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Zexion's_Lover_46

Member Since 17 Aug 2010
Offline Last Active Oct 02 2012 07:53 PM
Don't plan to come on much anymore. I don't really want to say...You can find me mostly on facebook. I'm not going to forget anyone though XD How could I? It's b... Updated 02 Oct · 6 comments

About Me

Keshit! My name is Reikon and I'm a Depressed Goth. I know I don't act like it online but if you knew me IRL, you'd know that the Depression suits me well. There is no "correct term" in defining a Goth and that's what truly makes us special. The fashion of a Goth is just a small part of a much bigger outlook. The subculture of being Gothic is all about the mind set and it means that you take a stong liking to the darker side of life and realize that the darkness if a beautiful, majestic, divine, and peaceful outlook, unlike anything you'll ever see in the light.

I <3 Kingdom Hearts(specifically Chain of Memories) and, as you can tell by my username, Zexion is my favorite character. Out of every character I've ever known, Zexion is the one I can relate to most. He's like me only male >3
Other interests of mine include antiquing, talking with friends and family, being there for my friends and trying to comfort them and make them happy whenever I can, and reading. I write my own fanfiction, poetry, and novels(nothing has been published yet but I have four stories that are 150+ pages).
I am currently in school and I would've graduated this year but I have disorders that prevented me in doing so. Currently, I'm on the hunt for Xanax which is an anti-panic medication that will make me feel like a zombie but, hell, at least I can calm down for once.
I have Severe Panic Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Severe Depression, Memory loss, and Parnoia. The reason why I'm telling you all this is because 1. Don't you want to get a chance to know
me? :P and 2. Part of my disorders causes me to have flucuations in my mood so if I start getting angry or depressed out of the blue, you'll know that it's not me whose doing it on purpose.

I have alot of friends on this website but my bestest friend is Leo(username: Lu Xun). He is like a brother to me and is awesome! :3

My best friends on this website are as follows(and some I even consider as family):
VENROXAS (brother)
RoxasStalker (sister)
demyx0177 (sister)
Macroxen (brother)
Mog (brother)
PersianRose (sister)
Venterrqua (brother)
Rue (brother)
Sora'sLittleHelper (brother)
Ai Enma (sister)
king of hearts (brother)
Evil-Ven-the darkness king (sister)
Naraco (brother)
Evil-Ven- the darkness king (sister)
ventus95 (brother)
Axel19 (brother)
Sorari12
Edward
the15thwiseone
khfreaker01 (sister)
RoxAs Is Wise
Sephiroth
plus50living (brother)
rikulover444
Keyblader (brother)
karma
kingdumbfarts
h1995t5t5 (brother)
K3YBL4D3 KHIGHT (brother)
KH Ultima
tyriann
rikurocks123
Kinode
Final Hearts 69(sister)

Other friends I have and enjoy chatting with...well I have a bunch...so yeah...

I am a Vegatarian and DON'T support killing animals for food! I respect people who eat meat, but I'll stick with my vegatables and fruit! :)
I love animals and I'm going to go to college to become a Vet after I graduate from highschool online.

To all the new members who are reading this, I want to welcome you to the kh13.com and I hope you have a wonderful time here. :D

If you have any questions or any problems, especially with life, then feel free to IM or PM me and I'll respond as soon as I can. It's up to you to tell me about your personal life but I'm just letting you know that I understand the need for second chances.

Poem #229

~ Gone Forever ♥~
Everynight I close my eyes

And think of you and how it used to be
During those good old fashioned times
The tint in the sky grows darker with each passing day
Might I remind you
Of how much I cried when you were taken away
My heart feels as though it's in a lifeless stream
I hope you realize
You're in my every dream
When my time is up and there's nowhere left to run
I'll come dancing back to you
And we'll bask underneath the sun
But for now, I waste away my life here
Wilting are my rose petals
As they fall into an empty bottle of beer
For now, it seems as though I'm here all alone
For now, it seems like you're gone forever
And I'll forever be out on my own

~Reikon

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  • Active Posts 963
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  • Member Title ~☮Reikon☮~
  • Age 24 years old
  • Birthday September 18, 1993

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  • Gender
    Female

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Zexion's_Lover_46

Don't plan to come on much anymore. I don't really want to say...You can find me mostly on facebook. I'm not going to forget anyone though XD How could I? It's been amazing. Send me a request anytime on fb. I'll pop in from long time to long time maybe. Like I said, it's been amazing. <3
Oct 02 2012 06:25 PM
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    Kinode
    Wow, it's been so long since I've talked to you! I think I had to delete you form my friends on Facebook because my dad told me to delete a lot of people... Sorry :/
    Oct 02 2012 07:07 PM
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    Zexion's_Lover_46
    It's alright. ^^ You always have my email. Well...I've decided not to pop in anymore. Just thinking it over and everything... So, this will be the last night I'm on. It's been fun guys, farewell. Thanks for the memories. <3
    Oct 02 2012 07:42 PM
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    Weedanort
    :'(

    Thank God I can still talk with you on FB
    Oct 23 2012 11:59 AM
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Getting a new apartment on my own. Life has been shit. First it's up then it's down....Ugh it'd take all day and night to describe what I've been going through.
Oct 02 2012 06:21 PM
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    Koko
    havent seen you in a while
    Oct 02 2012 06:23 PM
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    Snow
    REIKON. YOU'VE RETURNED.
    squeee
    Oct 02 2012 06:25 PM
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    TheApprenticeofKingMickey
    Well, shit. If it isn't Zexion.
    Oct 02 2012 06:39 PM
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Zexion's_Lover_46

HAPPY NEW YEAR[belated]! FINALLY! I got Xanax! I've worked out most things with my mother and the new year couldn't be better! :D What a great start to a new year!
Jan 06 2012 12:44 PM
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To make a long story short....I'm only allowed to stay here during the night. I'm only allowed to come home during the day to get something to eat, drink, and go to the bathroom. I'm not allowed on the laptop if she's home. So, it's a good thing she's out. :/ Well...it's amazing what can change in a little over the year....
Dec 05 2011 02:57 PM
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    Zexion's_Lover_46
    She doesn't even have the deceny to get me a new house key so I have to figit with the old one I have -_-.. I have a feeling this Christmas is not going to be so "jolly".
    Dec 05 2011 03:01 PM
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    Kinode
    Wait, who is "she"? And sorry about that :(
    Dec 05 2011 04:29 PM
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    Larushu
    I miss you reikon D= its boring without you.
    Dec 16 2011 02:56 PM
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Imoore4Zexion's_Lover_46

Would you mind adding me to your friends list :D
Oct 19 2011 03:47 PM
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I've always been the heart of a dark carnival and you always said you wanted your fun. Well, now, I'm bringing out my chainsaw so honey you better f*cking run.
Oct 09 2011 08:46 PM
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    Ivan
    It's called a word filter, since there are just kids on this site. And we prefer it if people don't try to go around it in order to use the word
    Oct 09 2011 08:56 PM
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    Zexion's_Lover_46
    Ohhh, ok :P
    Oct 09 2011 08:59 PM
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    Larushu
    I'm scared...
    Nov 13 2011 04:21 PM
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    Zexion's_Lover_46
    I don't know how to word it but I just know XD Honestly, I thought I'd be dead by now so this is going great so far. But, if by slim chance, things don't work out(even though I'm sure they will), I cherish the days I have with him now <3
    Oct 07 2011 03:45 PM
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    Zexion's_Lover_46
    I'm also considered young to be leaving the state by next year and staring my own life but I'm still doing that too. :3
    Oct 07 2011 03:46 PM
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    Naroco
    O.O -faints-
    Oct 07 2011 04:06 PM
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Zexion's_Lover_46

And she's so scared to get close to ANYONE, because everyone that said, "I love you...I'll be there." LEFT.
Sep 29 2011 02:56 PM
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Missing the good old days...
Sep 25 2011 11:58 AM
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