Ryan 188 Posted May 2, 2012 it doesn't matter... my life sucks anyway... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 2, 2012 it doesn't matter... my life sucks anyway... There is always a way to make it better. Just remember to follow the light and keep a strong heart. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FireRubies1 1,325 Posted May 2, 2012 it doesn't matter... my life sucks anyway... DON'T BE SAD!!I KNOW I IGNORED SOME POSTS BUT THEY WERE JUST TOO LONG, AND I'M LAZY, AND HATE READING ON SCREENS BUT I SHAN'T IGNORE YOU Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 2, 2012 (edited) OMG I KNOW IMA GO MAKE A FLIPNOTE ANIMATION NOO RYAN-SHINYUU UR NOT ALONE :< ありがとうございます アリー親友 I feel dead, even though I'm alive. No one (besides all of you) even care. And Austin, I'll let you love me. I guess... I love all of my friends anyway. Edited May 2, 2012 by keytotheheart Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 2, 2012 (edited) I have never ignored you keytotheheart. Edited May 2, 2012 by Keyblade Master Xoncron Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FireRubies1 1,325 Posted May 2, 2012 ありがとうございます アリー親友 I feel dead, even though I'm alive. No one (besides all of you) even care. And Austin, I'll let you love me. I guess... I love all of my friends anyway. I FEEL LIKE THIS A LOT!!Unfortunately I don't know how I could 'cure' that feeling Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 2, 2012 Friends are the cure. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 2, 2012 (edited) DON'T BE SAD!! I KNOW I IGNORED SOME POSTS BUT THEY WERE JUST TOO LONG, AND I'M LAZY, AND HATE READING ON SCREENS BUT I SHAN'T IGNORE YOU That's not it. That's normal. I don't mind. I always feel left out, you could of read everything, I always feel like I'm left out and alone. It's normal, at least in my life were I'm told to expect everything. If I tell my mom I get told something else. So, you didn't read what I wrote? That's not it. I feel like I don't exist. It's normal for me. I always say I'm happy and everything's fine, but no, it's not like that. I know you're all my friends, and I don't think otherwise. Friends forever! I said that you're my family, all of you on this topic are like my family. It's just I'm not used to having many friends. I'm shy in a way... Reading things doesn't change anything. And me feeling alone has nothing to do with any of you. It's me actually. And as Xoncron said, it's friends that cure all. Edited May 2, 2012 by keytotheheart Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 2, 2012 We have really gotten very serious on this thread instead of just posting random stuff like we normally do. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FireRubies1 1,325 Posted May 2, 2012 That's not it. That's normal. I don't mind. I always feel left out, you could of read everything, I always feel like I'm left out and alone. It's normal, at least in my life were I'm told to expect everything. If I tell my mom I get told something else. So, you didn't read what I wrote? That's not it. I feel like I don't exist. It's normal for me. I always say I'm happy and everything's fine, but no, it's not like that. I know you're all my friends, and I don't think otherwise. Friends forever! I said that you're my family, all of you on this topic are like my family. It's just I'm not used to having many friends. I'm shy in a way... Reading things doesn't change anything. And me feeling alone has nothing to do with any of you. It's me actually. And as Xoncron said, it's friends that cure all. I swear that's just like me... except I never open up to my family. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't exist and I don't deserve happiness. Then my friends make me laugh too much. ( I almost choked on milk today) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 2, 2012 I love this topic. It's literally my favorite topic on the entire forums because my best friends are on it and I've met some great people like Sorawuver, ami, Austin, Xoncron, Gumi, and all. (Especially Sorawuver and ami. They're awesome!) But usually I never had too many friends growing up and no one usually is nice to me, calls me shinyuu, or cares and worries. I care too, seriously. I never lie about things like that. I love my friends, forever. I just want to be happy as well. And I'm going to be happy. None of you have to change. It's just that out of everyone in my life, no one has made me as happy as all of you on this very topic. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 2, 2012 (has no idea how to respond to Austin's post) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Wuver 920 Posted May 2, 2012 I swear that's just like me... except I never open up to my family. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't exist and I don't deserve happiness. Then my friends make me laugh too much. ( I almost choked on milk today) Same same. o3o Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 2, 2012 We have really gotten very serious on this thread instead of just posting random stuff like we normally do. This is the more serious side of me. Usually on this thread we just joke, like I do. I say random things, but sadly I'm not always like that. This thread is no longer a "last post wins" thread, we just will keep that rule, while posting whatever we'd like. This isn't a forum game more than it's our hangout where we can talk about whatever. I would recommend we don't invite all of the other members as right now we've got the best members here. So, what do you think? ~Ryan I swear that's just like me... except I never open up to my family. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't exist and I don't deserve happiness. Then my friends make me laugh too much. ( I almost choked on milk today) Yeah... My family doesn't really care as much or accept. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FireRubies1 1,325 Posted May 2, 2012 I love this topic. It's literally my favorite topic on the entire forums because my best friends are on it and I've met some great people like Sorawuver, ami, Austin, Xoncron, Gumi, and all. (Especially Sorawuver and ami. They're awesome!) But usually I never had too many friends growing up and no one usually is nice to me, calls me shinyuu, or cares and worries. I care too, seriously. I never lie about things like that. I love my friends, forever. I just want to be happy as well. And I'm going to be happy. None of you have to change. It's just that out of everyone in my life, no one has made me as happy as all of you on this very topic. This site and this thread have made me very happy as well. I never really had friends growing up either... then I got on this site and for some reason I was so hyper and talking to everyone..... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 2, 2012 fgtghfgvZgftv ;.dlk, vsaz bh nkla bnZdsxz kmgvt kmiz fgvtl gthnylde swkmgvtbn mhyd, Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Wuver 920 Posted May 2, 2012 o3o I remember I told my mom that everyone hated me and she laughed at me and told me if I was okay (if I was crazy or something o3o) >< Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
darkchaser 788 Posted May 2, 2012 I love this topic. It's literally my favorite topic on the entire forums because my best friends are on it and I've met some great people like Sorawuver, ami, Austin, Xoncron, Gumi, and all. (Especially Sorawuver and ami. They're awesome!) But usually I never had too many friends growing up and no one usually is nice to me, calls me shinyuu, or cares and worries. I care too, seriously. I never lie about things like that. I love my friends, forever. I just want to be happy as well. And I'm going to be happy. None of you have to change. It's just that out of everyone in my life, no one has made me as happy as all of you on this very topic. yep this is a fun topic Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 2, 2012 See, I am alike as well. Plus, I like the same things as most of you. KH, Persona, all kinds of anime, JRPGs, Japan, Japanese, all of that. I also like to laugh, when I can. Last month, in April, two people helped me face myself. (No this is not Persona 4) There's a dark side within us all. All those bad thoughts you've had, all the times you've been angry, every negative thing, every negative feeling, every time you're sad. It's within us and it came out. I heard my voice talk, but it told me that my friends were all going to go against me and other things. It's crazy, but it happened. SO PLEASE! BE HAPPY! If it happens to my friends, what if I can't help them? Then they'll suffer. Just accept it. It hurts to say you think bad things, but it's true. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 2, 2012 My last post was an attempt to type with my elbows. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kirie 3,489 Posted May 2, 2012 (edited) I feel kinda better i'm back from my slumber. Edited May 2, 2012 by ami Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Wuver 920 Posted May 2, 2012 LOL FAIL XONCRON let me see what happens when i do it with my elbow... ELBOW ATTEMPT: ski ik nanm j tgrfyhijnmg tko yt6ypoe w2iothg myu bne4lkhbo3w fcaqrefully7 suce4ss Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 2, 2012 o3o I remember I told my mom that everyone hated me and she laughed at me and told me if I was okay (if I was crazy or something o3o) >< Why? You're not crazy because people hated you. At least now you know people, including me who don't hate you. When I told my parents that I'm hated they didn't care. But of course, I'm not saying you should hate your mom. Never! She might not of understood. People have changed drastically, she might not understand that people aren't as nice anymore. It's OK! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Keyblade Master Xoncron 499 Posted May 2, 2012 Will one of you guys explain to Lexa why I won't be around for a good part of the day tommorrow if she asks? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ryan 188 Posted May 2, 2012 I feel kinda better i'm back from my slumber. YES! YOU'RE BACK! ARE YOU BETTER AMI-CHAN? Will one of you guys explain to Lexa why I won't be around for a good part of the day tommorrow if she asks? Yes, you'll be gone because you have something important to do involving school right? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
