Guest Twisted Enigma Posted April 10, 2011 i just can't take it anymore, nothing makes sense, i just don't see the point in living in a world where your friends from the day before just all ignore you, and in a world where your mental heath makes you much more depressed than other kid and other kids make fun at you for being who you are, it just is all too much, although it may not seem like a lot,it is to me, and i draw blood and cry wishing i would just disapear. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ObsidianEagle 103 Posted April 10, 2011 Hmm, you're title is true to the thread. i think a Psychiatrist is the best way to go here, no-one on a forum can help you here. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Twisted Enigma Posted April 11, 2011 Hmm, you're title is true to the thread. i think a Psychiatrist is the best way to go here, no-one on a forum can help you here. thanks bro... i guess. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Zexyon 1 Posted April 11, 2011 That sounds a lot like...me Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Macroxen 32 Posted April 11, 2011 that sounds like FUN!!!!! no not really but no dont. that is bad mojo for me! so dont, or i will rape your dog..... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Zexyon 1 Posted April 11, 2011 Mac is psycho... Don't even kill yourself why can't you just be an emo and wear all black or something thats what i do Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Macroxen 32 Posted April 11, 2011 because emos are stupid. who in their right or left mind would cut them selves to relieve the pain? it doesnt even work. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Zexyon 1 Posted April 11, 2011 Yeah it does smart one. Not like your goth stuff, goths are just not even better to being an emo. You just never had the reason why to do so you goth head Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Zexion's_Lover_46 76 Posted April 11, 2011 This is one of the many reasons why I'm goth. I used to be emo but I feel like I can better express myself as a goth. I go through the same thing so you're not alone. Alot of times, I just want to give up but I realize all the things I haven't gotten to do in life yet. I remember all the people(my mother, stepfather, and basically all my blood relatives) he told me "You can't do ____" or "You're not good enough" and it makes me want to stay in the fight and prove to them that I'm not going to give up and that I'm stronger then what they think I am. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kalnet 1,198 Posted April 11, 2011 Why nothing makes sense? Just because your friends ignored you, doesn't mean you need to suicide. If you keep things to yourself and let everyone make fun of you then you're not strong enough. Be strong and fight it. Why you want to disappear? The reason why you exist in this world is just to disappear again? Think about whats right and not always yourself. open up yourself more. Talk to your friends. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mansex 0 Posted April 11, 2011 who are your friends tell me i will be your personal assassin for free Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Macroxen 32 Posted April 11, 2011 ^ can i tell you a person i want dead? or 15? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mansex 0 Posted April 12, 2011 ^yes i shall kill for you Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Macroxen 32 Posted April 12, 2011 sweet! lez do it! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LionheartXIII 6 Posted April 21, 2011 i just can't take it anymore, nothing makes sense, i just don't see the point in living in a world where your friends from the day before just all ignore you, and in a world where your mental heath makes you much more depressed than other kid and other kids make fun at you for being who you are, it just is all too much, although it may not seem like a lot,it is to me, and i draw blood and cry wishing i would just disapear. Well... first your so call "friends" are loser for treating you like that! Second if these kids make fun of you for being you! then they are ones with a problem! I know how you feel... I've been there myself, to point I tried killing myself... but let me tell you it's not worth it! to end your life... you can't give up! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
zexion/ienzo 52 Posted April 24, 2011 Guess I'll be the serious one here? I've been told my advice is helpful on this topis so here we go... Listen. I don't know you peronally, I don't know you formally, in fact I hardly know you at all. But here's a good reason for why you shouldn't just off yourself. I care. Think about it for a moment. Someone who doesn't know you even on a first name basis cares enough to tell you don't do it. And that's proof right there that you clearly are not useless or always ignored or anything. If your "friends" are ignoring you I think it's time you gave them a reality check to tell them you want to be noticed by asking then to a movie or to hang out. If that's ignored, guess what? It's time to get new friends. As for the cutting and suicide thing in general I know where you're coming from. Really, I do. And I'm not gonna' say it's way to get those feelings away because it's not. As of recent events I myself am feeling really...really upset with myself. But thanks to my friends I know that suicide isn't an option and neither is cutting to make the pain go away. Instead expressing yourself and your need to be noticed through pain do it through clothing. Dress outrageous when your home alone or going to a place where you don't know anyone that would get back at you for doing something so different. Sing your heart out even if you have a bad voice to your favorite song that fit the mood or are upbeat and make you happy. Just don't hurt yourself. I really hope that helps. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LionheartXIII 6 Posted April 25, 2011 The only serious one... and what was my addvice? Gibberish!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Antrium 10 Posted April 25, 2011 I don't know how you feel, but I have a small idea what you must feel from friends and a few personal expriences. All I can say is that don't kill yourself. You are going through a very hard patch in your life and although things seem dark and cruel things will get better. Maybe not today, or tomorrow but one day and when you see that day you will realize all the things that yo have to look forward to. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
zexion/ienzo 52 Posted April 25, 2011 I'm sorry I totally didn't see your reply, I'm sorry D: @LionheartXIII Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LionheartXIII 6 Posted April 25, 2011 I'm sorry I totally didn't see your reply, I'm sorry D: @LionheartXIII LOL! it's OK! but you are right no one really took this thread seriously at all!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
zexion/ienzo 52 Posted April 25, 2011 LOL! it's OK! but you are right no one really took this thread seriously at all!! Yeah. Especially when this person needed real responses to help them Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
LionheartXIII 6 Posted April 26, 2011 IKR!! It's really sad how some people don't even care about other people Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
