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Let's be serious now. Been up all-night. Love the P4 anime. Love BRS. Bored, feel dead and am now depressed. Look, can I say something. It's not rude or against my friends. But I'm afraid! Here are my fears! Can I explain why?

 

Look, there's a negative part of me. It used to tell me things until I trusted my friend. Now I'm afraid my friends don't care about me anymore. Everyone says they do. But I always wonder. I cry sometimes. I'm becoming really fragile and I'm not ready to be hurt anymore. I never hurf anyone. I'm really nice. I say really nice things to my friends and I mean it. I don't say it to be nice, it's also how I feel. But what if my friends find me stupid or annoying? Something... I feel like I'm always different. One of my friends, likes the same games and anime I do. I still feel different though. It's sad. Because that means I must be hurt so much to where I can't even accept the truth. Sometimes I want to die. No joke, this isn't for attention. I used to be suicidal. I don't want to hurt myself, but I want to just disappear. It's scary. I cared and I'm always afraid to post in this topic. I feel like I'll say something to random or crazy and my friends will find me actually crazy and not know I'm just kidding. I always hear by my friends everyday that I'm loved and not alone. But I always say it's not true. I always say I'm happy and everything's fine, but a part of me says it's all lies, everyone hates me and finds me odd. I'm stupid. I'm everything negative. I love the friends I have and I'll go down that path again if something happens. I've never been so close fo people in my life. Having friends is really unusual for me. I've never heard someone call me "shinyuu" or "loved" or "kind". Usually I was just the kid everyone can use. I know you're not using me. But what if you all hate me? I bet by posting this everyone hate me and think I mean it like I hate my friends when I don't. I love my friends to death. I would die for those I'm close with if they were in danger. But there's that fear. It strikes me. I want someone to help me. I always try to help my friends. I tell them to smile and be happy. Why do I care? Why do I love (not like that)? Why do I always cry?

 

(*cries seriously*)

 

Happiness always escapes me. This part of me won't go. But I was told I was someone's "shinyuu" and told by someone else that they "always be my friend until she dies". I believe them, and I WON'T HURT THEM! I PROMISED THEM I CARED ABOUT THEM AND I DO! A LOT! I just am scared! I feel alone and in the shadows...

 

My life sucks regardless of your opinions. That dark side is real. Feel my suffering XONCRON! THE KEY TO THE HEART MUST AWAKEN! (tries to be funny)

 

ASCII ART:

 

Can't on iPhone

 

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Kingdom Hearts

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Edited by keytotheheart

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Let's be serious now. Been up all-night. Love the P4 anime. Love BRS. Bored, feel dead and am now depressed. Look, can I say something. It's not rude or against my friends. But I'm afraid! Here are my fears! Can I explain why?

 

Look, there's a negative part of me. It used to tell me things until I trusted my friend. Now I'm afraid my friends don't care about me anymore. Everyone says they do. But I always wonder. I cry sometimes. I'm becoming really fragile and I'm not ready to be hurt anymore. I never hurf anyone. I'm really nice. I say really nice things to my friends and I mean it. I don't say it to be nice, it's also how I feel. But what if my friends find me stupid or annoying? Something... I feel like I'm always different. One of my friends, likes the same games and anime I do. I still feel different though. It's sad. Because that means I must be hurt so much to where I can't even accept the truth. Sometimes I want to die. No joke, this isn't for attention. I used to be suicidal. I don't want to hurt myself, but I want to just disappear. It's scary. I cared and I'm always afraid to post in this topic. I feel like I'll say something to random or crazy and my friends will find me actually crazy and not know I'm just kidding. I always hear by my friends everyday that I'm loved and not alone. But I always say it's not true. I always say I'm happy and everything's fine, but a part of me says it's all lies, everyone hates me and finds me odd. I'm stupid. I'm everything negative. I love the friends I have and I'll go down that path again if something happens. I've never been so close fo people in my life. Having friends is really unusual for me. I've never heard someone call me "shinyuu" or "loved" or "kind". Usually I was just the kid everyone can use. I know you're not using me. But what if you all hate me? I bet by posting this everyone hate me and think I mean it like I hate my friends when I don't. I love my friends to death. I would die for those I'm close with if they were in danger. But there's that fear. It strikes me. I want someone to help me. I always try to help my friends. I tell them to smile and be happy. Why do I care? Why do I love (not like that)? Why do I always cry?

 

(*cries seriously*)

 

Happiness always escapes me. This part of me won't go. But I was told I was someone's "shinyuu" and told by someone else that they "always be my friend until she dies". I believe them, and I WON'T HURT THEM! I PROMISED THEM I CARED ABOUT THEM AND I DO! A LOT! I just am scared! I feel alone and in the shadows...

 

My life sucks regardless of your opinions. That dark side is real. Feel my suffering XONCRON! THE KEY TO THE HEART MUST AWAKEN!

 

HA! I already know one of the greatest sufferings one can go through.

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Let's be serious now. Been up all-night. Love the P4 anime. Love BRS. Bored, feel dead and am now depressed. Look, can I say something. It's not rude or against my friends. But I'm afraid! Here are my fears! Can I explain why?

 

Look, there's a negative part of me. It used to tell me things until I trusted my friend. Now I'm afraid my friends don't care about me anymore. Everyone says they do. But I always wonder. I cry sometimes. I'm becoming really fragile and I'm not ready to be hurt anymore. I never hurf anyone. I'm really nice. I say really nice things to my friends and I mean it. I don't say it to be nice, it's also how I feel. But what if my friends find me stupid or annoying? Something... I feel like I'm always different. One of my friends, likes the same games and anime I do. I still feel different though. It's sad. Because that means I must be hurt so much to where I can't even accept the truth. Sometimes I want to die. No joke, this isn't for attention. I used to be suicidal. I don't want to hurt myself, but I want to just disappear. It's scary. I cared and I'm always afraid to post in this topic. I feel like I'll say something to random or crazy and my friends will find me actually crazy and not know I'm just kidding. I always hear by my friends everyday that I'm loved and not alone. But I always say it's not true. I always say I'm happy and everything's fine, but a part of me says it's all lies, everyone hates me and finds me odd. I'm stupid. I'm everything negative. I love the friends I have and I'll go down that path again if something happens. I've never been so close fo people in my life. Having friends is really unusual for me. I've never heard someone call me "shinyuu" or "loved" or "kind". Usually I was just the kid everyone can use. I know you're not using me. But what if you all hate me? I bet by posting this everyone hate me and think I mean it like I hate my friends when I don't. I love my friends to death. I would die for those I'm close with if they were in danger. But there's that fear. It strikes me. I want someone to help me. I always try to help my friends. I tell them to smile and be happy. Why do I care? Why do I love (not like that)? Why do I always cry?

 

(*cries seriously*)

 

Happiness always escapes me. This part of me won't go. But I was told I was someone's "shinyuu" and told by someone else that they "always be my friend until she dies". I believe them, and I WON'T HURT THEM! I PROMISED THEM I CARED ABOUT THEM AND I DO! A LOT! I just am scared! I feel alone and in the shadows...

 

My life sucks regardless of your opinions. That dark side is real. Feel my suffering XONCRON! THE KEY TO THE HEART MUST AWAKEN! (tries to be funny)

 

ASCII ART:

 

Can't on iPhone

 

_______________________________________

Kingdom Hearts

_______________________________________

 

Time to inject happiness into you:

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0-2lzA7_Cg&feature=related

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I feel so frozen. I need warmth. Death ends sorrow for me, but may start sorrow for others who cared. :(

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I feel so frozen. I need warmth. Death ends sorrow for me, but may start sorrow for others who cared. :(

 

Watch *cough* you know what *cough*

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Let's be serious now. Been up all-night. Love the P4 anime. Love BRS. Bored, feel dead and am now depressed. Look, can I say something. It's not rude or against my friends. But I'm afraid! Here are my fears! Can I explain why?

 

Look, there's a negative part of me. It used to tell me things until I trusted my friend. Now I'm afraid my friends don't care about me anymore. Everyone says they do. But I always wonder. I cry sometimes. I'm becoming really fragile and I'm not ready to be hurt anymore. I never hurf anyone. I'm really nice. I say really nice things to my friends and I mean it. I don't say it to be nice, it's also how I feel. But what if my friends find me stupid or annoying? Something... I feel like I'm always different. One of my friends, likes the same games and anime I do. I still feel different though. It's sad. Because that means I must be hurt so much to where I can't even accept the truth. Sometimes I want to die. No joke, this isn't for attention. I used to be suicidal. I don't want to hurt myself, but I want to just disappear. It's scary. I cared and I'm always afraid to post in this topic. I feel like I'll say something to random or crazy and my friends will find me actually crazy and not know I'm just kidding. I always hear by my friends everyday that I'm loved and not alone. But I always say it's not true. I always say I'm happy and everything's fine, but a part of me says it's all lies, everyone hates me and finds me odd. I'm stupid. I'm everything negative. I love the friends I have and I'll go down that path again if something happens. I've never been so close fo people in my life. Having friends is really unusual for me. I've never heard someone call me "shinyuu" or "loved" or "kind". Usually I was just the kid everyone can use. I know you're not using me. But what if you all hate me? I bet by posting this everyone hate me and think I mean it like I hate my friends when I don't. I love my friends to death. I would die for those I'm close with if they were in danger. But there's that fear. It strikes me. I want someone to help me. I always try to help my friends. I tell them to smile and be happy. Why do I care? Why do I love (not like that)? Why do I always cry?

 

(*cries seriously*)

 

Happiness always escapes me. This part of me won't go. But I was told I was someone's "shinyuu" and told by someone else that they "always be my friend until she dies". I believe them, and I WON'T HURT THEM! I PROMISED THEM I CARED ABOUT THEM AND I DO! A LOT! I just am scared! I feel alone and in the shadows...

 

My life sucks regardless of your opinions. That dark side is real. Feel my suffering XONCRON! THE KEY TO THE HEART MUST AWAKEN! (tries to be funny)

 

ASCII ART:

 

Can't on iPhone

 

_______________________________________

Kingdom Hearts

_______________________________________

 

 

Seems like you need a friend? http://kh13.com/forum/public/style_emoticons/default/happy.png I've dealt with some really bad, I mean, REALLY, bad times too. If you want to...I could help. I've been bullied for a good 3/4 of my life. If you want somebody to help ya out, whether it be cookies and hugs to coming to wherever you are and taking a baseball bat to whoever's messing with your life, I'm there.

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