axal

i get bulled reely badley ive been burnt with there lithers beten up and punched and there always reely rascest to me going niger and pinning me down and putting white make up on me and saying this is how you should look and they whip me and forsme to carrey the bags avery were and when we lernt about the slave trade the pulled me and choked me with my tie i tried to tell somone but then they grabbed me and forsed orenge peel doen my throut and kept on kiking me in the balls and they take the mikkey out of me becouse i have asperges and the mantal age of a 13 year old and atisum and a d h d and thers just so many stupid things wrong with me and some times they would touch me in my spacil place thets all they did but i feel so messed up actully sort of whant to just kill my self somtimes i cant i am just too much of a stupid cowerd to do thet the only things i look forwad to is waching doctor who playing on kingdom hearts and waching avatar the legend of anng whats the point if thets all i look forard to like i said im to much of a coward to kill myself but now i find out thet i got some other thing wrong with me my chest nere my heart it hert so much thet i colepsed started shaking uncontolably and massive difficalty brething becose my body was shutting itself down im fine now but the doctor said thet it will happen more and last a year nothing they can do about it nothing they can give me why are the just so many things wrong with me i ve never had a girlfrend becouse im to much of an ugley twat who no one could love i now have no more frends who i can see whats the point whats so wrong with me