SOOOO.

[Larxene12 86]

SOOOO, I'm in a pickle.

This girl, who dicthed me for "cooler" kids- wants to be my freind again.

The same girl,

Who when I needed her-left me.

Who changed WAY to much for our friendship to last.

She outgrew me and threw me out in the streets from her heart.

She- who used to bully me with another girl- blamed it on the other and we became bff's

SHE who put me threw so much pain-

SHE who made it impossible for me to be myself-

SHE who made it hard for me to trust others.

Wants me back.

I shall grant you all a list of things I did for her:

-When her parent's got divorced, I helped her through it.

-When she needed an escape, I was there.

-When she cried, she never cried alone like I did because I was there.

-Whenever her and her sibbling would fight, I'd tell her it was going to be alright.

-When she got her first period in public, I bought pads for her.

-Whenever she needed someone, I was there.

So of course, when I need her she's like:LOLIDONTLIKEYOU.

And now,

She smoked weed, cheated on her boyfriend at teen clubs, rubbed her ass at teen clubs[dancing, no doubt], made out with a kid her sister's age [who's five years olde than her] drank alcohol-

all at the ripe ages of 13-14.

I made her feel better abour herself.

Then of course,

She changed way to fast and much for me.

Don't get me wrong, we can all use a little change-

but that?

So, I let her leave me.

Let her go off in her world,

While what was I left with?

Almost nothing.

She was the closest person to me,

One of the few whom I trusted my life with.

 

During the Summer, she would leave me messages on my facebook wall saying

I mmiiiiiisssssss yoooooouuuu!!! Coommmme baaaackkkk in myyyy liiifffeee!!!!

My reply would be the same:

Dude, I live right across the street from you.

[Which is true. She didn't make an effort.]

 

Now,

All of a sudden

She wants to be my friend again.

Now.

Of all firetrucking times-

She wants to be my friend.

She tries to get back,

But-

I changed as well.

I have two new friends,

Whome I share the same itnerests,

Who knows all about me,

And still likes me.

Right now,

I don't know.

She wasn't there for me when my life was a roller coaster in the Summer,

She never let me cry on her shoulder,

I told he rmy grandmother died when she asked why I looked sad the other day,

Her repy:OMG! Immmmsooooo srrryyyy!!!!!

Then she went on to say how happy she is.

She doesn't really care,

The girl I knew-

Would care.

Soooo KH13,

What sould I do?

I know I've given advice to other people,

But keep in mind-

I'm a chicken when it comes to her-

Since she knew/knows me so well...

KEEP IN MIND:

Maybe-

I could have been the wight tied to her claws,

As her wings tried to let her fly.

I thought that once,

I could be bringer her down-

All she wanted was popularity.

I didn't want a giant cirlcle of fairweather friends,

I'd prefer four friends who care,

Then forty who don't.

Maybe I was too...

Different....

For her?

Ehh...

Idk.

Edited March 15, 2012 by Larxene12

[Junko 2,815]

Yeah, im one of those people who only needs a few friends too. Maybe she's changed after a while and wants you back. People can change, right?

Edited March 16, 2012 by Gumi

[Sonic 487]

alot of people change larxene, some for better, some for worst. I've sorta been where you are right now so i kinda understand. i'm a type of person who gives someone second chances, to see if they're worth my time again. I guess try talking to her again, gauge her out, see if the person you knew is still in there. If it seems like she's just wasting your time then i guess move on. i mean you can still be her friend, but i guess not like you used too. And you have your 2 new friends there for you now so i say you should go for it.

[Miku Hatsune 636]

I feel you, man.

 

I'm going through a similar problem with one of my ex-best-friends, but minus all the sex and alcohol.

She left me for someone she met on Twitter and she's like 100 % convinced that she's going to meet this person and marry them or something even though that person lives in Ireland and is actually a girl posing a boy on the Internet.

/breaaaaath

So yeah.

 

You don't need her shit anymore so just ignore her or tell her outright that she's being a betch.

Don't give in because that'll just be signing yourself up for more angst.

Trust me.

Edited March 17, 2012 by Miku Hatsune

[Sonic 487]

I feel you, man.

 

I'm going through a similar problem with one of my ex-best-friends, but minus all the sex and alcohol.

She left me for someone she met on Twitter and she's like 100 % convinced that she's going to meet this person and marry them or something even though that person lives in Ireland and is actually a girl posing a boy on the Internet.

/breaaaaath

So yeah.

 

You don't need her shit anymore so just ignore her or tell her outright that she's being a betch.

Don't give in because that'll just be signing yourself up for more angst.

Trust me.

 

wow dude really? it's like she's just asking for trouble. Sorta happened with one of my ex-best friend too, now we just stopped talking completely. and it's been like 9 months since we stopped being friends

[Miku Hatsune 636]

wow dude really? it's like she's just asking for trouble. Sorta happened with one of my ex-best friend too, now we just stopped talking completely. and it's been like 9 months since we stopped being friends

 

It's been since last June for me.

But she's harassing me and begging for me back.

And it's pretty annoying.

[Sonic 487]

It's been since last June for me.

But she's harassing me and begging for me back.

And it's pretty annoying.

 

That does seem pretty annoying. this isn't like a daily thing or whatnot is it?

[Miku Hatsune 636]

That does seem pretty annoying. this isn't like a daily thing or whatnot is it?

 

Nope. Maybe twice a month?