Last Post Wins!

[Javelin434 3,164]

 

Hey Dawn.

 

You asked for it.

 

Don't want it to be personal? Public, it is.

 

Posted Yesterday, 06:12 AM

I don't care....I have to post how I feel about being 'told off' about the riku posting. *sigh*;

 

 

Javelin434: hello

Me: slh told me no one likes me talking about riku anymore...

Me: is that true?

Me: ;_;

Me: like, even in the games board...

Javelin434: Now why the hell would that person say that

Me: i might actually concider leaving the forum over that if i cant talk about riku without too much guilt that it could be 'hurting' other people

Me: its boring if i cant talk about him at least a little anyways

Me: i duno

Me: slh is kinda mean...

Javelin434: Personally, I find it funny when you fangirl

Me: i hope a lot of people do

Me: or at least arent bothere by it ;-;

Me: just cuz HE is maybe doesnt give him the right to talk for other people

Javelin434: I think only SLH is annoyed

Javelin434: and is BSing on the rest

Me: now im scared mensioning riku at all will make me a bad person or a bully

Javelin434: that's what I'm thinking

Me: i hope ur right...

Javelin434: Bully is out of the question

Me: i dont think my fangirling was hurting anyone

Me: it is?

Javelin434: SLH is being a bully by definition

Me: ah

Me: makes sesne

Me: *sense

Me: he's basicly making me wanna leave kh13 forever over what he said

Me: im not gonna keep my fandom to a stupid club  -_-

Me: all kh fans should b allowed to enjoy this place. period

Javelin434: Don't be intimidated by that person

Me: no one else even likes the riku fanclub much. its boring to not be able to express yourself...

Me: thnx....

Me: *hugs*

Me: im glad i told someone about this

Me:

Javelin434: Though this is disturbing news

Javelin434: how did SLH call you out?

Me: very disturbing

Me: just cuz i expressed my aggony that people were talking about naruto and ignoring my princess posts

Javelin434: by chatroom or forum? If chatroom, I hope you saved the chat

Me: by forum

Javelin434: Where?

Me: worst is i was simply past my limits in agony about gender stuff and 'nice' people seeming to like violence over peace....

Me: i'll show u

Me: http://kh13.com/forum/...-2002

Me: yes, i was being dramatic. but im really in pain over this kind of thing

Me: i was oversheltered all my life too...

Me: he hasnt any freakin idea

Javelin434: I can understand the sensitivity

Me: doesnt he sound mean and insencitive?

Me: trying to make me look mean when its his own additude he should be focussing on

Me:

Me: its not like people cant just chose to ignore it when i mension riku

Javelin434: Well it's buried in the pages so...

Javelin434: Hmmm...

Javelin434: Naw. don't feel bad

Javelin434: if people can talk about naruto

Javelin434: then what's to stop you from talking about Riku?

Me: your right

Javelin434: Same goes to me about Kairi although I keep it suppressed because I'm used to doing that

Me: plus....fangirling over riku is if anything glorifying the sweetness of being in love

Me:

Javelin434: That was unnecessary on that person's part

Javelin434: What the hell

Me: what do u usually post about on the forum?

Me: i know...

Me: he was basicly saying im not allowed to be upset about girliness being ditched, either

Me: that IS bullying...

Javelin434: It it could help, just ignore SLH and that post

Javelin434: And consider getting that PLUSHIE

Me: i mean, dont claim the idea as true but the idea that a sweet, innocent little child who loves princesses could grow into a violent psychopath and possably by SUCH A MASS AMOUNT by definition is scary enouth to make anyone suisidal really

Me: but hopefully its not the truth at all and girly girls arent violent or psychopathic, even if unfriendlyness can be a trait....

Me: slh i remember now did admit he was being mean to me

Me: but i was too heart broken over princessnamine's drama to really understand what was going on...

Me: (we were a bit of a couple)

Me: but, yea, i wanna add him to my ignore list

Me: no one should make me feel bad about my fangirling...

Javelin434: Yeah, do that then

Me: espesally when the world upsets me more than enouth as it possably is (from what i heard..)

Me:

Me: thnx

Javelin434: yeah sorry to hear that

Me: hi

Me: its not like its easy to just fangirl on a freewebs page;

Me: http://kawaiiwaiiku.webs.com/

 

Me: tho i may try to update a lot

 

Me: im glad its still okay for me to make posts about riku...

 

Me: ;-;

 

Me: with my mental illnesses its hard for me to post about stuff like flowers and bunnies a lot and not just think 'princesses princesses unescapable darkness and pain' afterwards...

 

Javelin434: Yeah just forget what SLH said

Me: tho im trying to get rid of that state of mind and honey helps

 

Me: i will

 

Me: thank you

 

Me: im gonna save this whole convo 

 

Javelin434: ......

Me: thnx again..

Javelin434: wait why?

Me: Honey-sempai i mean the character in my sig

 

Me: likes cute things cuz they are 'sweet'

 

Me: he helps me see past the little girls/darkness thing better...

 

Javelin434: No, as in why save this conversation?

Me: in case i forget what u said and need to read it again

 

 

Me: tho hopefully i wont

 

Me: (i save all convos for this reason. luckily i never seem to need to re-read them nowdays but i still concider it a good idea just to be safe)

Javelin434: you can post it on the "Share chat logs" thread for online storage

Me: wont slh get mad?

Javelin434: I did with your fangirling and plushie conversation

Me: awwwww

Me:

 

Me: actually its a good idea

 

Me: then i'll kno no one cares about my fangirling...okay.....i'll do it

 

Me: and im ready to leave kh13....if things turn ugly

 

Me: im going on another new medication soon anyways

Javelin434: It won't

Me:  

Edited by ~DawnStar2004~, Yesterday, 06:15 AM.

 

 

Did you really need to do that? I tried to help you, and this is how you say thanks?

 

And we had all the right to talk about Naruto. You filled up dozens of pages with Riku. We only fill less than 2, and you flip out.

 

And after this post, honestly, feel free to block me, because I'm extremely pissed with this post. Same for Javelin. Never chatted with him, but after this, I honeslty see that he's a douche.

 

Oh, btw.

 

GUYS.HATE.

 

Mad? That's how mad I am right now.

What a very interesting turn of events. It seems the conversation has been declassified. 

 

Anywho, I tried to maintain a sense of neutrality throughout the conversation. Jumping to conclusions is quite possibly the worst thing anyone can do while trying to rectify problems or get a clear picture on. Read it again if you must and know this: I only got ONE SIDE of the story. However, as arguments go, "there must be two to tango" so to speak. There is no "I'm right, you're wrong" state of mind for me, however that post of calling her out was disturbing in terms of straight-forwardness.

 

If you really did try to help, post the chat log or link to the conversation. That will help give a "full picture" as to what went down.

 

Ban me/block me if you wish, I just want to get this out there. Also: "Same for Javelin. Never chatted with him, but after this, I honeslty see that he's a douche." Would you mind clarifying as to why I am? It would be nice to know.

Edited May 28, 2013 by Javelin434

[Firaga 5,947]

I just noticed that the page count is one number away from being the same as the year we're in right now. :mellow:

[Weiss 8,279]

[Weedanort 8,786]

What a very interesting turn of events. It seems the conversation has been declassified. 

Anywho, I tried to maintain a sense of neutrality throughout the conversation. Jumping to conclusions is quite possibly the worst thing anyone can do while trying to rectify problems or get a clear picture on. Read it again if you must and know this: I only got ONE SIDE of the story. However, as arguments go, "there must be two to tango" so to speak. There is no "I'm right, you're wrong" state of mind for me, however that post of calling her out was disturbing in terms of straight-forwardness.

 

If you really did try to help, post the chat log or link to the conversation. That will help give a "full picture" as to what went down.

 

Ban me/block me if you wish, I just want to get this out there. Also: "Same for Javelin. Never chatted with him, but after this, I honeslty see that he's a douche." Would you mind clarifying as to why I am? It would be nice to know.

 

First, I can't ban you, since I'm a Sectional Moderator.

 

(About the part in negrito): I agree, I was a bit of a hot head lately. Sadly I don't have the chat log between me and Dawn, but I can assure you that I tried to help her.

 

Again, I was being a hot head lately. I called you "douche" without really having reason, and for that I apologize. I'll remove that part from my post, and if Warning Points were still around, I'd assure you that I'd get one for this.

 

 

SLH... Could we not do this? You both have your points, but, its not the time for arguments... Look, I know what you mean, but I also get where Dawn is coming from. In an argument where the sides are about even, no one wins. Can we just not argue? You're the mod here: you gotta show you have a bit of a-and I hate this word-mature mindset. If you wanna yell at me for this, come at me, but I don't want Dawn to get hurt and leave, or something to happen...

 

I'm not gonna yell at you, and I don't want to. It's just a bit frustrating that when I want to moderate my section, most of the posts are Riku related. I'd like a bit of variation. Because that's Forum Games, we come here to relax and see variation.

 

Try to be in my side of view.

 

You get home after an exhausting session of non-stop Maths and Chemistry (Which I have tremendous difficulties), and I can only moderate after my dad leaves the living room (which is very late), and my mom keeps pressuring me to leave the computer, so I have little to no time to moderate. And when I do, it's mostly about Riku. And it pisses me off, and makes me almost not want to moderate.

 

Again, I've been a hot head lately, and I'm sorry if I offended anyone.

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First, I can't ban you, since I'm a Sectional Moderator.

 

(About the part in negrito): I agree, I was a bit of a hot head lately. Sadly I don't have the chat log between me and Dawn, but I can assure you that I tried to help her.

 

Again, I was being a hot head lately. I called you "douche" without really having reason, and for that I apologize. I'll remove that part from my post, and if Warning Points were still around, I'd assure you that I'd get one for this.

 

 

 

I'm not gonna yell at you, and I don't want to. It's just a bit frustrating that when I want to moderate my section, most of the posts are Riku related. I'd like a bit of variation. Because that's Forum Games, we come here to relax and see variation.

 

Try to be in my side of view.

 

You get home after an exhausting session of non-stop Maths and Chemistry (Which I have tremendous difficulties), and I can only moderate after my dad leaves the living room (which is very late), and my mom keeps pressuring me to leave the computer, so I have little to no time to moderate. And when I do, it's mostly about Riku. And it pisses me off, and makes me almost not want to moderate.

 

Again, I've been a hot head lately, and I'm sorry if I offended anyone.

I understand. I'm trying to be-in a a way-a bridge for this stuff. If you need help with chemical compounds, I'm a science wiz, so if I don't know how to help initially, I'm a quick learner and good at it as well, so i would happily help you with that, and I understand the parental problems. My mother is constantly yelling at me for being on the computer, although she knows full well I haven't got much to do besides do my job (Which requires a computer for part of it) or be on a forum and being social online (She laughs when i say "Social Online").

 

And I understand you don't wanna have to mod because of Riku, but at the same time, it IS a KH forum. If you go to a site for fans of Sword Art Online, and yell at them for posting what they like on a thread, unless in the rules for the subforum or thread SPICIFILY states they cannot, which is a rule and then is followed by a waring and deletion of a post. Now, I haven't read the rules of this section, but I doubt that it says that someone can't talk about what they like, especially if its KH related. It would be kinda... Odd. Now, I won't say that at times, the multiple post about Riku CAN get irritating, but I deal with it because it's a part of someone, and I won't yell at someone for proudly supporting their fandom since it's a part of them, and is like telling them that they are stupid.

 

It's situations like this that you bust out the "Don't read if you don't like" rule. When I've had a little bit too much of something, or no longer wish to continue a fight, I just ignore the post all together and carry on.

 

Now to Dawnie, you can't get mad or depressed at people for talking about their fandom and not paying attention to a post you make. It can be annoying when you post something and you want to be addressed on it, and are not, but that just means people don't have input on the post or don't quite know what to say. It's a lot easier to talk about something you know about and like than to talk about things you don't know or like. Honestly, I'm not the hugest fan of Riku, so I don't feel like hearing about him 24/7, but that doesn't mean you can't talk about him, just kinda tone it down a little. If I have nothing to add to a post, then I don't reply, and the same could be said for everyone. It makes no sense to post something random that doesn't contribute to the topic at hand just makes it really annoying to the person who started the topic.

 

But at the same time, this is a fan-site for KH, and as such, you have a right to post what you want on one of your favorite people in the series. It's something that is kinda to be expected. So have fun, go nuts, but don't take it too far.

[Javelin434 3,164]

First, I can't ban you, since I'm a Sectional Moderator.

 

(About the part in negrito): I agree, I was a bit of a hot head lately. Sadly I don't have the chat log between me and Dawn, but I can assure you that I tried to help her.

 

Again, I was being a hot head lately. I called you "douche" without really having reason, and for that I apologize. I'll remove that part from my post, and if Warning Points were still around, I'd assure you that I'd get one for this.

 

 

 

I'm not gonna yell at you, and I don't want to. It's just a bit frustrating that when I want to moderate my section, most of the posts are Riku related. I'd like a bit of variation. Because that's Forum Games, we come here to relax and see variation.

 

Try to be in my side of view.

 

You get home after an exhausting session of non-stop Maths and Chemistry (Which I have tremendous difficulties), and I can only moderate after my dad leaves the living room (which is very late), and my mom keeps pressuring me to leave the computer, so I have little to no time to moderate. And when I do, it's mostly about Riku. And it pisses me off, and makes me almost not want to moderate.

 

Again, I've been a hot head lately, and I'm sorry if I offended anyone.

Understandable. And it's good to see you have made education a top priority. 

 

I totally know where you're coming from

OMG Chemistry. I feel for ya. And since it's almost summer, I can only imagine the strain and duress that you're going through. Seriously, study the f**k out of it and ace the exam. Afterwards, watch porn party hard because it is one of the harder courses that you can take. 

 

I don't know if you're required to be on at certain times/all the time when it comes to being a moderator, but with things such as school you might want to consider taking a break from the site until things gets cleared on your end. Maybe afterwards, your parents wouldn't mind you getting on the computer so much since you're done with school (If you live in the US) 

 

There is no need to apologize. After hearing your side of the story, I think I may have to be the one to say sorry around here. Seeing now how I failed to consider taking in your point of view on things [specifically Riku related things as well as other issues], it is painfully clear that I did jump the gun and over-reacted.

After reviewing the page history [1994-2002], there is also that maybe Dawnstar's reaction may have been a bit much, but then again it's just bits and pieces that I'm seeing. Maybe there's something that I'm missing?

 

To Dawnstar in particular:

 

 

Now to Dawnie, you can't get mad or depressed at people for talking about their fandom and not paying attention to a post you make. It can be annoying when you post something and you want to be addressed on it, and are not, but that just means people don't have input on the post or don't quite know what to say. It's a lot easier to talk about something you know about and like than to talk about things you don't know or like. Honestly, I'm not the hugest fan of Riku, so I don't feel like hearing about him 24/7, but that doesn't mean you can't talk about him, just kinda tone it down a little. If [people] have nothing to add to a post, then [people won't] reply, and the same could be said for everyone. It makes no sense to post something random that doesn't contribute to the topic at hand just makes it really annoying to the person who started the topic.

The text in bold. The last thing you want if for clueless people to talk about your favorite character (Believe me. Been through that. Worst. thing. ever) Those who share your uh... passion with him will response to your posts. It's better that way.

[rainbow_pocky 37]

Hey look it's 2012

[Kirie 3,489]

whoah what just happened here guys?

[Junko 2,815]

Hey look it's 2012

lol topic shifted 

 

whoah what just happened here guys?

i have no idea but i guess nobody wants to talk about it any longer O.o

[Weiss 8,279]

Is it 2013 yet

[Kirie 3,489]

lol topic shifted 

 

i have no idea but i guess nobody wants to talk about it any longer O.o

guess this threat will be dead before you know it  unu

[rainbow_pocky 37]

guess this threat will be dead before you know it  unu

THEN I'LL WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Junko 2,815]

mhmm

HAPPY NEW YEAR

[Kirie 3,489]

THEN I'LL WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHO KNOWS

 

 

could be me/shot

[Junko 2,815]

penis fencing!

[Kirie 3,489]

stalkers fapping 

[Anonn0000 3,525]

Oh, okay, I hear you now. I tended to talk about riku a lot cuz I was depressed and had low self esteme, I admit it. It wasn't the Riku posts I wanted responces to, though, just the princess ones.....but that's only cuz i'm confused about people as a whole (in genneral, really, I wanna live on a farm with lots of animals one day, far far away from any human contact. i'm becoming a little too terrified of people and their.....confusingness to me now o_o;;; even if i adore how kind and sweet the people here can be. for what they are worth in all the other catagories, in my eyes....).

 

You can talk about anything you wish, your right, just like me. And there are plenty of people on tumblr I can talk about princesses with, even if I do respond with memes of them here again, I shouldn't expect responces. This isn't a disney princess forum, its a kingdom hearts and gaming forum.....so a lot more of that type of talk is likely to go on. I do hang around here cuz the people are reasonably nice (and never seem to 'put me down' too much), not just cuz I really have a thing for riku (which also no one has to respond to. hopefully it'll be easier to talk about him less as my self esteme rases or at least less on here, anyways. a close friend of mine did start a riku forum yesterday ). And I guess i always liked forums in genneral.....but I never seem to find any active ones about flowers and cutesy things and stuff so much anymore. And Kingdom Hearts interests me.

 

But, like I said, people do seem to like the 'frovious' type stuff i like more over tumblr, anyways. Its not the same as a forum. But I did learn I can 'note' people urls so maybe it might be possable to invite them to my disney princess forum now....assuming, of course, they will join.

 

 

Thank god i'm getting that playstation 1 really soon to hopefully make me online less, cept maybe for my closest friends, as a whole. SLH, espesally, needs a break from me. And I know i've gotten awfully repetitive in the past and i'm kinda.....different from a lot of other people here Its kind of funny how I can seem so well liked and fit in so well around here. But somehow it was possable.

 

 

I'm actually afraid of other forums over how other people treated me over my girliness and stuff on them, anyways....irronically, forums like about pokemon and stuff which i guess are more 'cute' orriented and thus i'd maybe fit in better interest wise (i really love pokemon anyways).

 

Ahh, humans. They frighten me more and more everyday with how......complicated they are for me to deal with. >_<;; And how moody they can get.

 

 

Its nice to know forums aren't my only interest as a whole. I am, in fact, into video games a bit but not really a lot of the hard core, violent-ish ones. I just tend to need more game systums cuz I get bored a lot. Boredom often causes me to go on forums. I'd watch anime, but, nah, i never seem to be able to sit still enouth......unless it was my brother's idea or something. Likely because i rather have another person by my side anyways as I watch something anyways. I rather not feel too ill over what I do not understand.

 

 

Its nice I have stuff like Riku and pokemon in my life to make the dark things.....a little more tollerable.

 

I appoligize for such a long post. Just sorta.....sorting things out a bit.

 

 

I'm very glad slh is cooling off now. I never ment to upset him. And, yes, sadly, I have overactive concience issues and felt I didn't deserve to have any dreams over what happoned, during my nap soon after reading his posts......No, the concience issues have nothing to do with being abused as a child, I was actually treated very kindly.

 

I guess, I just have a strong erge to return the kindness i've been shown. But it's went too far due to confusion with my aspergers and stuff, causing me to feel guilt rather strongly and stuff.....

 

Post ends now.

[Weedanort 8,786]

I understand. I'm trying to be-in a a way-a bridge for this stuff. If you need help with chemical compounds, I'm a science wiz, so if I don't know how to help initially, I'm a quick learner and good at it as well, so i would happily help you with that, and I understand the parental problems. My mother is constantly yelling at me for being on the computer, although she knows full well I haven't got much to do besides do my job (Which requires a computer for part of it) or be on a forum and being social online (She laughs when i say "Social Online").

 

And I understand you don't wanna have to mod because of Riku, but at the same time, it IS a KH forum. If you go to a site for fans of Sword Art Online, and yell at them for posting what they like on a thread, unless in the rules for the subforum or thread SPICIFILY states they cannot, which is a rule and then is followed by a waring and deletion of a post. Now, I haven't read the rules of this section, but I doubt that it says that someone can't talk about what they like, especially if its KH related. It would be kinda... Odd. Now, I won't say that at times, the multiple post about Riku CAN get irritating, but I deal with it because it's a part of someone, and I won't yell at someone for proudly supporting their fandom since it's a part of them, and is like telling them that they are stupid.

 

It's situations like this that you bust out the "Don't read if you don't like" rule. When I've had a little bit too much of something, or no longer wish to continue a fight, I just ignore the post all together and carry on.

 

I know it's a KH forum, and she can talk about Riku, but tell me. How many posts about Sora, Kairi, Axel, Aqua's boobs , and all of those characters do you see in comparison to the number of posts about Riku? It's way over the edge.

 

And about calling a person stupid, I only did that because Dawn said that she was gonna off herself because people weren't paying attention.I had to go a bit rough that day, because being goody-goody for some months weren't working,

 

 

Understandable. And it's good to see you have made education a top priority. 

 

I've always been a polite person I just tend to go a bit over the edge when I get mad.

 

I totally know where you're coming from

OMG Chemistry. I feel for ya. And since it's almost summer, I can only imagine the strain and duress that you're going through. Seriously, study the f**k out of it and ace the exam. Afterwards, watch porn party hard because it is one of the harder courses that you can take. 

 

I've been studying it for almost 4 years, but thank God this year I'm managing to get "positive" grades. Once it's done, I assure you I'll watch porn  party hard

 

I don't know if you're required to be on at certain times/all the time when it comes to being a moderator, but with things such as school you might want to consider taking a break from the site until things gets cleared on your end. Maybe afterwards, your parents wouldn't mind you getting on the computer so much since you're done with school (If you live in the US) 

 

I moderate when I get online, although the time I get online is short. And I've been thinking about taking a break from the website, but in second thoughts, I won't take a break for other reasons.

 

There is no need to apologize. After hearing your side of the story, I think I may have to be the one to say sorry around here. Seeing now how I failed to consider taking in your point of view on things [specifically Riku related things as well as other issues], it is painfully clear that I did jump the gun and over-reacted.

After reviewing the page history [1994-2002], there is also that maybe Dawnstar's reaction may have been a bit much, but then again it's just bits and pieces that I'm seeing. Maybe there's something that I'm missing?

I'm still sorry for being a hot head, but I agree with you on one thing: Dawn's reaction was a bit too much. This discussion began when Dawn posted the chatlog on Share Chat Logs here, but thank God it's ending.

[Shera Wizard 2,736]

thus to lighten the shit here:

 

I know it's a KH forum, and she can talk about Riku, but tell me. How many posts about Sora, Kairi, Axel, Aqua's boobs , and all of those characters do you see in comparison to the number of posts about Riku? It's way over the edge.

 

And about calling a person stupid, I only did that because Dawn said that she was gonna off herself because people weren't paying attention.I had to go a bit rough that day, because being goody-goody for some months weren't working, (added by shera: I agree on the goody-goody part psst psst)

[Anonn0000 3,525]

Above post: In all honisty, show's how much of a life I have outside the internet....and possably kh13 forums in genneral o-o;

 

Sad.

 

T_T;;;

 

 

Onnnnn a lighter note. I DID watch about half of Ventus' story earlier today on youtube.

 

 

I found it really fasanating. But difficult a bit to sleep on....heavy stuff o-o; Still epic though ^_^

 

 

Soo this post focuses on some other characters now.

 

 

 

And I don't blame SLH for calling me stupid over the 'doing myself in' talk. Even though I felt I had all right to say that (well, at the time i said it, it felt i did...i guess. i'm just sick of all this sh** i don't even wanna BEGIN to understand...;; )....I.........I still hear what he's saying. People still get concerned...

[Weedanort 8,786]

 

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Screw your dragon mine has 2 brothers!

[Weedanort 8,786]

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Screw your dragon mine has 2 brothers!

 

 

DIS DRAGON IS SO STRONG IT'S BANNED

[I♥KH 1,280]

TODAY IS REALLY WEIRD DAY.

CURSED WEDNESDAY.

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DIS DRAGON IS SO STRONG IT'S BANNED

Noooooooooo!

Anyway, do you have a DN account?