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This may not be the best photo since it may kind of just be chipping at women, but I can't stand double standards x3

There's this person I've liked since 8th grade year ( I'm sure I complained about him a lot)

And it really bothers me

He kind of makes me feel inferior and less of a human

When I think of him I often feel depressed and I miss him (But I guess it's better for me to be aware of my emotions unlike I was last time)

I guess part of it is me wishing to at least have a friendship with him (We've grown distant this past year)

But I feel like I shouldn't talk to him because it may have the same impact as before... which is strange because I already am feeling bad about it

Honestly I don't even want to like him

I want to despise him with all my heart and never talk to him again

I guess you could call me weak, but I kind of just need help on what to do and how to feel?

If you watched the last episode of Madoka Magica I think you know what I'm talking about

So if anyone is into magical girls

or not

I think you should watch this show. 

And there are several different seasons which contain completely different sets of characters and stuff

It's like a mix between DBZ and the Magical Girl genre

There's glittery stock footage with transformations and attacks, cute mascots, and  lots of free-form fighting

It's really beautiful as you can see here