Snow came early in upstate New York. It was only just a week and a few days before Christmas and already it was obviously that it was going to be a white one. Some patients at the Coldridge Asylum were happy for the snow. Some weren't. Rosalina Sansora or ‘Rosa’ to most people was actually a tiny bit happy for the snow. Happy was a strange word, for due to the severe anxiety Rosa suffered it was very hard for her to truly enjoy anything. No matter how good of a time she was having she could never truly be happy. Rosa could be in Disneyland and in the back of her mind there was something worrying her. Something bringing her down like a dark rain cloud over her head. This anxiety was a ball on a chain for her. Rosa saw the cup as half empty- and also thought that somehow she was going to suffer from dehydration or something because it was half empty. Such troubling irrelevant thoughts plagued her mind. She didn't want to be that way. Often she was called ‘whiny’ or ‘overdramatic’ for being that way. For worrying and stressing and suffering over things that really wasn't a big deal. Sadly she also stressed about being called such things too. Such things tormented her mind; ‘Am I really overdramatic? I'm such a horrible person for being overdramatic when things could be way worse and people are going to hate me because of it and I will have no friends and I will end up dying alone while people are happy that I'm gone and laugh at my funeral and then I won't ever have a happy afterlife because of it-’ and it would go on and on. Rosa didn't understand why she was that way- she just was.
It was early in the morning when Rosa woke. About ten o'clock in the morning. She opened her eyes and looked around the room for a quick second. Her stuffed animal (which today happened to be one of her many cats and was named Cali) was clutched closely to her chest. As always, Rosa had slept in fetal position as well. It was rather cold that morning due to the heaters not being turned up all the way, and due to the vicious cold of upstate. With her long old-fashioned pajama gown, hospital socks and slippers, Rosa slowly slid out of bed with her cat in tow and walked over to her roommate- Krystal’s bed to gently shake her awake. Rosa made sure to be very quiet; she didn't like it when anyone else knew she was awake until she actually left the room.
“Krys…” Rosa said softly, gently tugging on her roommate’s shirt. “Krys…”
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Snow came early in upstate New York. It was only just a week and a few days before Christmas and already it was obviously that it was going to be a white one. Some patients at the Coldridge Asylum were happy for the snow. Some weren't. Rosalina Sansora or ‘Rosa’ to most people was actually a tiny bit happy for the snow. Happy was a strange word, for due to the severe anxiety Rosa suffered it was very hard for her to truly enjoy anything. No matter how good of a time she was having she could never truly be happy. Rosa could be in Disneyland and in the back of her mind there was something worrying her. Something bringing her down like a dark rain cloud over her head. This anxiety was a ball on a chain for her. Rosa saw the cup as half empty- and also thought that somehow she was going to suffer from dehydration or something because it was half empty. Such troubling irrelevant thoughts plagued her mind. She didn't want to be that way. Often she was called ‘whiny’ or ‘overdramatic’ for being that way. For worrying and stressing and suffering over things that really wasn't a big deal. Sadly she also stressed about being called such things too. Such things tormented her mind; ‘Am I really overdramatic? I'm such a horrible person for being overdramatic when things could be way worse and people are going to hate me because of it and I will have no friends and I will end up dying alone while people are happy that I'm gone and laugh at my funeral and then I won't ever have a happy afterlife because of it-’ and it would go on and on. Rosa didn't understand why she was that way- she just was.
It was early in the morning when Rosa woke. About ten o'clock in the morning. She opened her eyes and looked around the room for a quick second. Her stuffed animal (which today happened to be one of her many cats and was named Cali) was clutched closely to her chest. As always, Rosa had slept in fetal position as well. It was rather cold that morning due to the heaters not being turned up all the way, and due to the vicious cold of upstate. With her long old-fashioned pajama gown, hospital socks and slippers, Rosa slowly slid out of bed with her cat in tow and walked over to her roommate- Krystal’s bed to gently shake her awake. Rosa made sure to be very quiet; she didn't like it when anyone else knew she was awake until she actually left the room.
“Krys…” Rosa said softly, gently tugging on her roommate’s shirt. “Krys…”
Edited by Aqua7KH