axal 0 Posted October 27, 2011 i get bulled reely badley ive been burnt with there lithers beten up and punched and there always reely rascest to me going niger and pinning me down and putting white make up on me and saying this is how you should look and they whip me and forsme to carrey the bags avery were and when we lernt about the slave trade the pulled me and choked me with my tie i tried to tell somone but then they grabbed me and forsed orenge peel doen my throut and kept on kiking me in the balls and they take the mikkey out of me becouse i have asperges and the mantal age of a 13 year old and atisum and a d h d and thers just so many stupid things wrong with me and some times they would touch me in my spacil place thets all they did but i feel so messed up actully sort of whant to just kill my self somtimes i cant i am just too much of a stupid cowerd to do thet the only things i look forwad to is waching doctor who playing on kingdom hearts and waching avatar the legend of anng whats the point if thets all i look forard to like i said im to much of a coward to kill myself but now i find out thet i got some other thing wrong with me my chest nere my heart it hert so much thet i colepsed started shaking uncontolably and massive difficalty brething becose my body was shutting itself down im fine now but the doctor said thet it will happen more and last a year nothing they can do about it nothing they can give me why are the just so many things wrong with me i ve never had a girlfrend becouse im to much of an ugley twat who no one could love i now have no more frends who i can see whats the point whats so wrong with me Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
deathnight55 26 Posted October 27, 2011 Tell somebody. Tell your parents, your teachers, the police. No one should be treated like that. Don't do with the bullies around though. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 27, 2011 but thet just makes things worst and its not there falt they have anger problums and i deseve it im just a stupid twat Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Koko 3,944 Posted October 27, 2011 It does not make things worse. It makes things better, and you can only help yourself by telling your parents, teachers or the police. It's going to escalate into something worse if you don't act soon. Don't self loathe. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
deathnight55 26 Posted October 27, 2011 but thet just makes things worst and its not there falt they have anger problums and i deseve it im just a stupid twat No you don't. Well get a restraing order so they can't come anywhere near you. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 28, 2011 but i tried to tell someone and it made it worse Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
deathnight55 26 Posted October 28, 2011 but i tried to tell someone and it made it worse what did you tell them? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 28, 2011 i tried to tell them but they wernt lisaning and they herd me telling on them so they beat me up its not as bad now i only see them on friday at collige and they agnor me most of the time its just mostly the memerese now Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lu Xun 2,069 Posted October 28, 2011 Tell someone that you truly believe. You can't be alone during this situation... Are these guys from your school? Because if they are, it'll be easier to make your parents talk with the headmaster and make them get punished... When they do something, you should ignore them or let them talking alone... But really, you need to tell your mom,dad,grandmother or whoever is responsible for you... If this keeps up for long enough, you'll grow up hating life, and thinking that everyone is bad... and that certainly is not good... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 28, 2011 i dont think any body is bad just me Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lu Xun 2,069 Posted October 28, 2011 Or you'll have a very low self-confidence and think that you aren't really capable of doing anything which is not true. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 28, 2011 i dont what advise to make it stop just what to do with my life to make me feel beter or somthing i dont know Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
deathnight55 26 Posted October 28, 2011 i dont what advise to make it stop just what to do with my life to make me feel beter or somthing i dont know To make if better and to feel better you have to make it stop. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
4Everbee 1,365 Posted October 28, 2011 Call the cops on them! They should really go for jail for this! And tell your mom and dad to! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 28, 2011 ive never met my dad and my mum just gose on about how i cant do anything right and what a disapointment i am they dont care Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
4Everbee 1,365 Posted October 28, 2011 ive never met my dad and my mum just gose on about how i cant do anything right and what a disapointment i am they dont care Yes they do! Just try telling them.If they don't listen then call the cops. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 28, 2011 i dont whant to waste police time just on me Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Oishii 3,987 Posted October 28, 2011 i dont think any body is bad just me That is not true, and you shouldn't think of yourself that way. I know it can be easy to think that way, especially when you have a disability. I grew up with a mental disability too. The worst thing you can do to yourself is to think that your not as good as anyone else. Your head just has some extra hurtles that you have to get over to do things. People like us have to work harder to achieve the same thing as others. But that doesn't make us any less human. We're still people that deserve to be treated like everyone else. If no one you've told don't help, then you need to find someone else who will listen to you. Talk to the principal. Shoot, I would call the police right now. You can stop them. Don't give up thinking that whatever comes is inevitable. Then bad things will happen because you let them happen. But keep reaching out for help. Call the police. These kids are breaking multiple laws that they can be arrested for. You need to be brave and believe in yourself. Things won't get better until you do something about it. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 28, 2011 like i said i dont reely see them any more i just keep on thinking about it Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
4Everbee 1,365 Posted October 28, 2011 i dont whant to waste police time just on me it their job! They will help you,You should just call the cops. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted October 28, 2011 but i dont whant to get them in trouble and they just do it to me it will just make things worse Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted April 18, 2012 plese sombody help all i whant to do i die Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
4Everbee 1,365 Posted April 18, 2012 (edited) plese sombody help all i whant to do i die You have to call the cops.This been going on for a long time I see and it needs to stop. Call the cops or tell your mom!!! And if your not gonna do anything we tell you then it looks like you don't want help Edited April 18, 2012 by 4Everbee Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
axal 0 Posted April 18, 2012 the bullyings stoped now it stoped a couple of weeks ago havent even seen the since Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
4Everbee 1,365 Posted April 18, 2012 the bullyings stoped now it stoped a couple of weeks ago havent even seen the since Then why did you post in the topic saying you still needed help? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites