And I don't.

 

I'm tired of feeling bad, feeling guilty, for thinking like this. Tired of them making me feel bad, tired of feeling bad because of how I think of them when I'm alone crying, tired of having these thoughts at all. I feel bad for them for making me feel like this! I take their words to heart and think I am nothing! That I'm a failure! Everything I can do just isn't good enough. It doesn't make them proud. I'm an artist, not a damn doctor or anything else 'important'!

 

I'm sorry I'm ranting, but I had to say this to someone, even if I don't know most of you. Because that's just it: I don't have to worry about what you'll say, how you'll react. Not like if I told my mother, asked her for help. I want help, more than anything. I'm too afraid to ask...

 

It sounds to me like you care a lot about people. That's a great quality. If you didn't care about people, then it wouldn't bother you when they don't seem to care back or when they do something ignorant and inconsiderate. I'm the same way. It hurts and sometimes it feels like it'll never stop hurting. But, I can assure you that it will. You just have to try your best to search for the people that are actually worth caring about. I'm sorry that you feel this way and I'm sorry that people have given you a cynical outlook. Lord knows they've given me the same outlook. lol But, you got to remember, that if you care and are a good person, then that means that there are more people, somewhere out there, that care about people just as much as you do.

[Elijah Gravenhorst 480]

Hey I know exactly how you feel. I'm sure alot of us here have felt that way before, also if the people you hang out with are being jerks then just stop hanging out with them. Its not worth being made fun of. And remember that anyone who likes kingdom hearts is bound to have light in their heart so don't give up on liking people.

[rikufan25 170]

Whatever u do don't let them get to ya, there is no such thing as a nobody, everone's a somebody.