Angst Corner

[Paranoia 494]

Alright, this will be a thread that you guys can post the stuff that's been bugging you, that doesn't nessesarily require a full thread.

 

I'll start it off:

 

Lately, I've been feeling like I'm not being as appreciated by the ones I care about, as I used to be. And its not just my friends, its also the people I live with, and even my girlfriend. Yeah, I've been kinda secluding myself away, due to my full-time job, but when I try to be noticed, it just phases through them.

[RoxSox 3,593]

My family is ignoring me.

My friends are ignoring me too, on my family's behalf.

NOSOCIALLIFE

TEHNOES

[AnsemTheWise 1,114]

Yeah, it's almost like nothing I do is truly appreciated. I spend all day working for other people and what do I get? "Oh, hey".

[Protoman 1,974]

I'm too much of a shut in to get appreciation.

CURSE MY SOCIAL AWKWARDNESS!

Gah, it's too easy to be a lonely person.

[Paranoia 494]

@ Venny: Shut-ins ftw.

Srsly, all i do is work and play xbox. lD

 

But yeah, my angst for today:

I'm getting tired of my roommates getting to constantly see their boyfriend/girlfriends, yet me and my girlfriend live 10 minutes from each other and we only see each other on the weekends. I can't drive, thanks to the wonderful seizures I get, and no one seems to be willing.to even remotely want to help. -le sigh-

[Koko 3,944]

my mom is so stupid oh my god i really want to tell her to shut up for once and think before she talks.

everyday she has to make a comment about my weight.

'STOP EATING TOO MUCH' um mom i stay in my room most of the time online or doing homework and rarely eat. i think you should be worrying about me not eating enough.

'YOU NEED TO LOSE 20 POUNDS BY NEXT MONTH'

'SCREW YOUR HEALTH, I JUST WANT YOU TO LOOK PRETTY BECAUSE I'M SHALLOW AND WANT YOU TO LOOK LIKE A TOOTHPICK LIKE YOUR SISTER'

um mom, yeah thanks for making me feel beautiful.

really, i wouldn't mind all this about my weight if it wasn't for the fact that i'm pretty content with my body and my appearance and i'm as healthy as can be.

oh and then today we were talking about my quince and she says

'maybe by your sister's quince, you'll have a boyfriend. or 2 or 3. but you'll still be a virgin... right?'

can anyone tell me what's wrong with this statement?

not only does she think i'll be one of those girls with like 38423 boyfriends and sleeping with everyone, she also completely ignores the fact that, hey maybe I might have a girlfriend? I mean I told her I was bisexual. And she acts like I /have/ to get married to a guy and I have to have a heterosexual relationship in the end. I mean, what if I end up with a girl? I mean, even right now I have a girlfriend and I'm afraid to tell her because she'd probably start crying and begging me to break up with her and find a cute guy and etc.

she's so... ugh.

[Paranoia 494]

my mom is so stupid oh my god i really want to tell her to shut up for once and think before she talks.

everyday she has to make a comment about my weight.

'STOP EATING TOO MUCH' um mom i stay in my room most of the time online or doing homework and rarely eat. i think you should be worrying about me not eating enough.

'YOU NEED TO LOSE 20 POUNDS BY NEXT MONTH'

'SCREW YOUR HEALTH, I JUST WANT YOU TO LOOK PRETTY BECAUSE I'M SHALLOW AND WANT YOU TO LOOK LIKE A TOOTHPICK LIKE YOUR SISTER'

um mom, yeah thanks for making me feel beautiful.

really, i wouldn't mind all this about my weight if it wasn't for the fact that i'm pretty content with my body and my appearance and i'm as healthy as can be.

oh and then today we were talking about my quince and she says

'maybe by your sister's quince, you'll have a boyfriend. or 2 or 3. but you'll still be a virgin... right?'

can anyone tell me what's wrong with this statement?

not only does she think i'll be one of those girls with like 38423 boyfriends and sleeping with everyone, she also completely ignores the fact that, hey maybe I might have a girlfriend? I mean I told her I was bisexual. And she acts like I /have/ to get married to a guy and I have to have a heterosexual relationship in the end. I mean, what if I end up with a girl? I mean, even right now I have a girlfriend and I'm afraid to tell her because she'd probably start crying and begging me to break up with her and find a cute guy and etc.

she's so... ugh.

 

For the past, Iunno, 5 or so years, I've lived by the fact that as long as you truly are happy with yourself, then everything else is just white noise.

[Eterna 274]

My fiancé won't have sex with me.

 

I'm slightly annoyed.

[Cricket 1,180]

@Eterna - take action!!!! >8D

 

My angst for the day:

 

I'm going on vacation today with my boyfriend and his family, but I've been having serious health issues and will have to pretend like everything is fine on the trip. I'm also being checked for cancer and got like 985934859342 tons of blood taken yesterday and having miniature brain shocks/seizures. Doctors dunno what's going on with me and nor do I, which is quite annoying and scary. Anyway, I can't move to fast, turn around, or exert myself too much for fear of fainting (no sex FUUUUUUUUUUU), yay.......

[Haruhime 6]

But yeah, my angst for today:

I'm getting tired of my roommates getting to constantly see their boyfriend/girlfriends, yet me and my girlfriend live 10 minutes from each other and we only see each other on the weekends. I can't drive, thanks to the wonderful seizures I get, and no one seems to be willing.to even remotely want to help. -le sigh-

 

This.

[Rizzyy 736]

Mine is everytime I have an exam I have no homework (not the problem) then I say to my parents I have no homework (not the problem) and yet they send me to my tutor (who is a fat pig) and since I have no homework I can't doing any work so then when my parents pick me up they find out that I did do any work and they're like "we r paying ur tutor $15 a hour and u don't do anything!!!" And I get so pissed that they cant f***ing listen that I feel like punching them in the face!!!!

[Space Cowboy 1,392]

I act an ass in Spanish, and my assholishness has now turned on me. My Spanish II teacher is trying his hardest to fail me because I've made his class a living hell for him. If he succeeds, my summer is screwed, and so are my hopes for college.

[Paranoia 494]

I'm finding people more and more boring everyday. The only exciting person I'm know is my girlfriend, and we still don't see each other much. I don't know what to do, its really starting to bother me, as I used to like being in the same company as other people.