The Transcendent Key 12,109 Posted May 10, 2012 Honey, I'm so sorry that I wasn't responding, my stupid internet shut me off from the site a lot of frickin times. I sent you a pm, I sent you and email, and I even called you on your sister's phone, just to make sure you wouldn't worry! Honey I'm so sorry for making you worry! And I'm so sorry if I got you into any kind of trouble. Babe I love you and I'm so sorry!!!!! I love you!!!!!! *kisses you and hugs you* :'( BABE I LOVE YOU, AND IM SO SORRY IF I MADE YOU WORRY!!!!!! HONEY I LOVE YOU!!!!! IM REALLY SORRY BUT I GTG! Bye babe :'( Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Damion Strife 130 Posted May 10, 2012 That...is a good guy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Junko 2,815 Posted May 10, 2012 The reason I was upset is because I'm becoming homeless and my sister didn't have a birthday. There! It's also because I'm so scared, so shy, and so nervous. I feel ignored and I feel like everyone is upset. I hate my life! Sorry, there was no other place to vent. I know everyone thought it was odd, but I had no other way to say it. It's OK, I'm not cool enough to even have friends... IMO CAKE! Just give me cake, oh and Gumi, can I have a drink too? I'm sorry! Everyone can hate me! OK?... sure and im sorry to hear that. Life will get better at some point Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 Think of stuff you can sell like Old games old clothes old toys your other sister Well, I'll have a place. But it'll be with my mom's friend, who has bad kids. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Damion Strife 130 Posted May 10, 2012 Don't let them change you! You're a good person! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 I guess I'll just talk to my friends... Do you want me to make something for any of you? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Junko 2,815 Posted May 10, 2012 Hmmmmm, i have nothing in mind. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 (edited) On this day, Wednesday, May 9. We all changed. All of us became upset, faced problems, felt empty, were scared, confused. On this day, this thread turned for the worst. Everyone left, and loneliness awakened. Why? To everyone! I'm sorry! I know I screwed up. On this day: ami left because she was grounded xSorawuver lost two close friends and felt empty Austin Jake Tantico felt scared and didn't know what to do Gumi had to study for her final exams keytotheheart, afraid of losing his friends faced social anxiety because he is shy and afraid. He was afraid to lose ami and xSorawuver because he was told their is no friendship On this day, everything changed, from a happy family, to a sad group of people looking for hope and existence in the world. Trust has been broken, friends may be lost, lives have changed and sorrow is approaching. This was the end of all of us. No matter how many times they apologize, they all feel ignored and alone. Will anyone talk to me tomorrow? Austin, Wuver, ami?... Will we be happy again?... What happened?... Why do I and all of us feel alone?... Why is everyone ignoring me when I fell alone, empty and ignored just as much as all of you do?... I'm being serious! Let's make a promise! To always, no matter what, never lose each other to our fears, worries and problems. A promise to always be a friend or family no matter where we are! I don't want to be alone anymore, and neither do any of you. Let's do this! I join the Order of the X-Blade and make this promise! Edited May 10, 2012 by keytotheheart 1 FireRubies1 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 (edited) I miss all of our friendships! All of our randomness! All of our laughing! All of our moments! All the times we had fun being us! We all change! I guess this just means I failed... Everyone is allowed to be upset! But our friendships were special. Like we were family. I was a horrible shinyuu, a horrible son, a horrible teacher, a horrible friend. We all drifted apart and it's over, isn't it? This thread lost its touch. ami left! Why? Because of dad, Dark Sora? WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING IN ONE DAY? I... I CAN'T DO THIS! Please! SOMEONE BE MY FRIEND! Wuver, I lost my close friend today too. I guess we really are alike. I didn't lose you! Never! I lost ami because of Dark Sora. It's over! RANDOMNESS BEGIN! PERSONA! Edited May 10, 2012 by keytotheheart Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 (edited) You know what? Let's forget about this day and turn a new page! Let's bring back our craziness and be random, let's just be us! Who else agrees with me? FOREVER RANDOM! Edited May 10, 2012 by keytotheheart Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lexa Infinite 141 Posted May 10, 2012 I miss all of our friendships! All of our randomness! All of our laughing! All of our moments! All the times we had fun being us! We all change! I guess this just means I failed... Everyone is allowed to be upset! But our friendships were special. Like we were family. I was a horrible shinyuu, a horrible son, a horrible teacher, a horrible friend. We all drifted apart and it's over, isn't it? This thread lost its touch. ami left! Why? Because of dad, Dark Sora? WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING IN ONE DAY? I... I CAN'T DO THIS! Please! SOMEONE BE MY FRIEND! Wuver, I lost my close friend today too. I guess we really are alike. I didn't lose you! Never! I lost ami because of Dark Sora. It's over! RANDOMNESS BEGIN! PERSONA! Hey, I'm about to put something in my sig, but I want to scream to all of you first and you had better read it: IF ANYONE NEEDS A FRIEND, MESSAGE ME, OKAY? I AM ALWAYS, I REPEAT, ALWAYS UP TO HELPING PEOPLE OUT. LOYALTY IS ONE OF MY NUMBER ONE PRIORITIES. SO, PLEASE, IF YOU HAVE PROBLEMS, SEND ME A MESSAGE. I WILL BE THERE. http://kh13.com/forum/public/style_emoticons/default/happy.png Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 (edited) NO! TODAY I WILL HELP MY FRIENDS! I WILL HELP WUVER AND AUSTIN! I DON'T CARE! I KNOW HOW TO HELP THEM. I KNOW WHAT THEY'VE BEEN THROUGH! I REALLY DO! I'VE EXPERIENCED IT A LOT! PLEASE EVERYONE, BELIEVE ME! HOW MUCH MORE DO I HAVE TO CRY? HOW MUCH MORE SHOULD I FEEL EMPTY AND ALONE? JUST PLEASE, LET ME HELP MY FRIENDS! I KNOW! I DO! ON CHAT, I WILL HELP THEM LIKE I DID AMI! I KNOW HOW TO HEAL AND TO HELP PEOPLE COPE! I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING NO AND THAT I'M INCAPABLE! I CAN DO IT! MY DIRGE TO HELP MY BEST FRIENDS COMES IN AT THIS TIME! ON CHAT I WILL HELP THEM! I'M NOT GOING TO HEAR THE WORD NO ANYMORE! AND DON'T SAY I SHOULDN'T CARE! WHY SHOULD SHE CARE THEN? JUST LET ME IN! I WANT TO HELP! I'M NOT CRAZY, I'M JUST HURT! Edited May 10, 2012 by keytotheheart Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 10, 2012 Today is going to be legendary! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 (edited) Today is going to be legendary! HELL YES! Edited May 10, 2012 by keytotheheart Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FireRubies1 1,325 Posted May 10, 2012 AMI! o3o Hey gurl hey 1 Kirie reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 ... Emptiness hurts! I was scared... Scared to lose Wuver! Scared to lose ami! Scared to lose my friends! It ruined me. I'm such a horrible friend. I wanted to care, because I was a true friend and when I heard of all of this I snapped. I love you... I CAN'T DO THIS! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 (edited) Stop being hurt everyone! OUR RANDOMNESS MUST COME BACK! STOP! FEEL BETTER! WE ARE ALL NOT ALONE! I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL WHEN YOU GET HOME! JUST PLEASE, TRUST AND BELIEVE AND ME! I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE SAD! RAGE GETS IN MY HEART! I START FREAKING OUT! WE ARE THE ORDER! Kingdom Hearts BROUGHT US HERE! WAKE UP! LOOK AT YOUR TRUE FRIEND! YOUR SHINYUU! YOUR SON! YOUR TEACHER! We all can't fight forever! Let's be crazy! Let's be random! Let's be ourselves! Stop crying, I will help you get over it! I helped ami! NOW! I LOVE YOU TO DEATH WITH ALL MY HEART! I'm not going to let this tear us apart everyone! I'm not going to! firetruck LIFE! We all just need to stick together! Now, let's do this! Let's just be us! ~Ryan Kingdom Hearts! Let me in, don't ignore me! We can talk this all out! My dear friends! Edited May 10, 2012 by keytotheheart Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kirie 3,489 Posted May 10, 2012 Dark sora if your reading this....You are my enemy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FireRubies1 1,325 Posted May 10, 2012 Ruh roh ami, don't be sad I want our friendship circle to be invincible like it was before I can help kill Dark Sora for you 1 Ryan reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 (edited) Ruh roh ami, don't be sad I want our friendship circle to be invincible like it was before I can help kill Dark Sora for you don't be sad I want our friendship circle to be invincible like it was before SO TRUE! Not even kidding! We need to be true friends again! Thank you Austin Jake Tantico! You're right! See, everyone will ignore me because I'm me. Thank you, this is what I mean. Not being sarcastic. You're the most important, I'm just an empty shadow with nothing. Even though we say the same, our words are listened to by different people! You're the best! I ACTUALLY MEANT THAT! NO SARCASM! I MEAN IT! I'm saying since he's not ignored and cared about unlike me, you'll listen and understand. No sarcasm meant at all. I understand, I'm nothing. So his words are more important, not balanced. Austin, Wuver, I shall talk to both of you. I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE AND NOT PART OF YOUR FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE! I'M REALLY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING INCLUDING MY LONG POSTS AND RANTS OF CRAZINESS AND RANDOMNESS! REALLY! Edited May 10, 2012 by keytotheheart Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Weedanort 8,786 Posted May 10, 2012 http-~~-//youtu.be/MlMe3vlICXE PREVIEW VIDEO! Recorded with Camtasia Studio/Fraps with PCSX2 HELL YEAH! THERE'S FROGS IN PARIS JINGLE BELLS, HAM AND CHEESE THERE'S FROGS IN PARIS JINGLE BELLS, HAM AND CHEESE SEPHIROTH! 1 Ryan reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 I like being your friends. Wuver, ami, and Austin. We can all just get along. We're alike in many ways and have gone through really bad things for our age and are confused and feel alone and empty sometimes. Let's just be friends! Fighting and worrying won't help us! Let's do this! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 10, 2012 Look, I've been crazy because I was scared, nervous and shy to talk to my friends and I was scared because of all of the drama that has been happening, so I didn't want to make it seem worse. I'm really sorry! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
