spenskh89 66 Posted October 4, 2011 Ok, so here it goes. No this is not about me leaving. I'm just needing to get this off my chest. Ok, so being in school along time ago I wasn't the most brightest/good-looking/social type of person. Lol that hasn't changed in real life. I still do get my feelings hurt alot but not as much I use too. I'm not weighed down as much now. I mean I still have terrors of the night at day. But, just not as not much. I sometimes think about past regrets but, I'm beginning to think the past is the past and I can rebuild my future. I'm wanting to start college next year. I want to thank you all who have been my friend even though I thought you hated me. When your just trying to help me. I kinda confuse myself sometimes. I have a goal in mind. I wanna be the coolest person ever. I want to be like this guy I know who is the all-American guy. Plays sports, smart, looks (i can change people(healthywise)), and end up with a partner to help me through some hard times. I'm just asking for your support to help me better myself. In EVERY aspect of my life. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
waytothexdawnx 1,159 Posted October 4, 2011 Sometimes when people are hard on you, and when you're hard on yourself, that means those people and even you see that you have a lot of potential. When people are hard on you, it's because they want to push you to keep being better and not give up because they know you can do it. Even when people seem mean, it's to help you get tough skin and a back bone. So sometimes it's just a bit of "tough love." I've learned that the hard way lol I understand exactly where you're coming from. I'm in the same boat. I'm trying to get a goob job, trying to go to college and just better myself all around so one day I can not only have a job, but a fun career I'll love everyday even when times get hard. "The self" and becoming who you want to be is no easy task or journey, but it is worth it in the long run. I know you can do it, just keep your chin up and keep going! Good luck 1 spenskh89 reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sora2 84 Posted October 4, 2011 just be yourself and CHILLLL.......... all should be good Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Zexion's_Lover_46 76 Posted October 4, 2011 Well, think about what you want. Don't let other people's opinions really sink into you. Sure, it's nice to get some critisism sometimes so that you can improve in your faults but I'm saying don't try and be someone you're not. It's about if YOU want to be the coolest kid ever, not if others want you to be that. You're already cool in my eyes spense. And looks and smarts aren't everything, even though alot of people see it that way. I like you for you weither you're ugly or hot as hell or smart or dumb, I'll still like you. I really love talking with you and I'm glad we're friends. I only wish I could be there for you in real life so I can really support you. But I'm here if you want to talk and, if I'm not online, you can send me a message and I'll respond as soon as I can. You have my support all the way. And I understand what it's like to want to fit in and be with the crowd and people are just pushing you out. I hope everything goes well. And, like I said, I'm here for you if you ever want to talk. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
spenskh89 66 Posted October 5, 2011 I think I'm leaving the forum for awhile. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
earth_angel 73 Posted October 5, 2011 Try to make every moment, as bad as it may seem, a learning moment. You'll always come out the winner. I wish you all the best Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
