No one left to trust

[Tom 437]

I spent my weekend all emo. I'm done trusting anyone. Done with this shit.

 

Last week, my mom went New Jeresy due to the fact her uncle had a heart attack. I was cool with that, made sense.

 

Friday morning, my day was ruined. My dad had to bring me to school that day, and out of a sudden, he accused my mom of secretly having a boyfriend in NJ. I didn't really say anything but to really deny it. I couldn't believe. I spent my whole day feeling craptastic.

 

Sunday was something I regret being home. It was freezing, as we had no oil for heat (we were getting hit with snow pretty badly), I told my dad that and he went out to get some more. But before he did, he went on about my mom having a boyfriend AGAIN. Getting sick and tired of this. But he told me to check Facebook, that'll get my answers.

 

I checked it and what has been seen can not be unseen.

 

"At Atlantic City with -insert guy's name-, drinking martinis".

 

That was my mom's post. Why would this upset me? Her uncle doesn't live in Atlantic City.

 

What upset me more is going to that guy's wall. All over is posts about having fun with my mom and loving the date they had. It disgusted me. And I met the guy around New Years Eve, because my mom wanted me to truly celebrate New Years besides watching the ball drop. He was very nice, and he had 9 fingers (Seriously he had 9 fingers. I think his ring finger is missing, can't remember). He was a heavy drinker. I don't think I saw him drink anything besides beer. But this guy....posting all that stuff.....I can't believe it.

 

My mom screwed my dad over (even if they were seperating already), she screwed my sisters over, screwed over my nephew. And she screwed over her only son, her favorite child, the one she loved most....me. It's really heartbreaking. She lied to everyone. And she said she wouldn't lie to us anymore. Pfft, your Facebook say otherwise.

 

It later had caused me to take it out on my "girlfriend" (if I could consider her as one"). At first it was ok, but things went haywire from there (complicated short argument that I will not explain). I got one of my friends and two members here to comfort me, try to cheer me up. Didn't work out too good though, sadly. Not to mention I show my true nature to my friends. I'm usually all goofy and awesome in real life, but when I'm alone or on the Internet, I'm pretty depressing.

 

I then realize I can't really trust anyone anymore. Things like these are just.....ugh. Nevermind my mom secretly having a boyfriend, the fact that she lied me. It was like malice to me. I remember wheny dad argued with my mom about me going to NJ for New Years. That's when my dad told my mom about the whole boyfriend thing. She denied the whole thing.

[HelpMeRan-Sama 141]

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*Speechless*

...D:

Cheer up, at least you still have us.

[Antrium 10]

Dude, I am not gonna lie to you. That is really heartbreaking. Sometimes though we go through these hard times so we can become stronger people. You may not trust anyone right now but in the future you will and for now you got us.

[VENROXAS 152]

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Wow, I'am sorry man, I have no words to say for this matter, I just hope you won't be lied to in the future, It Disguesies me when this happens to people It's really quite sad:/

[kingdumbfarts 16]

Thats Sad I Hope You Feel Better"

[Rue 3]

Wow... and I thought my familey was sad...at least you have a dad. well still don;t go all emo on US bro! Were here to support you, and you can trust us. well not all of Us, us, but you get the gist of it. Were here to help you man. but yeha no lie man. That does suck. Well tell your mom, i guess call ehr out? Just sit down with your parents and have a goood familey discusstion about how you feel and ehats going on. well it be hard? yes! will it be emotional? you betcha! but will it help mend a little maybe. you never really know until you try something new right? thats the only advice i can think of to help man. but don;t turn off your heart, or soul to the world,and think more postively!

[Kinode 3,056]

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[Tom 437]

Oh, you're depressing on the web and cheerful irl? I'm the complete opposite -_-

 

I don't know why you're being aggressive for no reason.

 

Anyway, if your parents were separating, is it a really bad thing to date someone else? Or is it the fact that she lied to you, really?

 

Let's see, I was never informed of dating, then lying about it, and repeated denies?

 

Do you really think that's good, smart one?

 

Either way, most people lie. and the get used to it. and better at it. and sometimes, they go past the limits.

 

Don't even start about lying, because you were complaining about your dad about lying to get a videogame. I have a good reason, you don't. Not everything in this world revolves around KH, so get that out of your thick head of yours.

 

I'm sure, that even after this, your mom loves all of you. you, your sisters, even your dad. Ok, maybe not your dad, but she still loves her children. and I think that you shouldn't stop loving HER because of this.

 

Where did I say I was going to stop loving my mom? Oh wise Kindle, show me how you made that up.

 

I'm really upset, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop loving her.

 

She'll probably apologize soon enough, I hope.If not, then she probably doesn't care, or is too ashamed. I guess everyone on this site has family problems, or very sad ones.

 

Yeah right. Can I tell you how many times I counted she denied this?

 

But don't go all emo now! you still have ALL of us, we're here, and we're gonna support you, at all times!

 

Yeah well I don't need members like you here, because you're not helpful.

[Sorage55 10]

Such a negative story, i'm not much of a helper mate, but i have much empathy for you. Perhaps the neagtivity will fade away as time goes on.

[Kinode 3,056]

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[Tom 437]

Hey hey, I didn't mean to offend you with this! I'm sorry if I was aggressive, but that was not my intention, I was just taking about my self, sheesh.

 

That's your problem. You don't around on people's Personal threads and talk about yourself. It isn't the time or place to do it.

 

I didn't say it was good either, and I'm not trying to be a smarty pants.

 

But you just told me is it really a bad thing? Is it good or bad, because I don't except in between.

 

I wasn't so upset about my dad not buying me a KH game, I was stressed out that day too.

 

Last time I checked your thread, you were flipping out.

 

And if you're gonna say that all that goes around my head is KH again, I'm REALLY gonna feel like punching you.

 

Good luck punching your monitor.

 

I didn't say you stopped loving her, I was telling you NOT TO.

 

Then it's called phrase your words better.

 

If you're saying you won't accept her apologies or that she won't apologize, I'd stop thinking that.

 

Accept what? I haven't gotten anything. She hasn't said anything to me about this. So what am I going to do, accept thin air?

 

And lastly, You're aways being kind of rude to us, I don't see what I did wrong to you, I was just giving advice. If you didn't want advice, I would really recommend not have posted this, ok?

 

I have stress, problems, and the fact that deal with comments like this every day? I think I have a reason.

 

No no no, there's a difference between giving me advice and asking me if my parents dating someone if it's really a bad thing. That is just plain wrong to say. Like if my mom doesn't care if she's lying or having a boyfriend, that's something you shouldn't be saying to someone, even if it is true. There a boundaries of what to say, you're going past it.

 

And sure, you might not like me, but rubbing it IN MY FACE?

 

Since when did I not like you? If I really didn't like you, I would of given you neutral and start sending hate messages.

 

Ummmm, ok?

 

You don't know how it upsets me that someone I don't even KNOW rubs in my face they'd be better off if I weren't here.

 

I didn't neccessary say I didn't want you off here. I said I didn't want you to be here helping me. Because...well you're not helpful.

 

"Aguh, aguh, but u gets all upset with someone YOUZ don't knoe!"

 

....What? Overdramatic much?

 

Being upset with a person is one thing, not liking them is another.

 

Where did I say I didn't like someone. Seriously, where I am saying? Where??? I never said this or implied this.

[Kinode 3,056]

Look, there we go again, arguing. and it's not even the random thread. just gonna say, you're right, I'm an idiot, you pretty much made it visible you don't want me saying anything, so I'll just get off your life, try to be a good member, I was being "overdramatic", thinking you probably DON"t not like me, since that's what you said, yadayadayda.

Two last things, last time I posted that thread was like, a week ago, and I pretty much told you to NOT STOP LOVING HER the exact same way in the first thread. Done, the end, and I hope everyone here can get alone happily ever after ok?

 

And you have all the rights to be angry at me, and to not accept my apologies. I just hope this arguing in this forum will stop.

And ues, I'm sorry for even posting here in the first place, I'll just erase everything I said.