WingedIcarus

My name is Brandan, a 13 year old who lives 3 types of lives. Each type is drastically different from each other but I want to talk about myself a little more about myself. I was a person who lived a shut out life, meaning that I didn't and still don't have many friends. In 1st grade, I was hated by nearly everyone, 2nd grade I was unknown to everyone, 3rd grade some classmates cared about me but not enough to spend time when I was not doing anything over a weekend, 4th grade was when I made my first "friend", 5th grade nothing worth mentioning, 6th grade my teacher hated everyone including me, 7th grade I met an annoying moron, and 8th grade I have a strange class though they are the same people from 2nd grade. My personality is where my 3 types play an almost important role.

You may call me by 10 names.

Josh, Ash, Raine, Brandan, WingedIcarus, Okuneashi, Shima, Okezaki, Kurapika, or Keamo whichever you prefer

1st type- Online self. I'm more of an optimistic person and want everyone to be happy.

2nd type- Real self. I'm a depressed person looking for someone to spend time with. I'm an idiot and serious but when you spend time with me, I'm more of my online self. I also cry while staring at a blank TV for obvious reasons.

3rd type- Cold type. When I'm on a pill called Focalin, I'm entirely different from my real self while containing some of my real self traits. I'm more serious and twice as depressed, and hardly smile, I stare at others to undertand their attitude and how they act. Other than the seriousness, there's nothing worth mentioning.

And now my appearance, I wear jeans almost everywhere, have black headphones on, and have blond hair. My shirt is always different each day so there's no point in going over that. I also where black and blue shoes.
If there's anything else you want to know about me, I may answer